Skinned

It has been around 3 weeks since I ran away from the skeleton brothers and my skin just keeps getting worse, I have just given up on the fact that I will ever get to the surface either way it would too far along to save it. My body is dying but the sad part is that I am not dying with it, since I ran away, I went to the only place that I knew would make me feel safe no matter if I would be allowed back into there again, the Ruins. Just as I expected Toriel wouldn't open the door but she did start having conversations with me which usually only entailed puns and her making sure I was okay, although she hadn't opened the door to me at night I'd leave to find a little bush I found to sleep in and come back the next day, she had been keeping me fed and been giving me water, blankets, clothes and even made me some Butterscotch pie which I was greatly appreciative for. She wouldn't and couldn't know about how my skin was slowly rotting away, throwing up and headaches were a regular occurrence now which wasn't an easy thing to hide since Sans apparently liked to come to the Ruins door to talk to goat mom regularly and always the same question appeared "Hey lady" "Hello sans, how are you?" "Well lady, same as ever...did anyone else come around to talk? I know the answer is probably no but damn...I miss the rat so much. Papyrus doesn't even leave his room anymore and if he does it's to make pancakes, PANCAKES" sans always complained about how he has started to get angrier but that has to be because he lost 'his rat' well sans. Go fuck yourself.

*the next week*

so, it’s been a month since I left and everyday it gets harder to keep anything down, I'm puking everywhere and I swear to god, I'm losing parts of myself. My face is starting to peel and instead of bleeding my red blood the blood has turned into a black. Of course, Toriel doesn't know about this but I keep telling her skeleton puns "Hey Goat mom, do you think you can get me some gloves? I'm getting chilled to the bone" hearing a small chuckle I know she left before sighing and looking at my hand...all I see now is just my bones showing, sniffling softly I pick off a part of my thumb and look at it in disgust before hearing a loud sob and gasp from far behind me, FUCK IT'S SANS! in my panic state I forget about the piece of my thumb and gloves before sprinting into the woods ignoring the yells of Sans for me to halt and calling to see if I was his rat. Oh, shit oh shit oh shit! no not now! ducking behind a tree I scratch at my skin before screaming as all of a sudden it all falls off my body like how a snake sheds its old skin, no time NO TIME OR THIS. Covering my mouth, I leave my clothes as I run away from my skin...can skeletons be naked? oh god...AM I NAKED?!

*Sans now*

Walking seems to have become a task recently, I have officially given up on finding my little rat after searching everywhere that she would have known about so I have come to find the lady and tell her about this will be my last trip and how if she ever found Willow that she will keep her safe in her house but before I get the courage to walk anywhere near that door I let out a gasp and a loud sob...is that my Willow? "HALT! Is that you Willow?! Willow stop!" quickly she starts to run out of my sight and into the dark woods, she could hurt herself! sprinting into the woods after her I start to panic, what if it is her? what if it is another human? what if it is another monster? getting into the dark parts of the woods I stop and listen for any movement and just as I was about to give up and blame my imagination again I hear a loud scream, I knew it! that is Willow! it has to be, I know that scream from anywhere. She used to wake up screaming and crying about a killer. Running towards the scream I see something that will haunt me to the end of time...there was my Doll Face’s skin on the ground...what happened? Slowly I approach it and cover my mouth while dropping to my knees and starting to sob.

My Willow is gone...