“Took you long enough. First up is Taesung. Truth or dare?” I just roll my eyes and sit next Taesung.

  “Dare, give me your best shot.” Hmm. He likes dares.  Good to know.

  “Ha. I’ll start easy. I dare you to take a shot.” Yohan hands him a glass.

  “Too easy!” He takes it back with no issues. He doesn't even look phased at all.

 Geez, the sound of him slurping that shot was so hot. How is that even possible.

 My eyes widened; did he stick his tongue in the cup? And why did he have to look at me while he did it. Maybe it’s the liquor, he looks like he might be drunk. I’m a light weight so anything over 5 shots and I’m done for. If Taesung were to pull the same move from earlier, nothing would stop me from hopping on his dick. So, I have to be cautious and play the cards right.

 “What’s next?” I move the game along.

  “Alright then, Jeyhun. Truth or Dare.”

 “I choose truth.” I'll start thing simple as well.

 Yohan give me a deviant smile. “Hmm, is it true that you like someone in our class?”

 I take my shot. “I’m not answering.”

 “Aww, you’re no fun Jeyhun.” He tosses a paper ball at me.

 “I’m not an idiot. I know better the answer your questions, especially that kind.” I avoid eye contact with Yohan.

 Yohan, what are you trying to do? I know you are up to something sneaky but I won’t fall for it. But I think we’re all a bit drunk now. I can’t drink anymore. I’ve already gone over the five-shot limit. How many have I had? Maybe like 8 or 9. That’s almost double my limit. I feel like I could fall asleep with no issues.

 Oh God, my head is buzzing. Did I actually pass out? How embarrassing. I need to sober up quickly, because I can’t be caught off guard.

  “Alright, Taesung, truth or dare?” Yohan look like he is up to no good again. I take a sip of water my throat is dry.

 "You guys are still playing?" I drink some more water.

 "Well, yeah but we only been here for like 5 mins so its hadn't been that long." I lean back on the couch. And watch the madness begin.

  “Dare again, I am not afraid of a challenge.” He grinned. "Make it good."

  “A challenge you say? Well then, I DARE YOU TO…"

 Knowing Yohan, a challenge is something he’ll make sure is unbearable and impossible, even for someone like Taesung. Let’s see just how brave he is now.

  “I DARE YOU TO KISS JEYHUN!” I shoot forward and I am shaking.

 “Whaaaaat?! KISS ME?” I look at Yohan with a suspicious eye. I knew it. He had a plan all along. Sneaky bastard.

  “Sure, why not?” He grinned and pulled me in by my chin. And plants a soft kiss on my cheek and forehead. I blush.

 Get it together. Don't get excited over a small kiss.

  “Booooooo, put some effort in.” The grin on his face is huge set up. "Taesung, you said you weren't scared of a dare. That was weak."

 No, Yohan. What are you doing? Please don’t do this to me now. Fuck! He let out his pheromones again. W why must you look at me like that. He’s pulling me in again. My suppressants aren’t working this time. If I kiss Taesung right now, it won’t be able to stop.

 He bends towards me. Fuck, his kisses feel so good. Oh god. This is not good. An his moans are so sexy. We can't do this in front of Yohan.

 “Taesung.” I moan. No longer able to hide how good it feels.

 Ahhh! His pheromones are stronger. His lips are so soft. No, don’t use your tongue while we kiss. He’s so into it. Taesungs tongue is so warm. I love it. I can’t stop now. I'm not sure where is Yohan? Oh, fuck it! Kissing Taesung feels amazing. He such a passionate kisser. His hands feel exactly how I imagined. It’s over Taesung pulled me in and I don’t want to let go.

 In this moment all I can I feel is Taesungs hands caressing my body gently and his pheromones filling the room. I can’t stop the moans that escape my lips. Little by little he releases more pheromones. My mind is slipping away. Taesungs scent has carried me away from the real world.  It feels like my heat cycle could start at any moment. Thank goodness my suppressants are somewhat keeping me sane. But how long can I hold out?

 “Ahh, mm! Your kisses are so good Taesung.” I swear I feel like I can come just from his kisses alone.

  “Jeyhun, your releasing pheromones as well.” No, God! But he feels so good. Hell, I don’t know what to think anymore.

 “Oh god, Taesung.” Just his pheromones alone are enough to make me come, screw the kissing. He could just give me a pheromone shower and I'd come from that.

 He’s kissing and licking down my body, teasing my nipples with gentle bites. My heart feels like it’s about to burst out of my chest. My skin, my whole body is burning up. Ahhh! His fingers.

 Taesung is teasing me. But I want to feel him inside me. Maybe if I grab his… Holy fuck his dick is huge. There’s no way it will all fit. I am so turned on by how his pheromones are mixing with mine, I don’t even care. At this rate I’ll go completely out of control. My suppressants feel like they are wearing off. Damn it! Not right now. Is his scent that powerful? The room is getting blurry. My mind is going blank. It’s all over I can’t hold back any longer. My heat cycle has started.

  “Mmmmm, Jeyhun, don’t be scared now. besides you already so wet.” Of course, I am those damn pheromones of yours are so good.

 “Taesung. Stop teasing me and put it in!” I grab his neck bringing him back in for a kiss.

 "I can't just put it in. I could hurt you. I need to prepare you more." He reaches for his bag and pulls out some lube. He lets it fall own my dick and slide between my ass. He wraps his big hands around my dick. Is he about to?

 "No, don't. Oh god! Fuck!" He's sucking me off and playing with my hole. I can't take it no more.

 "Oh god, Taesung. It feels so good. so good." My head falls back I grip the sheets.

 "I can fit three fingers now." I can feel his finger opening to stretch my hole.

 "Don't tease me anymore. I want something else.

 “Tell me what you want, Jeyhun. I can’t understand you.” He keeps fingering my hole and sucking me, I'm about to come. Oh god.

“I want you to put your dick in me!" I want him so bad.

  “Good boy, Jeyhun.” He pulls his fingers out and teases me with the head of his dick.

 “Ahh! Just put it…” Before I could finish my sentence, I can feel him entering me, stretching me, filling me up. I feel so stuffed. He's being cautious and slow with me. “It feels so good!”

  “Jeyhun?” he whispers to me. His voice is so sexy.

 “Y-yes?” I can barely get the word out.

  “Fuck, you're so tight!"

 “TAESUNG!!” I call out his name as he pushes the last few inches into me with strong force.

 Oh God. He feels so good. He slowly winds his hips back and forth. Dancing inside me. I can’t take it. I want more. I want it harder. This is teasing me. I need more.

 "Taesung, please". That's all I could manage. I can't even form a sentence.

 “What? Do you want me to stop?” He keeps up his slow antagonizing stroke inside my ass.

 “NO! Don’t stop!  I love it! I love it so much!” Oh god. He a little bit rougher this time.

 "Yes! Taesung. More. More. Fuck me harder, please." I beg him. I didn't know sex would be this good.

 "Turn around." He flips me over, grabs my ass and pushes himself back into me. I moan louder this time.

 "I found it." He keeps hitting the same spot over and over.

 "Ah!” What the hell was that. He keeps focusing on that spot. Oh god!

 "Taesung. If you keep hitting that spot, I'm going to come again.

 "That's the point." He hits the same spot over and over and over.

 "AHH! Oh GOD!" Wow! That was amazing, I want more. The words won’t escape my lips. I just lay there trying to catch my breath. Taesung rubs my head and kisses me.

  “Jeyhun? One more time, hmm?” He kissed my forehead.

 “Okay.” I pant as we go for another round.

 My dream didn’t compare to this reality. As I finally calmed down, I looked up and saw a familiar view. The same view from my dream. That view of a beautiful human, whose face I couldn’t see. Except this time the face is clear and it belongs to the Alpha who I wanted to be mine. His name is Han Taesung, the Alpha of my dreams. I didn’t even dream that night. Instead, it was a blissful sleep of mixed pheromones. I have never been as happy as I am right now.

  “Jeyhun, are you waking up?” I felt my body be jerked. I grunt as I try to open my eyes. “Jeyhun wake up!”

 I opened my eyes and managed to sit up. “Huh? Yohan, what’s going on?”

  “You have been sleeping for about, two days." He eyed me and smiled.

 WHAT!! I’ve been sleep for two days! What the fuck! How is that even possible. I admit it, Taesung is a monster in bed. But two days? I wonder where Taesung is? Did he leave without saying anything, or waiting for me to wake up?

 I lift the covers as I sit up. “Um, Yohan, how did I get in your bed?”

  “Umm, we are at your house now. You are in your own bed, Jeyhun.” I look around. Oh, I guess I am still out of it.

 I rub my eyes to clear vision. How did I get home? Honestly, I don’t remember much of anything. Looking at Yohans face, he looks tired. Did he not get any sleep? He did say it’s been two days? Taesung. Where are you? I layback down to rest a bit more. That sleep was interrupted by a loud crash. My legs are so weak.

  “JEYHUN! You’re awake!” I see Taesung dash towards me.

 “Yeah, are you okay? Why are you so flustered?” I looked at him. He didn't leave. He waited for me to wake up.

 “I am so sorry, I went overboard. You ended up sleeping for 2 days.” He looks so sad. But it's not his fault.

 “It’s okay Taesung. I feel fine.” I can walk and I'm not in a lot of pain because you were prepared so well.

 “Jeyhun? Umm, we had sex for almost 3 days straight. Yohan said we were not bothered by him walking in. We were lost in each other. I went to far. I'm sorry I'm cooking. I'll be right back." He walked back toward the kitchen.

 THREE DAYS? Heh. Well, I can’t say that I am shocked. The way Taesungs pheromones smelled; I am surprised we didn’t go longer. Once my heat cycle started, I knew we’d be at least that long. I am just glad that he is still here. I thought he would run off after realizing what happened. I knew I was drinking too much. It was the only way to get some confidence to tell Taesung my true feelings. Instead, my heat cycle made things difficult. That’s right, my heat cycle started. SHIT! That’s not how I wanted to win him over. Fuck! I think I might have to keep my distance. Getting lost in him again is not an option. I’ll be just like every other omega and I don’t want that. I want something genuine and true.

 I want to be loved for who I am. Tomorrow, I am going to avoid him as best as I can. Until I can control myself around him. Just being this close now makes me want to have sex with him all over again. He’s so beautiful. I can smell his natural pheromone smell. Even though he isn’t releasing them, it’s still enticing. Shit. What am I going to do? Part of me wants to avoid me and the other half wants him to devour me. What am I going to do?

  “Is everything okay?” He brings some coffee.

 “Yeah, everything is fine. I smile and sip my coffee.

 I can admit that while I enjoyed being in bed with him, I have some guilt though. Keeping my distance is the best option I have right now. That way I don’t have to express my emotions while sober. I can’t even look him his face. If he asked for something, denying him would be difficult. Now that I am awake, I think that I can tell them to leave. Because they both look exhausted. Yohan for sure because we used him home. Great double guilt. I should apologize for intruding in his personal space.

 “Umm, Taesung, can you leave the room so I can speak with Yohan, please.?” I smile gently.

  “Sure. I was making you some kimchi soup.” I'll be right back.

 “Yoha-.” I tried to speak but Yohan didn't let me finish.

  “Before you apologize, it's okay. There a reason why we came to my home.” He grabbed my hands and held them tightly.

 “What? You knew this would happen?” I let my head fall toward my chest. My feelings are mixed between embarrassed and anxious.

 “Well not sex but I thought you guys would get along better in private.”

 “It was inappropriate of us to do, I’m sorry...” We shouldn't have done it in his house. How we ended up back at my house was the real question.

  He scratched is head and chuckled. “To be honest Jeyhun. I was hoping it turned out this way. I didn’t expect for it take three days. Ha-ha”

 “Yeah” I sit there thinking about what to do because Yohan says that it was okay. But im worried about what taesung is thinking.

  “You don’t look happy though. Are you still hooked on this not using your omega charm to sway him?” Of course, I was. Yohan knows how much I hate that.

 “Sigh.” I shake my head in agreement.

 “Jeyhun, trust me when I say, you are thinking too hard about this.” He likes you.

 “Yeah.”

 School came back faster than expected. I managed to avoid him before first period. Yohan’s right. Maybe I am thinking too much into it. We did hang out for a bit. To be honest, there is a part of me that wish this would have gone differently.  I do have some of those feelings towards Taesung. But I can’t shake the feeling that Taesung might be feeling different. Even if he did stay. It’s just because he feels bad for what happened.

 First period bell. We have homeroom together. I will sit in a different seat and I hope that I don’t run into him. Shit! There he is. Is he waiting for me? No, Jeyhun. What are you thinking, of course he’s not waiting for you? Why did he have to be in front of the classroom. Ah! Awesome someone has his attention. Now I can sneak pass him.

  I found a seat that’s nowhere near him. Hopefully he won’t be able to see me here. Sheesh. It’s been a long day but I made it to lunch. I am going to a nearby park. Where I can relax. I managed to avoid him for half the day. Only a few more hours to go. Where did I put my phone? Oh, it's Yohan.

 -Where are you? Taesung is looking for you everywhere

 I leave it on read. Why is he looking for me so much that he needed to ask Yohan my whereabouts? Please don’t let Taesung look for me here. Facing you is going to be so hard.

 I felt a hand grab me. “Ahhh! Taesung!”

  “Jeyhun? Are you avoiding me?” He held my arm tightly.

 “N-no. Why do you think that?” I pull my arm away.

  He let my arm go and sighed. “Then why is it every time our eyes meet you go the other way. You sat in a different seat and everything.”

 “I think you are seeing things.” He looked at me and I kin of got the feeling, he wants me to stop playing him for an idiot.

 “Sigh. Are you avoiding me because of what happened at Yohans house?” I froze.

 “Of course not.” I chuckle nervously.

 “Then why won’t you look at me?” He grabbed my arms.

 “JUST DROP IT TAESUNG!” I tear my arm away and run off.

 What’s with the 21 questions. Just give me some space to think. Maybe I was being too harsh. He looked so down. I wonder what Taesung wants from me?