Thursday, January 4th, 2018

Ugh, winter break is almost over, and I'm not looking forward to the next semester. I don't need to be reminded of my loneliness because of you-know-who. That being said, I didn't finish my winter break homework yet and this will likely be my last entry if I don't get a good grade on it :) SERIOUSLY WHO GIVES WORK OVER THE BREAK?! There's a REASON that it's called A BREAK!

Friday, January 5th, 2018

Didn't finish my homework (YET) but I went to a trampoline place today! It was super fun. I didn't even know places like this existed! There's wall trampolines, trampoline basketball, even trampoline dodgeball. I loved the dodgeball. Of course, I was playing it half-blindly since I didn't want to wear my glasses and risk breaking them. But, I still won a bunch of rounds, hehe.

After that, we went to get some KFC chicken tenders. I honestly could live off of chicken tenders and biscuits from there if I had to. I'd probably put on a ton of weight though. Actually, I'd probably die if I had that much processed food. ANYWAYS~

I almost forgot that my birthday is tomorrow. I'll be a teenager! I know that age is just a number, but it's fun to count. That made absolutely zero sense, so I'm just gonna go finish my homework now.

Saturday, January 6th, 2018

Well, today was quite chaotic eventful.

I woke up to a clear, blue sky, and it was slightly breezy, so the temperature was just right. I love the feeling of waking up to this kind of day. It just feels great, like it was going to be the perfect day.

My parents told me happy birthday, although my brother did it begrudgingly so. I don't think he liked that I was going to be getting all the attention, today. Younger siblings, am I right?

It was going pretty good, actually. We went to the mall since Mom wanted to shop, had some lunch, and then went home. Buuuut, the car ride wasn't pleasant AT ALL.

My brother had started whining about how it isn't fair that I was getting gifts and such. Like come on dude, couldn't you be nice to me for ONE day? Is that too much of a hassle? Anyways, this led to my dad telling my brother to stop complaining, but my mom got angry at my DAD for saying that, and then it all spiraled out of control.

Every holiday, or birthday, or some special day, they do this. Every damn time, they argued and fought over stupid things like this. And they ruin it, EVERY FUCKING TIME. I probably don't have any right to get mad over this, but I think that anyone would get mad if someone ruined their birthday, right? Or am I in the wrong?

I think what hurts the most is that Mom defended my brother, when he was just being a whiny brat. She always gives him what he wants. Today wasn't any different.

So yeah, a good birthday ruined, and Mom tries to make it up by taking me to a nice restaurant. When is she going to realize that she can't buy forgiveness?