The rest of the day didnt matter much, same old happened in art, we played dodgeball in gym, read a book in english and studied in RT (Raider time). I decide not to go to MLM, i didn’t feel like going today.

i walk to my bus and completely avoid the boy from a couple days ago, i wish this week would be over with already. I hate it. 

When i got home mom looked at me and asked how school was, i wouldn’t wanna tell her i hated it so i nodded and smiled and said good, then went upstairs to my room to get my stuff out. I take out my phone and go back downstairs to connect to the internet. Once i connected i went back upstairs and checked my messages, Lyss had texted me a couple days ago, i decide to answer her. “I have wifi now!!” i texted, and waited for her to respond, i notice a few of my friends from my old school had texted me, I answer those too. Meg had told me Ambers been crying non-stop since i left. Amber was a good friend of mine, though i always felt like she kinda hated me. 

After i texted them back i decided to try and do my homework, i open youtube and play Bubble Gum Bitch by Marina and the Diamonds. I listen to the nightcore version of everything, i dunno why really. I start taking notes of what we did in social studies today and use highlighter to remember the important parts for the quiz on friday. I assume Lyssa wont text back til after MLM is over, she goes and she’s probably gonna ask me why i didn’t go and i’ll come up with an excuse. MLM (My Life Matters) is an after school christian program, i’m kinda iffy on the whole God thing but i do believe a higher being exists. 

I then remember Shu had added me on SnapChat, and i go to accept the request. “Hii” i text them. and set my phone back down and do my homework, i really don't feel like doing it because i’m tired. But if i get bad grades mom will kill me, and i really don’t want to hear her yell more than she already does. Especially since that now my brother is gone, i’ll most likely be her new target, and i’d like to protect my sister from that whatever so i guess its worth it as long as she’s safe. My little sisters name is Dora, shes 9 years old, and she REALLY likes My Little Pony. Knowing her when she gets home from school she’ll wanna play with stuffed animals together, usually i play with her so shes at least somewhat content.