why do I feel like this 2 I mean I think I feel worst tho because when I finally found my identity in playing sports (soccer) my mother started comparing me to my older sister saying why was i not smart like her when in reality I get 90% on every test but my sister gets 100% and then my mom prohibit me from playing sports and that was really my only outlet and she took it... and to top it all off nothing surprised my mother I got awarded a certificate in computer and was one of the only 4 that got it(not even my older sister has it) and she didn't give a damn and then my little sister is getting swimming lessons...I never ask for soccer lessons because we were tight on money but my parents knew I wanted them and they didn't care.....man somewhere along the way I lost myself I lost my identity and it really fucked me over so I dont even know who I am anymore and it sucks at school i fake smiles and at home 2 where am I suppose to be me ....I dont even know if I'm being selfish or just a brat but I feel so bad thinking like this about my sisters and my parents I lost faith in them .....sorry for the long comment this just really got 2 me
+++ completed story +++
Slice of Life/ Family Drama
(Sexual abuse trigger warning)
Oliver is a sandwichkid between
his two brothers. And he's also
stuck between hating and loving
this constellation.
*Middle Child Syndrome:
describes a problem that while older and younger children benefit, middle children sometimes tend to feel invisible and as though they have nothing special, nothing that is just ‘theirs‘.
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