STAY BY HIS SIDE-
Waiting for him to get it out of his system.
But it wasn’t a phase… He had many chicks calling his phone. Could not have been sex, because sex with him was just okay! I just loved him. I accepted the sexually unfulfilled and loved nights. I quit my job because he said he had us but when he said that he only meant financially.
He kept his phone locked, but it went off all night and day. What was I supposed to do? BEG? When I asked him about it, he made up so many excuses! WORK! WORK! LIES LIES GAMES AND BULLSHIT. I just wanted the truth! That’s what came but not from him.
Time went on and it got worse: Andrew, got drunk and cheated on me twice actually and was too messy to hide it. MEN CHEAT IT’S OKAY… BUT AT LEAST HAVE THE RESPECT TO HIDE IT CORRECTLY.
How did I find out? She called me and confessed talking about he was trying to start a family, how she was tired of him and he needed to go home. I guess it was supposed to be a one-night stand She talked about all the money he blew on her But she found a real man, so she was dropping him The pain I felt was something I could not have imagined.
When I bought it up, he denied it of course. In the other cheating situation I didn’t find out who she was I just found her panties and bra’s eyelashes etc. he swears it was his friend using his car and HIS FRIEND must have fucked in the car. He apologized without taking blame dropping down the best head and dick he ever gave since he took my virginity. He seemed happy and everything was going well again until I brought it up!
When I asked him about the house, he had been promising for so many years, he made excuses and left again. I look at my ring every day and the weight of it wasn’t worth it? I mean emotionally because he went all out with the ring If I sold it, I could buy a house and car. I was stuck in a sad place I don’t even want to talk about the sexual frustration.
I went to the only person I knew Dre and we talked that's all. “Dre, I need you to keep It 100 with me,” I said, sitting on his couch. “What's up tiny,” he said, sitting next to me smacking on extra buttery popcorn. I reached out my hand for some so that I could eat it, too. “I know drew fucking other bitches,” I said, looking him in his eyes. “I don’t know nothing,” he said, getting up from the couch. “Dre stop I KNOW YOU KNOW YALL PROBABLY FUCKING BITCHES TOGETHER,” I cried. “TINY THAT’S NOT MY BUSINESS,” he said, trying not to look at me. I poured out my eyes it was obvious he was still cheating but why not be honest? Oh yeah, and I cried so hard!I cried on his shoulder.
“IM NOT SAYING HE IS CHEATING ON YOU TINY I’M JUST SAYING THAT IF HE IS” “IM NOT SAYING HE IS” “IM JUST SAYING HE LOVES YOU AND WOULD NEVER LET IT EFFECT YALL,” he defended their our relationship and protected the secrets of their friendship Work hours are never this long. “DREWS just going through a phase its a lot of distracting things out there but I bet he is keeping his shit together”
The only people I fucked with and could trust through all this are Dre and Brittany, My best friend, a friend from high school to college to now, she told me to drop his ass! I didn’t need that type of energy I have never seen her in an actual relationship so I knew better than to trust her advice. As months went on I became Dre’s shadow I spent more time with him than I did at home. We still had a lot in common, to my surprise. Plus, Dre could cook! He made all my comfort foods! Dre was the only thing keeping me from tracking drew cars and phones. Dre was the love that I needed in my sad, insignificant life. But There’s no happiness in life if drew can’t be involved.
Drew got crazy accusing me of cheating with Dre after months of his bullshit. He wouldn’t just let me be happy. It felt like Déjà vu and now I knew what it was the guilt of what they were doing. Dre and I weren’t even on that. But in the end, he got his way like always and I went home. And things with me and drew got worst. All we did was fight! Fights that he started I had to work two jobs to cover us I held it down while he finished up in school. I worked my ass off for him to finish school I was becoming bitter. An entire month went by with no sight of him. I asked Dre, and he claimed he didn’t know anything.
-Boiling point-
After hours of crying, I said fuck him! I found a Career and after months of overtime, I got all the bills back in order. Dre is my dawg he loaned me money and helped me get my own car. Coworkers asked me out, and I shot them down. I didn’t want anybody but his stupid ass. My pussy couldn’t get wet for nobody else except the one who took my virginity. My dumb ass missed the arguments as long as he was here. I didn’t miss the terrible sex, but I missed his embrace and his smell.
My marriage was complicated. If he came home today, I would forgive him for it all I just couldn’t let go didn’t nobody really want me? Dre wouldn’t even look at me. I know I let myself go and I wasn’t as sexy as I was in college as the stress fucked me up inside and out.
I even sought marriage counseling, but he never showed up. Do you know how embarrassing it was sitting on that couch telling the counselor that he was coming just to wait 5 more minutes for 2 hours straight? I even prayed on it.
He came back but half of the time he didn't even call, and He spent our money on strippers. OUR I MEAN MINES I WORKED THE OVERTIME. I watched my bank account. Which was joint why? Money kept disappearing! I hacked his phone, finding asses and pussies throughout his photos, but I didn’t have any other solid evidence for Divorce.
I was becoming scorned I didn’t even smile anymore nobody was trying to talk to me anymore I had bags in my eyes and my skin was getting saggy! I didn’t look busted, but my tires were losing air quickly. I took care of my hygiene but that’s about it, my hair stayed bunned up and never combed I only wore my work clothes. Every woman has a breaking point, what We were going through in our marriage was kept from the outside world. People thought we were the golden couple shit I was in marriage by myself. When I locked the door he would bang until the damn police were called and let him in.
He was straight tripping randomly coming home smelling like tuna nasty pussy hoes... All the money I worked my ass off for he was blowing through it. I no longer wanted his sexy, toxic ass! “Drew, I want a divorce,” I told him! He laughed and left again. I sent out the papers I was serious I wanted a divorce. And if he would not do it by choice. Then I was going to make his ass do it! I was faithful, honest, hard-working, and open-minded I was everything but yet not enough!
After 2 years of this bullshit, I reached my breaking point! I found panties in my bed.
MY FUCKING BED WHERE I SLEPT. I didn’t even say anything, I just tossed them. That was my proof, my ultimate confirmation that I needed.
I had enough ...! I got him back. TWO WRONGS DON’T MAKE A RIGHT BUT IT comes full CIRCLE AND WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND BITCH!
….?
-Breaking point-
I invited Dre over for drinks he denied it at first, but after 30 minutes of me crying, he finally agreed. I had on skintight booty shorts and a shirt with no bra. I puffed my curls out and shaved my girl and waxed everything else. I put on some cotton candy perfume and went out for the hunt and Dre was the prey.
However, Dre wasn’t easy, so I had to trick him. I took 11 shots with him. Well, sort of mine was water in a vodka bottle. But he had white rum. I kept making advances, and he ignored them. I even bent over in his face, but he just scooted out of the way. I told him how I yearned to be touched, but he ignored the signs. I was losing hope of making this happen. He had so much loyalty toward his friend.
I had to respect it. He would not betray him. I felt bad… damn Dre was such a good man.
BUT, I DIDN’T GIVE A DAMN! I needed this to happen. I kept pouring him more and more drinks after 10 minutes Dre was fucked up! He was slurring his words and blinking in slow motion. Fuck his liver.
“Dre!” “Get up!” “Get in bed” I shouted. I needed this to happen in our bed. I hauled his tall ass threw the kitchen to the bedroom. He hit the bed and passed out! Now was my chance I straddled him. Yeah… I raped him so!
Disclaimer: This is never okay People but this book is fiction so here we go….
it wasn’t easy though He was tripping over himself pissy drunk, still denying me.
But he was weak. on the bed, I undressed and straddle him.
It was kind of easy to undress him. Dre didn’t dress up; she just wore joggers and a tank most of the time because he was always somewhere playing basketball, pulled down his pants and basketball shorts; And boom, there was his dick. I pulled off his sneakers.
But his dick wasn’t hard, not even a little a shriveled mess of flesh.
I kissed his neck, trying to turn him on. Nothing… I remember Dre bragging about two women he fucked at the same time and how his spot was his neck.
I kissed every part of his neck, and I finally got a reaction I pulled his hair, annoyed to lift his head. It seemed to give me what I needed. His dick got hard enough for me to mount him! He was out cold; I was jerking his head for fun. I was in my right mind to cuff him to the bed in case he woke up.
I held his hands on my booty and breast. I rolled my body into his. “FUCK!” Dre had some good, strong dick It was so long that it curved right into my g spot. Dre's dick curved up and Drew’s didn’t curve at all.
As soon as I rolled on it, pleasure hit me so hard.
Sex never felt so damn good I leaked instantly. I had to drop my head and take a breath at the pleasure whew chile! I had to take a moment because I would not last.
As I adjusted on his dick it got stiffer and His dick was hard and thick! It filled me up with no slack.
Dre! Had a big dick, and I had no clue.
I felt more liquid leak from between my legs, slippery and slimy. As my thighs splatted on his body.
Dre's head flew up. “Damn!” he muttered. “Destiny, you got some good… pussy,” he cried out! My legs trembled. He adjusted his eyes to a wide gaze and tried to push me off once he realized what we were doing. “WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!” “DESTINY” he yelled. Slurring his words.
Trying to Push me off him. But he was weak! He was going to have to push me off and onto the floor before he planned on stopping me. I had a mission, and this felt too good to stop. I held on to his chest, lifting his shirt. Dre didn’t have abs, which was another surprise, but he was shaped like a ken doll damn! He was perfectly sculpted and naturally defined. Long cold lonely nights I dreamt of this, but I did not know that it was Dre!
He didn’t have abs like drew, but his body turned me on just as easily. I began Rubbing and kissing his boney body. I twerked my booty He groaned in pleasure. And in pain at the fact that it was happening. “DAMN IT DESTINY,” he yelled out angrily.
“WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO!” “WHY DID YOU DO THIS?” “DID YOU USE A CONDOM?”
He had so many questions; I closed his mouth with my own.
He had such soft, juicy lips. Which only made me cream more. I was high off his dick!
“Man, this is wrong!” “FUCK!” he groaned.
I continued to slowly ride him.
“Fuck it!” He said, knocking me onto my back. He did it so fast!
I literally fell off of him. So, if he wanted to stop me, he could have who was really being taken advantage of? Dre wasn’t the weak dude I thought he was. He was a grown man! I wonder what type of women he messed with. Damn!
Ripping my legs open, holding my thigh dip, and easing back inside. Got him! I thought to myself. I was drenched in juices and sweet sweat.
“Ooh, Dre I feel you!” “don’t stop keep it just like this” was all I could muster.
Which caught me by surprise. It was supposed to be simple, lame, and quick. And here I am on a full ride begging for more. I screamed. His dick got bigger! I didn't intend on enjoying this.
It was such a surprise that Dre wasn't slinging dick. I mean, I would pay for this shit and spread the word. “I’m not even fully hard yet,” he said, laughing. My eyes got big!
“Huh wait what?” I said out loud. “Fuck!” I screamed as my back arched as he filled me up with the rest. His dick became rock-hard!
“Dre I’m coming!” I screamed. “Already?” He is laughing and breathing hard.
To think about it, Andrew never made me come except head and anal.
I got used to his size as he made love to my insides; I felt myself explode! Back to back.
I couldn't stop I shook and screamed and moaned!
“This was the best dick I ever had,” I screamed! “Thank you,”… he said looking around.
Why was I saying all this? Dre! Had me all fucked up! I grabbed onto the bed sheets and pulled them for dear life. Dre held my booty, smacking and squeezing it. Fuck! “Dammit, Destiny!” “Did you use a condom?” He grunted. Damn! He closed his eyes, enjoying me. “I didn't want this.” He groaned.
I closed his mouth with my own again. This time, he kissed me back. “Damn tiny! You’re so damn wet it’s everywhere!” He kissed my neck and my ear, lighting, nibbling it. I squeezed my breast and his balls. The sex was so damn good my muscles clinched by themselves. “Don't stop,” I moaned in his ear.
He picked up his speed, making me drool and squeak. He pulled all the way out and forced himself back in, causing my juices to become projectiles. He did it a couple more times, sending me through a third body-shaking orgasm. He was pulling out again but this time with more force “oh shit!” I moaned as he rocked the headboard. After 60 minutes of gut-busting action, he came close “I’m... About... Fuck!” “Destiny release me!” He yelled.I held my legs tighter around his waist, tightening my grip while holding his balls so he couldn't escape. His dick jumped inside me. It felt too good I didn’t want it to end! “Don’t stop” I cried. Having another orgasm. “Fuck!” he yelled in my ear, his sweaty body collapsing on me. “Damn it, destiny,” he mumbled, passing out drunk.
I put up with so much shit.
I did anything Andrew wanted, but it was never enough even after he cheated on me twice that I know of. I still let him come back.
But he had the nerve to treat me like shit.
I married his stupid ass, he still treated me like shit!
Calling me a cheater I refused to feel like Keisha Cole: I should have cheated, no, I cheated. I hit him where it hurt. Drew walked in from his nightcap.
And saw me and naked Dre knocked out. Sex aroma filled the house. I was cuddled up under him, deep in his neck, as he held me. Drew was mad at me and Dre was pissed the next day! Plus Dre had an STD. Which I ended up giving to drew. Now we are all stuck as one happy damn family!
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