so instead of my crazy theory that its a dead child i wouldn't be able to have...........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................it was my brother............................................................. i heard his feet running the wrong way but he went to my parents room................. J U S T K I L L M E XD

and thatnks to @OchakoUraraka and @Christen-Senpai for at least seeing if i was ok -w- nad that means a lot cuz my sister dont give a shit about me XD so yeah....... sowwy -//w//-