Read Anti-GOD :: Part 2: Predecessors [Chapter 1: The First Observer]

Chapter 1: The First Observer

When I came to be the universe, it was quite and lonely. Next thing I knew I was someone, first of my kind, proud of having a matter based body. Emotions, they were universal thing. Every living creature whatever it was felt them. I was not just thinking blindly, I was aware of my existence, needs which caused my conscious selfish thinking. I found everything to be beautiful but I could not distinguished between anything at first, because to compare there needed to be others. Only one perspective can not define a whole. There was so much things that was happening around me. The birth planet of mine was full of wonders, it had one very big moon which was creating big waves around the planets. There was some beautiful storms and I just had to find myself riding them. I built not so thick ship with narrow solid tips. And soon I was able to travel in space.

Everything around me was just a big happening, smaller pictures building bigger pictures. Some was a trap for others to fall. Everything was like a part of a story. Another could begin within that story. So much stories, and there was an urge inside me. I wanted to know all this stories, I wanted to observe them happen thinking, “If I am what I am, may there will be more of me like there are more of planets and suns. In that case I am the first observer like there was a first planet or the first sun.”- I established. But I didn’t know if I was the first living bio form. I was filled with questions, “why such curiosity?” I saw other living things which are quite primitive, not of matter but energy, living without any laws. Space was quite sickening for a living thing like me, I understood that the perfect place for me was a planet. When I was one everything was quite difficult, I saw planets orbiting around the sun, then moons orbiting the planets to create perfect environments in the planets. The universe was so big and awesome and I was feeling like I was addicted to it. I started tracking the process of everything that I could see. I found everything to be some kind of percentage or a sequence.

There could be a trap for me, a threat. I needed to eliminate any kind of threat. “May be I can introduce a reasonable solution. If there is any trap ahead of me I need to get out before anything happens. What if my existence just goes away like it was formed?”-I Thought. I needed to figure out how to make more of me otherwise if I vanished I could never observe the whole story of the universe. There were so many things and I needed to observe many of it if possible.

There was another life formed in another planet, “was I formed in some planet? I don’t remember. This life can not survive in space but I could survive in space. And now it is dividing itself creating another life. How this life is doing it?”- I was shocked. I saw many other lives having their own process of becoming more. As I did not knew mine I decided to invent my own way of becoming more. I discovered my way of multiplying. I needed to get living tissues from other organisms and I could clone myself into those bodies. Next I was experiencing the world in a very different way.