Until one day. . .

Today, I'm wearing my favorite clothes, a black t-shirt with a dark purple pair of jeans. I'm currently at home waiting for the time of our part-time job. My sister is currently still at the school because of some student council stuff.

"It's 14:30 already. We'll have to go to our part-time job at 15:00."

"(Seriously, where is she? Since we didn't take a day off, means she shouldn't be taking this long.)"

. . .

"(I'll go check on her.)"

I locked my house and ran to school. As I ran, I felt this mysterious chill all over my body. Like I'm worried about something big is gonna happen. I hasten my pace to deny my worries.

I reached school after 5 minutes of running non-stop. I stopped and took a breath in front of the school gate. Once I regain my breathing, I ran again to the student council room on the 3rd floor of our school. As I ran closer and closer, my worries began to grow. I felt the mysterious chill on my body again.

I was finally in front of the door to the school council room.

I stopped for a moment. I was sweating. I gulped. I slide open the door slowly as I was afraid of something bad that is unlikely going to happen.

. . .

The student council room was empty. I tensed up for a second. My mind is imagining more and worse things that are going to happen. In a haste, I ran towards our classroom on the 2nd floor. As I reached the door to my classroom, I slammed the door open in panic.

"LUCA!"

"KYAAAAAA!! Wha-? Nii-san, what the hell are you doing slamming the door and screaming loudly like that?"

The moment I saw and heard my sister inside the classroom, all of my intense emotions, feelings, and bad thoughts are disappearing one by one. I let out a long exhale and felt relieved all of a sudden as I feel weak after exhausting my body from all the running.

"Sigh~ I guess I was just being paranoid for no reason."

"Paranoid? What happened?"

"No, no, it's just my usual empty worrying about you. You didn't come home in time sooo-"

"Sigh~ Nii-san, you need to stop worrying too much about me. I'm just doing my homework at school since I didn't get the chance to during class because of student council stuff."

"Yeah, I'm sorry. And forgive me for doing it again."

"Yeah, yeah, sit down next to me. I'll finish this in a sec."

"Okay."

I sit next to my sister as I watch her doing her homework.

I began to develop this unexplainable worrying towards my sister whenever she does something that she didn't mean to since last year. I never make any more friends since the incident in my junior high. I literally only talk to my sister both at school and at home.

"Okay, I'm done. Let's go home!"

We left the school and walked home together. On the way, we were talking about little things here and there, until the conversation led to something personal for her.

"Woah! Luca! Look at the sky above with all the clouds!"

"Woah!! How beautiful!"

We both smile as we were astonished by the beauty of the sky that day. We were silently staring at the sky for a few seconds.

"Nii-san. Looking at such beautiful scenery, it made me so emotional."

"Haha! That's okay, I feel emotional too all of a sudden. How wonderful such a simple thing can make you happy and smiles like an idiot."

"Nii-san, I know this is coming out of nowhere. But I'm grateful to you. I could never take you for granted. Nii-san has always been there for me. No matter how hard it is. No matter how painful it is. No matter how dire the situation is, you've always been there. Thank you, Light-nii. I am grateful to be your sister!"

Luca is giving off her most beautiful smile, unlike any other smile she has shown me. Through the smile alone, I can already tell how she really felt.

"Hahaha! Of course, Luca. I am grateful too to be your brother."

Luca walks ahead of me with both of her hands on her back while holding her school bag.

"Twins are so mysterious right, Light-nii? We can be closer than actual lovers without being in love."

"Yeah, you are right! BUT, as you know, there are multiple forms of love, there's Agape, Storge, Philia, and then Eros. With each one has differe--"

"OH WELL!! Emotional time's up. Let's hurry up Light-nii! We'll be late for our part-time job!"

Luca suddenly interrupts me mid-explanation.

"Yeah, yeah, let's go!"

We hustled up to rush back to our home. We have to quickly prepare for our part-time job as soon as we arrived.

. . . Or so what I thought. Because Luca, never went home that day.

. . .

. . .

. . .

". . ."

"Uuuuhhh. . ."

"Huh. . .? Did I fall asleep? I don't remember ever entering my room to take a nap."

"OUCH!!!"

"What was that? My head suddenly stings!"

After a few seconds of questioning myself, I began to realize what had happened to me.

"Wha-? This isn't my room! Where is this?"

*Ka-chrink ka-chrink*

"Huh?"

As I was trying to get up from the sitting position, I realized I was bound to an iron pole with a chain. Upon further look, I began to notice the area where I am at.

"This looks like an old burnt-out house. There's only so much left."

"WAIT A MINUTE!? Where is Luca?"

I look to the right and I saw two baseball bats lying on the ground.

"(Did someone knock me out with these? Is this a kidnap?)"

As I searched around for clues, I suddenly turn my head northwest and I saw a sight that would haunt me forever. I saw my sister getting raped by a group of middle-aged men in a room with a burnt-out table and benches.

"LUCAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!"

I scream my lungs calling out her name as loud as I can but to no avail. Her mouth was stuffed with someone's genitals. I also saw her naked body with men's genitals all over her.

"(WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS? WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?)"

"LUUUCAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!"

*Ka-chrink ka-chrink*

I immediately struggle to free myself from the binding. However, my struggle was in vain. There was no way someone of my body build could ever hope of breaking free out of the binding of a steel chain.

"LUUCAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! LET GO OF MY SISTEER!!"

"AHAHAHAHA. Such a nice body, such a fragile girl. This girl might come close to our best victim weeks ago."

"Yeah, I agree."

"Yeah, yeah"

The conversation between the rapists made my anger skyrocketed beyond my usual temper.

"(I HAVE TO SAVE HER!! I HAVE TO SAVE HER!! I HAVE TO SAVE HER!! I HAVE TO SAVE HER!! I HAVE TO SAVE HER!! I HAVE TO SAVE HER!! I HAVE TO SAVE HER!! I HAVE TO SAVE HER!!)"

*Ka-chrink ka-chrink*

I struggled even further and harder. The area of my skin that came into contact with the steel chain turns red as I kept scratching it harder and harder.

"LET GO OF MY SISTER!!! LET GO OF MY FUCKING SISTEEER!!!"

None of the rapists even heard my screams. They were having so much fun toying and violating my sister's body.

"LET GO OF MY SISTER!!"

"LET GO OF MY SISTEERR!!"

"LET GO OF MY SISTEEEERR!! I BEG OF YOU!"

I kept screaming for 30 minutes as I also kept struggling to free myself from my binding. I kept seeing the rapists taking her in turns and making her do poses that would suit their selfish desire.

I cannot take what I saw. I began to cry.

I can't take this anymore.

"(What did I ever do to deserve this?)"

*sob sob*

"(What did my sister ever do to ever deserve this?")

*sob sob*

I kept crying for 90 minutes. My tears are dry and my stares are dead. I only gaze towards the ground. It was only an empty stare. There is no life in my eyes. I also struggle subconsciously the whole time. It makes my skin on the area where it came into contact with the steel chain starts bleeding out. Even for the whole 90 minutes, they kept raping her and my sister has been crying and letting out painful moans the whole time.

2 hours later, they have finished playing with my sister.

"Phew, this girl is one lovely slut."

"Not to mention her virgin genital were delicious as fuck."

"Aaaah, I'm all dried out. I cannot get it out anymore for today."

"*sobs* *sobs* *sobs*"

Luca is still silently crying while covering her face and lying down naked on the ground.

"O-oi, I think we might have broken our victim this time. Shouldn't we just dispose of her?"

"Eeehh? But she's one rare bitch."

"I-I do agree. She is unusable anymore."

"Yeah, just look, she's still crying, and take a look at her genital, it's still bleeding. We do have broken her too much."

"Ah, you're right. All right let's just kill her. "

"How are we gonna do it?"

"Let's just use this bench right here on the corner of the room. We'll bang her head until she's dead."

"Ah, okay sounds interesting."

Two men lift a wooden bench that is long and is able to fit four people to sit on it. And then they thrust it together towards Luca's head that is lying on the ground.

*BUMP*

*BUMP*

*CRACK*

*SPLATS*

After the third hit, Luca died instantly, her forehead dents inward, her skull got destroyed, her brain also bursts a little that some parts were splattered around.

"Errrgggh, yuck, that is disgusting."

"Now, we should just bury her."

I saw. . .everything.

I saw everything.

I saw everything.

I saw everything.

I saw everything.

"(It happened again. . .)"

As I saw the condition of my sister's body that has already become a corpse, my facial expression says that I have lost the only reason I live for. I can't even cry because my tears have already dried out. But I kept crying, without producing any tears until my pupils looked like it cracked. I cried harder but without any tears or even voice. My eyes eventually drop liquid as an exchange for tears. It was a red liquid. It was blood. I cried blood out of my eyes.

("First, my family. . .)"

My eyes were supposed to be in intense pain due to their blood-producing, but I didn't even feel anything about my eyes. It was my heart that got hurt the most, it cracked the most, and it broke the most.

("And then, my friends. . .)"

My voice is empty, my throat was dry, it was supposed to hurt too, but I didn't feel anything. , it was supposed to hurt too. But I didn't feel anything. It was my heart that hurts the most, it was cracked the most, and it broke the most.

("And now the only thing I have left in this world. . . my sister.")

The pain of losing a twin is unlike any other. It pains twice as much as you would if you lose a family member. It feels like my own existence has been ripped in half. It feels like half of my body has been torn away from me.

("I don't care anymore. Please just kill me.")

("Why does this world hate me so much? Did I hurt someone in the past?")

("Then why did this world kept taking away what's valuable to me?")

("Every time I accept things as something I value, the world kept taking it away from me.")

"I hate this world"

"I HATE THIS WORLD"

"I HATE THIS WORLD"

"I HATE THIS WORLD"

"I love you!"

*!*

In the middle of my dark thoughts, a beautiful line, and a voice echo in my heart.

"I love you!"

The same words echo again, but this time, a clear image of the person who used to say the line appeared on my mind.

"Your face is a mess, hahahaha!"

"Thank you, Light-nii. I am grateful to be your sister!"

As those words kept echoing in my heart, I suddenly felt all of the happiness I once felt throughout the years with my family, friends, and my sister before they're all gone.

". . ."

"It was the same."

"It has always been the same."

"The reality where I have everything and the reality where I lost everything. They belong in the same world."

*sobs sobs*

Water's raining down on my cheeks. My tears are back. I cried again, but this time, a cry of relief.

The intense hateful feeling of "I hate this world" and the joyful feelings of "I love you", the hatred I felt towards the people that harm my sister, and the love I felt from my sister for my whole life have intertwined with each other. It has become one thing. That day, a new ideal was born inside of me.

I was suddenly engulfed in white light that forms into a sphere. It was only a few seconds until the white light shoots a thin stream of light upwards.

Slowly, the white light turned black. I was inside a black solid sphere.

The solid black sphere began to disintegrate