*Hinata’s POV*
“Well well well looks like Mister Model does got himself a crush” Tanaka said looking over me with a wide grin playing at his lips.
“Did you say that you had a crush on a guy from the same show Ni-chan?” My little sister Natsu spoke up from the doorway.
“NATSU! What are you doing here?” I was a bit confused but then I heard a voice speak up behind her.
“I knew that volleyball normally ended around this time so since I got off early I went and picked Natsu up early so we could come and pick you up!” My mom said with a small smile with Natsu holding her hand gleefully. My mom went and talked with the coaches as I went down to keep watching the interview, my face still partially red from Natsu exposing me. Luckily, nobody was paying attention to her when she said that because they all were still fixed on the interview that was happening live in front of their eyes. Natsu came over and sat down in my lap wanting me to braid her hair, once I finished she giggled and hugged me around the neck.
“Me next!” Nishinoya shouted which made the whole team laugh and the coaches, we all thought he was kidding until he held his head towards me to braid it. I didn't mind so I started doing his hair because I had a few more rubber bands left in my pocket from doing Natsu’s hair.
“Can Noya and Baldie come over tonight?”
“OI LITTLE GIRL WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH!?”
“Calm down Tanaka you know she likes to kid with you.” I said trying to calm him down “Plus she's just a kid” At this point the rest of the team was rolling on the floor laughing.
“Honey remember, Kenma is coming over tonight.” My mom said in her sweet and quiet tone, oh that right Kenma is coming over.
“Oh yeah! Sorry guys see ya later I gotta get home!” I said, shouting while grabbing my bag to get home, I didnt even change because I needed to get home before Kenma got there. While I was running out the door I earned a shot from the team.
“See you on Monday” I was confused for a second why they said that but then I remembered it was a Friday. When we pulled up into the driveway I didn't see Kenma in sight so that means he wasn't there yet, that gave me enough time to run inside and change. I hurried up to my bedroom, threw my bag to the corner of my room and practically dove to the closet to get something to wear out. I hate picking out clothes, for some reason I was just never good at it, for the longest time I had always wished I was a model because that means other people pick your clothes for you and that's their job so they are pretty good at it. I grabbed out a black sweatshirt that had “Karasuno” written in orange across it with a large crow on the back and a pair of orange sweatpants with black patterns on the side. I quickly changed into the outfit and right as I slipped the last inch of the pants on I heard my door open and Kenma was standing there with a light blush on his face.
“Hey Kenma!”
“H-Hey Shoyo, sorry I walked in on you changing..”
“It's ok I was just finishing up, come sit down we can play some Dribble Jump (Made up game to ‘The Great Jump’).” I said gesturing to the spot next to me on the bed. Kenma came and sat down next to me and I handed him a controller, we scrolled through the icons and of course I chose Hiroshi Arai (Childhood crush name). Kenma looked at the screen and chose Akio Akira and looked at me to say something.
“This one looks like you! Your character reminds me of, um, what's his name…?’’
“Tobio Kageyama the model is who you are thinking of, Hiroshi is my childhood crush and he- actually nevermind.” I stopped talking because if Kenma didn't hear the news yet he sure would soon enough. Plus it would make it seem like I was lying just to be with a hot model, that's what most people are doing or have done before. Little did I know thinking what was going to come next to it.
“Well I like this one because it looks like you, it's not as cute as you but still reminds me of you.” A small blush crept up on mine and Kenma’s face, I'm not sure why tho, he's my best friend, nothing more. I think...
I pushed those thoughts from my mind and decided to focus on the game. Normally Kenma is the ultimate gamer but this is a game that you can’t play on his device. Plus, I have been playing this game since I was very young and have leveled up my character as high as it can go.
After about 2 hours of playing, me winning most of the time, mom called for us.
“Boys, come on it's time for dinner!”
“Coming mom!”
“Coming Mrs.Hinata!” Kenma and I put our controllers away and ran downstairs for dinner. Today, since Kenma was over, she ordered a pizza from Pizza Palace. They had pretty good pizza but it was full of grease. It was a once in a while thing so it doesn't really matter, we enjoyed the pizza with Natsu and my mom then went back to my room to watch a movie.
“Niiiii-channnnnnn can I watch the movie with you two?”
“Sure Natsu, we are going to watch a scary movie. Are you sure you want to watch it with us? It might be a bit too scary for you.”
“I'll be ok Ni-chan :D”
“Don't say I didn't warn you…”
*10 minutes into the movie, short Natsu POV*
“This is a cool movie” I said looking up at Ni-Chan who was hugging Kenma like it was last time he was ever going to see him. When I looked closer Kenma was looking at Ni-Chan, smiling, while Ni-Chan was buried in his arms with his head in Kenma’s chest. It wasn't that scary of a movie. I don't know why they warned me. Oh well, i'm going to keep watching the movie.
*Short Kenma POV*
Lately I have been confused about my feelings. I know that im gay already, I figured out that much last month. But now i'm confused about my feelings for Shoyo, I know that I like him more than a friend.. But how much more. When I try talking about my feelings with people I always get shut down or yelled at, my dad is very homophic and my mother is scared of my dad. My mom supports me, I know that, but my whenever I try talking about me being gay my dad always hits my mother for supporting me. She always looks at me with sympathy in her eyes trying to tell me not to cry or that ‘its ok’ when it's not.
Whatever my feelings are for Shoyo I want to try and get them sorted out as quickly as possible...but him hugging me because of the movie definitely is not helping.
Also, im not stupid, yeah I have already heard the news of that Kageyama guy, I know his crush and everything..and I know Shoyo’s. I'm not going to let that thought sink into my head too deeply. I mean like what are the chances that they are soulmates?
That they are meant to be together?
That they will meet each other?
That they will bond?
That they will notice their love for each other?
Will they start dating?
Will they get married?
Will they have kids together?
Will they grow old together?
Will they die together?
All these negative thoughts of the future swirling in my mind are starting to make me dizzy. All of a sudden I was snapped out of it by Shoyo squeezing my arm tighter and burying his head in my chest. If there was one thing I knew.. It was that I was definitely in love with Hinata Shoyo.
*Hinata’s POV*
This movie is 10x more fucking scary than I thought it was going to be. I don't know how Natsu isn't scared of this! Even Kenma is scared, I think, he keeps squeezing me tighter into his arms which makes me bury deeper into his chest. Kenma is the best friend anyone could ask for, he is my best bro and I love him for that. Most people would say we were really close, as if we were in a relationship. I dont get it, yeah we are both gay, so what? Two gays can be best friends and not be in a relationship, I don't know what he is feeling but Kenma is just my best bro, i'm pretty sure, plus he doesn't even look close to my crush. It is scientifically proven that your soulmate will look somewhat similar to your childhood crush.
I mean yeah you can have other relationships and don't HAVE to be with your soulmate, I just feel bad if I ever do meet my soulmate and we connect that I don't want to leave Kenma in the dust. I haven't even thought out my feelings for Kenma tho, I'm pretty sure he likes me more than a friend. I would enjoy dating him but then again as I said before I don't want to lose Kenma as a friend if I ever meet Kageyama. Which I doubt will happen btw, a boy can dream.
As we finished the movie I noticed how Natsu was all smiling and happy when mom came to get her for bed. I'm glad as hell that Kenma is here because I'm scared out of my mind from that damn movie. It was about 11pm on Friday February 12th, we weren't too tired so we stayed up until about 1am playing the game again. Of course, me beating him every time. We put the controller away and shut down the game to get ready for bed. I was already in sleep clothes so Kenma went to my bathroom and changed into some shorts and a sleep shirt that was 4 sizes too big for him.
We laid down on the bed (Not in a weird way you nasties, in a bro way) and I almost fell asleep right away from the exhaustion. I'm not sure why I was tired tho, all we did today at practice was watch a photoshoot.
I wonder what the news will be like tomorrow er- more like later today. I laughed at the thought of people walking down the street dressing up as Akio trying to get Kageyama's attention. That's like imagining hundreds of me walking down the streets. I'm sure people wouldn't go that far, only crazy people would be that obsessed with someone that they wear contacts and wear a wig, the over the top ones might even dye their hair, just to look like someone they are not. Even if someone did do this and Kageyma believed it, he would find out sooner or later, the person would have to take the wig off, the contacts or the dye will wash out of their hair. But one good thing is that the character is a male so it would be harder for the fangirls to disguise themselves. Yes there are still fan guys out there, couldn't forget them, but Akios body is very petite. It is pretty hard to find someone that has the same body style, which is why it's called a SOULMATE. They are made for you and nobody else looks like them or has the same personality as them. I hope. Well I'm not going to worry myself, maybe one day I will meet him, I'm not going to get my hopes up because he is still a famous model. He might not even want a relationship so that he can focus on his career. The chances of us actually dating while he lives in Tokyo is slim to none, 5 ½ hours is far. I'm going to stop thinking about him, it's not going to happen so I have to stop thinking about it. Good night.
*2085 words!*
AN PLEASE READ!: Listen guys I am NOT. I repeat NOT a KenHina shipper so please don't worry about this story having a lot or long KenHina stuff! I'm adding it because I need a plan for Kagyamas move (that has been revealed in the desc of the story so it is not a spoiler). Another reason I am adding it is because I want a good starter for KageHina relationship (Will not say further for spoiler reasons) and it will also help start a small side KuroKen relationship! Sorry to bother you guys with a little Kenhina but I promise it won't last more than 4 chapters! Love you guys and thanks for taking your time to read this!!! <3 ~Ti / Author
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