The fraction started after his graduation ceremony. He went back to his hometown for work, but I still have two years to finish my study. Long-distance relationship is tough, we can only rely on phones and internet.

I am waking up to his messages every morning. "Queenie, are you awake? Don't forget to eat breakfast before class. "Queenie, its getting cold at Sydney, don't forget your jacket before going out. "We can feel each other's love and existences from all those messages.

I was hoping he can find work locally and stay at Sydney. But he found something at Melbourne. It is quite a good job, and it is unlikely he would quit soon. I got unsecure feelings when he told me his decision.
We fought a lot on this issue. And it is the first time since we were together that he didn't compromise with me.

I was worried that when his job's getting more stable, it is unlikely he will return to Sydney. What about me then? I asked him, he avoided the question and told me we will talk about it after I graduate.

But it is still two year to go. I want to see him all the time. So during every semester break, I could not wait to take the next flight to Melbourne to see him. After every 2 hours of flight, we will stay in the hotel for several days together.

We talked about the future a lot during that time.

"When we bought a house, I need a big walk-in wardrobe, I can fit in hundreds of clothes and accessories inside. I also need those rotary cabinets......" I spoke.

He said he would like a big study room, with a top performance computer and the world most comfortable gaming chair. If we ever fight against each other, he will spend whole night in there play games.

We talked about everything from wedding venues to how many babies we want and even about what's their names should be.

There's one time, I asked what if we broke up. He said it's simply not possible. I insisted on getting an answer, "what if I don't want you anymore one day?"

He said," I will find someone who looks like you and put it up with my life. I jumped over to tickle him.

I thought it was a joke, but now it's beginning to come true.