I told Jeyhun that I liked him. He hasn’t said anything to me about it. We are still hanging out together and everything seems to be the same as before. I wonder if I am scaring him away by confessing. He looked like he had tears in his eyes. He likes right? But he hasn’t said anything yet. Yohan also hinted at this as well. He does try to ignore me as much as possible unless we are hanging with Yohan. When I try to invite him on dates, he makes it a group thing. He doesn’t drink much either. We still socialize normally.

 Jeyhun also flinches when I try to touch him. I am getting really sad. I think confessing to him wasn’t the best option.

 “You guys, I’m going to the bathroom. I’ll be back.” I stand and walk to the bathroom.

 Yohan grabbed my arm, “Hey Jeyhun, don’t take too long, were just getting started.”

 “Okay, Okay.” I roll me eyes and continue to bathroom.

 I am going to wait for a few minutes and then follow him so we can talk to in private. Seriously, what’s going on with him? My feelings are confused about the situation. Should I be sad or should I be mad? Well, I suppose that would depend on his answers to my confession. It hurts me that an Omega that I have laid down with is avoiding me. It’s quite frustrating to be honest. Hm, it’s been about 5 mins.

 “Jeyhun, are you still in here?” Which stall is he in?

 "Bleghh"

 “Jeyhun?” I walk pass all the stalls trying to find the sound.

 "Blegghh."

 I hear someone puking in the last stall, so I knock on the door. “Jeyhun, is that you in there? Are you okay?”

 “Taesung? Is that you?” He continues to hurl.

 How is he this wasted? I didn’t see him drink that much. Unless he was partially drunk when he arrived. Sigh. Jeyhun, you make me worry needlessly. You know how much I like you and care about you, right?

 “Yes, it’s me. Are you okay? Can I come in?

 “No, don't come in, I’m fine.”

 You say your fine but you sound like you are barfing up the buffet. I can't leave you like this. Maybe if I can show you how much I care, you'll consider my confession serious enough to try and date me. 'Here goes nothing.'

 'Jeyhun, please let me in. Please, let me help you.”

 He finally opens the door. “I am okay. But I think I need to go home.”

 “Ok. Let me take you home.” He looks terrible.

 I don’t think this is the best time to be asking him why he acting this way. Jeyhun just might get agitated. That is the last thing I need from him. So, I just carry him back to the table, where the group was sitting. They are still playing drinking games.

 “Hey guys, I’m going to take Jeyhun home. He way too drunk to continue. Let Yohan know that I took him home please.” I grab our things and head towards the door.

 “You are the perfect gentlemen. As always.” I smile.

 “Sure thing. Later, Taesung.”

 He looks very sick. I will stop at the convenience store and get him some hang over medicine. Ah. Perfect timing, he fell asleep. Let me go in there now. Found it. Now I just need to pay for it and leave. I get back to my car and he's gone.

 "Huh? What the hell. Where is he?" I look around everywhere.

 When did he wake up and why did he leave the car? Is he that drunk, he didn’t notice I got him out the bar? Jeyhun, where are you. Please be okay.

“JEYHUN! JEYHUN, WHERE ARE YOU?”

 I have to find him. There are a lot of Alphas out tonight, who will be looking for Omegas like Jeyhun, pretty and drunk. I kill anyone who puts their hands on my precious Omega. I hope he comes to his senses soon. Jeyhun. 'grrrrrr.' Where are you?

 I keep searching around for Jeyhun when I suddenly hear voices coming from down the alley.

 ***

 “Hey, what are you doing here in this alley alone." He grabbed my waist. "You're a pretty little Omega.”

 I try to fight him off, but he's too strong. “Stop! Get your hands off me!”

 “Stop fighting. I am going to make you feel good. You're fighting now but soon you will give into me, just like every other omega.

 “Stop! Please! STOP IT” I try my hardest to fight back. I can't get him off because he released his pheromones. Please someone help me. Anybody. 'Taesung please help me.'

I can feel his tongue on me, I want to vomit. I feel disgusting. And there is not one around to help me…

***

 I run around the corner because I smell the Alpha release his pheromones. I look an I see Jeyhun, being over powered by his pheromones. I start shaking in anger as I charge fast towards him. My fist connects with his face removing a few teeth. He drops to his knees.

 “GET YOUR FILTHY FUCKING HANDS OFF OF HIM!!”

 I kick him in his chest and he falls backward on the ground. One after the other, I pummel him with my first. I lose my temper and I keep hitting him. His blood plashes on my face and all over my shirt. I am going to KILL HIM. He put his hand on my fucking omega. The rage building inside of me is

 “Taesung stop." I hear Jeyhun's weakened voice call out to me.

 I look over at him and I am instantly calm. His panting and trembling. “Jeyhun, a-are you okay Why did you leave the car?" I am so concerned but I am so angry. Angry at myself for not taking him home first.

 He starts crying instantly “TAESUNG." He grabs me and his cries are muffled into me sweater.

 “It’s okay, I got you. You're safe now." He held me tighter. I release my pheromones just to relax him.

 “Taesung, can we go to your place? I don’t want to be alone.”

 “Okay. I’ll hold you tonight.” I carry him to my car.

 He is shaking so much. I am so pissed off. His pheromones are pretty strong. But he drunk so I am not sure he can control it. Those bastards! Grrrr. They ran off after I defeated two of them. The nerve of them to put their dirty hands on him. This is the second time some stupid ass Alphas tried to take advantage of him. It’s those type of alphas who give the good ones a bad rep. If only I could mark him as mine. Sigh. I can’t do it without his consent. That will make me just like those dirty Alphas.

 'Let's get him a bath running first.'

 I try to wake him up to get him in the bath. I managed to buy bath bombs that smell like Cherry Blossoms. It’s the closest to his scent and I love it. When I wasn't around him, I want to smell him all the time.

 'It does sound kind of weird. Now that I am thinking about it.' Ah. What am I a creep?

 “Hey Jeyhun, wake up, I have a warm bath for you. I will wash you…. up.”

 What? Why is he naked? Okay. Let me carefully get him to the bath. Oh whoa! His skin is so smooth and beautiful. Tan like a sandy beach. The freckles on his shoulder too.

I kiss his freckles. 'No. No. Taesung. I can’t do this while he is in this state.' I have some spare pajamas. I’ll get them. And put him to bed. But his legs are long and elegant. His waist is small and delicate. I feel like I could break him if I was too rough. No. Why am I thinking of something like that and right now. Anyways, let’s get him to sleep.

“Hmmm. Where am I?” Jeyhun voice is crackly an soft.

“Jeyhun, are you feeling better?”

“Taesung! What are you doing here?” His eyes shot open.

“Um, you’re at my place. You said you wanted to come to my place and you didn’t want to be alone.” Of course, he was drunk so he probably doesn't remember.

“Oh. Then thanks for bringing me here."

“No problem. Well, you get some rest. I’ll be in the living room. Call me if you need anything.”

Before I could leave, he grabbed me by the wrist. The look on his face said he didn’t want me to leave. If I had to be close to him right now, I wouldn’t be able to control myself. After what happened in the alley, I couldn’t manage to do something like that too him.

I plant a gentle kiss on his forehead. "I’m not going anywhere. You don’t have to be scared. I will never leave you alone."

I could never leave your side. That why when the time is right, I will properly to ask you to be mine. I will mark you so that no Alpha, like the ones you just encountered can bother you. I will protect you with my life. Once you are mine, I will cherish you forever.

Jeyhun, My Omega.