I don’t know what’s going on with this letter but Sung-ho looked at Taesung and started crying. I don’t know what’s going on but. The car ride home was very awkward. Sung-ho kept looking at Taesung the entire ride. He did a lot a sighing as if the letter was either surprising or not believable. Whatever it is, I am nervous about the whole thing.
“I am really sorry for the problems I caused. Especially you Taesung. Jeyhun, I hope you can forgive me for all those incidents. I am not a bad person. I promise to make it up to both of you.”
“I can forgive you. But try to find happiness within yourself as well.” I am still not fully forgiving him; however, he isn't in his right mind.
He smiled gently “I think I will do that.”
I want to ask him about that letter but not is the time. We are going to the grave of Taesung’s mother. Neither of them has ever been there. So, they are going there together. I hope this makes them feel better and allow them to get closure. They both need to mend that empty while in their hearts.
We are finally here. Her grave was beautiful. And when we got there Taesung broke down first. He never got to meet her. So, I know having to see her like this is heartbreaking. All I could do to comfort him and embrace him.
“Mom. I am sorry for what father did to you. I know you didn’t want me and you didn’t want to look at me. Either way, I am not mad at you. You’re my mom and I love you. I wish I could have met you. I know of you based on what Auntie told me and I know you are a good person. I hope you are proud of me. I have met the most precious Omega and I will not treat him how dad treated you. I will cherish him for the rest of our lives.”
I left Sung-ho to have some alone time. I go back to the car to check on Jeyhun and make sure he is okay and he isn’t nervous or anxious.
“My sweet A-Yeong. After all these years, I have continued to love you. I know you would tell me to move on and be happy. I haven’t had a chance to come see you because I just learned of your resting grounds. I finally found your letter….”
My Darling Sung-ho,
If you are reading this letter than you found this box among my possession and I am no longer with you. I want you to know how much I love you. I thought about you this entire time in my imprisonment. Not a day went pass that I wondered what you were doing? I wondered if you were looking for me. Ha! Of course, you were. I wanted to tell you something. Something that I think will change your life for the better. We talked about so many things. Marriage, life and kids. When I was brought to the Han Estate, I didn’t know what was going to happen to me. Surprisingly I was treated well during the entire pregnancy. When I first arrived, I was given a check up to make sure I was ready for a pregnancy. The Doctor luckily was my sisters’ husband. Ji-ho had no idea. So together we hid a huge secret from Ji-ho. I wanted to tell you in the letter than I was already 8 weeks pregnant. We hid this from him because, we knew he'd force an abortion of this baby. Since it wasn’t his. The truth is Taesung is actually your son not Ji-ho. Ji-ho did not get me pregnant. Please watch over him. It’s not too late. I LOVE YOU and Taesung so much! Be happy together.
LOVE,
Ahn A-Yeong
“...and you would be so proud of our son. Taesung is nothing like that man. I promise take care of him the way I know you would."
When I came back to look at my mom’s grave, I was over whelmed with joy I could feel her looking over me. I know she would be proud of me. I wish I could have been raised by her instead because, the man who raised me isn’t a father at all.
"After all this is said and done, do you think we can have dinner and talk." I looked back at him after I took Jeyhun out the car.
I looked back at him and gave a half smile. "I don't know, I can't say for sure. I need time to think about it."
A few weeks go past and I finally contact him. I still want to punch his face in no matter We decide to meet at me uncle's clinic. “Taesung. Are you okay? How's Jeyhun?”
“He is home resting with Yohan. But Auntie what's the meaning of this?” I look at her rubbing my thumbs together.
I am kind of nervous. My aunt, uncle and Sung-ho are involved, what could it be? I have no real idea. Maybe I do and I don’t want to assume things. Maybe it’s a plan to avenge my mother and to ruin my dad.
Whatever it is. It could be good news. Right?
It's already been 3 hours. My anxiety is building up. What could be taking so long. I need to get back home to Jeyhun.
“Okay Taesung. It’s ready. Come to the back please.”
Finally! Now let’s see what all the fuss is about.
“Sung-ho go ahead.” My aunt sits down and Sung-ho starts to speak.
“You know your mom left me a letter but what you don’t know is, what she wrote in it. I know this will be the last thing that you expected but um, I am actually your biological father."
“What? That can’t be true. No. I don’t believe it. Auntie?”
“Yeah. It’s true. Here is the test. One from Ji-ho when you were first born and one from Sung-ho, we did it today.”
"It's true and I had no idea that she was even pregnant.” He covered his face with his hands.
“I can’t believe I am not actually related to that bastard. I have lived in so much anguish thanks to that asshole. I never have to see him again. Heh. Haha! Hahahaha!”
I guess this that means, I can forget my past. I know that means I do not have an ounce of his blood inside of me. What are we going to do about my father, I mean Ji-ho. He has to pay for what he did to my mother. But before that I need to go back to Jeyhun. Yohan texted me and said he was awake and looking for me. I’m coming baby.
"Auntie, I have to go. I need to get back to Jeyhun, and Sung-ho. We can have that dinner we have a lot to talk about. But this doesn’t mean I forgive you."
I can't forget about that he did to Jeyhun but I will talk to Jeyhun about it. I value his opinion and he did deal with some traumatic stuff because of this man. So, I want him to be okay with it as well.
*****************************8
“Jeyhun, I’m here baby. How are you feeling.” I climb in the bed and hold him in my arms.
“I feel great! I am not even tired.” Jeyhun placed his head on my chest and looked up at me.
“Thank you so much Yohan. I really appreciate you.” I looked over at him holding my hand out.
“No problem and I am sorry about everything.”
“It’s not your fault. We don’t blame you.” I just smile and squeeze his hand to reassure him.
“It’s alright, I will see you love birds later.”
Now it’s just me and …. Jeyhun. Looks like someone wants me bad. It has been a while. Maybe I shouldn’t he is still healing. But that look in his eyes and his pheromones say otherwise. I just smile. I hope you’re ready Jeyhun. I am going to make love to you all weekend.
“Hmm. Come here Taesung.” His voice so sweet and his pheromones dangerously flirty.
“Such a naughty Omega.” I kiss him passionately as he releases the buttons of my shirt one at a time. I feel him slips his tongue between my lips.
“Wait, Taesung. I'm starting feel hot and I’m dizzy." Jeyhun breathing is uneven.
“Wait, is your heat coming? Your pheromones are out of control. At this rate I’m going to go crazy.”
If Jeyhun’s starting his heat cycle, judging by the intensity of his pheromones this time, it will be a long weekend. I love the look of lust in his eyes. That alone is turning me on. Fuck, he’s rubbing his body against me. Shit. I could probably come off of this alone.
"Jeyhun wait a second." I need to get some condoms. I reach for the drawer. "Shit! Jeyhun, you can't just suck me so suddenly like that. I am already trying to hold back."
"Taesung. Does it feel good?" He looked up at me eyes so full of lust I can basically see the hearts in them.
I feel him wrapping his tongue around me and moving so slowly up and down, taking it deep down his throat. I can look down in his eyes, he’s looking up at me like I am the best meal he has ever had. And he’s fingering his ass and jerking off at the same time all while still taking my dick deeply. I am going to come.
“Jeyhun stop, slow down, I’m coming. Move your… Ahh! Hmmm. Shit!”
“You taste so good Taesung.” Jeyhun just swallowed my come. I couldn't say anything. I just looked at him lick he left over come from his lips.
This damn Omega. He always surprises me with these little things. I fall in love with him each more. The mystery, the unknown, I never know what he is going to do. Damn. I love him.
“Jeyhun sit down in the chair and jerk off for me.” He crawled to the edge of the bed.
“Make sure you watch me too, Taesung.” Oh God, his voice is just so mesmerizing, his phoermones are spikes high.. the smell is so strong.
OMG! He is masturbating. God, the way he says my name, with his fingers wet from shoving them up his ass, it's making me so damn hard. I want to fuck him so bad. He is so wet. The sound alone is driving me absolutely fucking insane. This is dangerous. I could mess around end up knotting him.
“Taesung. Mmm. It feels so good.”
“Ah! Fuck. Jeyhun, can I put it in, please. Please.” I am going to come again just from watching him.
“No. Not yet."
Argh. I am going to burst. Grrr. Fuck! I am about to come. "Fuck!" Damn it, I came.
“So impatient. Come here. I want you to put it on now”
“Finally. I already came twice, so I hope you're ready because it's going to be a while before I come again.”
“Hmm.” He lets in a quick jagged breath as I push inside of him teasing him inch by inch.
“Jeyhun, you feel so fucking good." He's so wet and his ass is quivering around my dick. "Oh god."
“Taesung, make love to me.” He wrapped his arms around my neck and pulls me into a kiss.
“As you wish.”
I pushed deep into him slowly, tenderly while looking down on him enjoying me. The arch his back every time I hit that spot that he likes. The way he is calling my name. Every time I push deeper inside him, he releases his pheromones. I can’t control myself. I have to thrust into him. I want to be so deep that the connection is unbreakable.
“Taesung! Deeper!
“Baby. You’re. Ha! Mm. Taking me so well.” I swirl my tongue around hid nipples and nibble the gently.
I love the sound he makes when I touch him.
“Yes! There! More Please! More!”
“Jeyhun! Yes, beg more.” I move a bit faster to hit his spot at a more frequent pace.
“Yes! Taesung! Tae-sung!”
“Ha! Fuck. You feel so good. Jeyhun." I maintain my current speed. "Yes, you're taking me so good baby."
HA! HA! TAESUNG!!!
“Shit! Shit! Shit!” Damn it. I knotted him. Let me try to calm down. At this rate I could get him pregnant. Or worse damage his insides.
“Taesung, no, don’t stop moving.” He started to grind his hips.
“Jeyhun, no don’t move. It’s dangerous”
“I want more. Please, you are filling me up so good!”
“Fuck Jeyhun, why are you so addicting?”
I finally manage to calm down but that didn’t stop Jeyhun, we did it all weekend and he finally passed out. I washed him up and put him to bed. I will tell him the news I learned today, when he wakes up later. I know he will be happy for me knowing how I feel about the man who I thought was my father.
Even though the man that is my father did those horrible things to Jeyhun, not once but twice. He looks so young too. I thought he was my age. But he closer to his forties. When I think about that it makes me want to resent him, but if Jeyhun can forgive him then I suppose I can start to forgive him as well.
(Sunday night)
“Mm. I smell food.”
“Jeyhun, are you awake? Did you sleep well?
“Yeah, I did.”
“Are you hungry. I made breakfast.” I know he loves my cooking. So, what better thana cooked meal after a weekend of sex.
“Yes. I am starving. Can I have orange juice. He signals me for a kiss by tapping on his lips.
“Let me cook you breakfast. I need to tell you something too.”
I am so nervous. But if I think about it makes so much sense. Jeyhun did reacted to his pheromones. With him being such a powerful Alpha and knowing that my scent is probably a mix of him and maybe my mom, it’s not really that unbelievable. We share the same blood after all.
“Taesung, what did you want to tell me?”
“Um. Well Sung-ho is my biological father.”
"Huh what now? Sung-ho is?" he spit coffee everywhere. I know it shocking to me too.
“Yeah.”
“Well, that makes since. I did react to his pheromones even though you have marked me. So, it’s not completely unrealistic. Both of you would have some kind of similarities with them, right?” He asked sipping some more coffee.
“Yeah. Maybe. I can't say for sure.” I just stare into my coffee mug.
“How do you feel about it.”
“Well…” I don’t know how to feel about it honestly. After everything that has happened with Jeyhun. Can I really give him a fair shot and redemption?
“Hey Taesung, I know he did some terrible things to me but I was always taught to forgive those who want a second chance. Especially when they want to be better. I am not saying that I forgive him 100% but there needs to be some room to begin the healing process.”
I mean he has a point. But I will keep up a half way just in case. “Okay. I guess I can get to know him. As long as you aren't uncomfortable.”
Jeyhun isn’t even bothered by the fact that he did those things to him. I guess his reasoning could be the fact that they are my mom and dad. Rather than being upset, I should be happy that this man actually cherished his omega. My mother. The same way I cherish Jeyhun. My Omega. Maybe he might not be too bad of a man after all. I can do this. It's going to be hard to just accept him as my father but I am going to try.
I will do this for my mother.
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