Without a person like you in my life, school is consistently the exhausting part of the day. Math classes are the worst when you can’t ask anyone what their answer is. However, I get really excited at English. From my childhood, I used to read a lot and now I have stacks of books in my room, including those in which I’m bringing to life my own stories. 

  I never sign them up though cause the possibility that somebody will find those terrifies me. But this, on the other hand, I made sure to sign, in honor of you.

  I was thinking the other day about these moments of peacefulness I get to picture  with you, and it got me wondering: how is it possible for a god to find love? I guess I realized that a god is nothing but everything we believe in and if mine carved everything I could ever want, how do I know he is not just a normal being who placed a spell on my thoughts to seek what him and only him can do. Nothing more! More or less, how do I know I am not a god?! Writing all these stories, creating all these characters, it is not the same thing? Maybe I am a god; in a world full of my brothers and sisters, each and everyone conquering their own illusion.

“But she is a god, because I believe in her. A god of a god, who believes in his god. This is a world full of… you know, gods, ideals. Pure emotions and senses. These are our ideals? These moments? Maybe, maybe not. Only god knows” that’s what my mind was whispering to me in the past few days.

  Halloween is practically here and for being my number one event of the year, my house already looks like a haunted place. Dad and I ensured that the front of the house, together with the garden, looks exactly like a graveyard. I’ll say we did a pretty good job since Luna can be found all the time scratching and playing with the body parts we left there. 

  I’ll scare everyone!!! With my new and improved Michael Jackson (zombie edition) costume. I attempted this idea a few years ago and let’s just say my reputation went even lower than it already was… But this year will be different!

  I already prepared my favorite horror tapes, The Exorcist and Daughter of Darkness, and be sure I’ll make my mom watch them! Her reactions are hilarious!

  I wish that you could be here so we can spend this Halloween together, but I understand that I must be… insane… Anyway…

 Happy Halloween!