I don't feel so good

I hate the feeling I have

This useless paranoia

.........................................

Don't care about him

He isn't yours anymore

He hurt you 

So why...

Why does it hurt to see him with another person?

You have someone

Your so pathetic

You fuck up!

You can do nothing right!

WHY CAN'T I BE NORMAL!?

Can I just feel something?

Something that doesn't hurt

Or makes me wanna die

I don't feel so good

Nauseous and unclear of my path

Why can't I be normal?

Why?