Well fuck, fuck me! I do this every time. I really don't know how I manage to do this every time? I feel like shit; I just want to feel nothing. I want to die in a whole and feel nothing and pretend as nothing happened and that I am somewhere else, anywhere else. This happens almost every day. I look next to me and see a naked woman, asleep. I push myself out of bed and put my clothes on. God, where is my sock? Please can just a little bit of my sanity back? Or just my pride not to leave this place without my sock? Is that too much to ask for? God, Adam is going to kill me.
"where are you off to in such a hurry?" asks the nacked woman
well, fuck "heyyyyy so umm, last night?"
the woman starts laughing "you don't remember, do you?"
The woman had a smirk on her face that sent chills down my spine. Well fuck the sock; I don't need it, so what if I lose my pride? At least I would leave this place alive. I am getting the hell out of here. I don't need shoes either. Okay, I am in a small room with a naked woman. I see a window, okay... there is a small table next to the bed. I could just jump; yeah, that's it, jump out the window. But what if we're high up? What if we're on the fifth floor or something? Everything's going to be fine; just play cool.
"Who are you?" I ask slowly
"I'm a friend of a friend who wants to help." says the woman
"I don't want or need your friendship."
"I didn't say I was your friend," the woman said as she puts on a silky red robe and pulled a gun out of the drawer of the nightstand. I ran and threw myself through the window as I heard the gun go off, And it was higher than the fifth floor. I hear a loud creak as I land on my shoulder. I feel the pain spread through my whole body as I'm gasping for breath, begging my body to move. I couldn't move or feel anything but the pain, then it happened. This was the moment that my life changed forever, and I shifted.
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