Kain 

It was beautiful. Clara and I running on the beach laughing. Us going to school together laughing in the halls. Stolen kisses during studying. Introducing me to her parents. Our first time. I wanted to cry. To cry for this girl I had loved and forgotten. The next part of the movie was so vivid.

“Kain!” She screamed. I looked around for her, but found her under me bleeding out. “Clara. . . .Sweetie bunny . . .Hold on. . . .Hold on for me. . . . We'll make it. . . . .Fuck Clara.” I felt my tears slid down my cheeks. Her blood. Her blood coated my hands. “Why'd you have to come out here? I told you to stay hold on baby. . . I'll get help.” I mind linked Daemon. He was too far away. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. “K-Kain. . . You love me right?” I nodded. When would she get it. She was the air that I breathed. “I'm not going to make it. . . Make the pain stop for me okay.” She pulled my bloodied hand to her chest. “No. No. No. Don't talk like that. Your gonna make it. Do you hear me?! You are going to fight it! You are going to make it!” I yelled at her. She shook her head tears glittering in her eyes.

“Kain please. . . It hurts to much.” She breathed. No. I couldn't lose her. But, I couldn't bear to see her like this. In so much pain she begged for death. I softly kissed her lips as I ended it. As I killed my lifeline.

I woke up gasping for air. “Clara.” I whispered. I wiped my cheeks. The moisture of my tears greeted my fingers. How could I forget? How could I forget about the love of my life? Teagan. What about Teagan? I couldn't just leave her. Learn to except it. She will understand. Clay said softly. Go back to Teagan? I asked Clay. He stayed silent, but I understood it was my choice.