“...so...you’re in my head now. Was that your plan? To take over
my body?”
“If it was, I would have been stupid to let you go
before the procedure was completed, was it?”
“...fair point.
So...are you…”
“Am I really there or just the result of
some personality split that occurred because your conscious self
doesn’t know how to deal with this situation? Weeeeelll...I think
the only one who could answer that is you. Oh, and I’ll just bet
you regret reading those books on human psychology at this
point.”
Begrudgingly, Marcus had to admit that this voice was
right. However it also gave him an idea. However before he could even
formulate it, the voice responded, “Don’t bother finishing that
thought. I can’t tell you anything you couldn’t possibly know.
And I can even tell you why.”
Marcus exhaled and asked,
slightly frustrated, “And ‘why’ is that?”
“Because you
left Ede’s sphere of influence, that’s why. That’s
like...putting down the book you’re reading in the middle and then
magically expecting to know exactly what’s going on in the second
half. There is no way for me to know things you don’t, because I am
in your head. Now...regarding this Claire…”
“...what about
her?”
“She’s a cutie, isn’t she?”
“What
the...stop looking at my memories!”
Ede’s voice cackled
slightly, “Go ahead, boy. Make me.”
Enraged, Marcus got up,
walked over to his desk and picked up a pair of ancient scissors.
However Ede didn’t seem all that impressed, “We both know you’re
not going to do that. At least not just to get rid of me. I mean,
okay, you’re baseline suicidal to begin with, but...like that? No.
Not your style. Besides, Claire would be sad. And you wouldn’t want
to make her sad, right? After all she went through to get you back
and all that.”
“Don’t tempt me!” Marcus exclaimed, his
hand cramping around the scissors handle.
“Alright, alright,
cool down already. Listen, I don’t know if I’m some sort of
‘split off consciousness’ Ede placed in your head or the first
stage of schizophrenia, but fact of the matter is, I am in your head
and we both need to deal with that. And now stop yelling at yourself.
You sound like a nutcase. For the sake of the argument, let’s
assume I am you for now. At least until we can ask Ede to get me back
out...or at least ask him about what I am.”
Marcus took a deep
breath and then continued speaking quietly, “...and you think he’d
tell me? After...implanting you inside of me without asking me for my
consent.”
“Hey, don’t look at me. I didn’t ask to be
born either. But please...no need to be hostile towards me. We now
share this same body. The same thoughts. For all ends and purposes, I
am you.”
“Yeah, until I fall asleep and you take over my
body, doing all kinds of things, huh?”
“...dude, you’ve
read way too many horror novels. There’s a limit to how many books
are a healthy for a single person.”
“Would you please stop
lecturing me?”
Just then, the voice opened, and Claire walked in, carrying a tray
with food and something to drink.
“Dang, your memory doesn’t
do her justice…” Ede commented.
“Would you shut it,
already?!” Marcus hissed, causing Claire to put down the tray and
ask, “Are you feeling alright, Marcus?”
“Yes, I...I’m
fine. Just a little tired, is all.”
For a moment the two of
them just looked at each other, unsure what to say. Marcus felt
betrayed by Claire for giving him away, but could not help the
thought that she had only done it, because she cared about him. It
was hard to be angry at her for trying to do the right thing. That,
and the constant influx of commentary from Ede made it impossible to
focus on being angry.
Claire eventually looks away and stutters, “Um...I...I guess I’ll
be leaving then,” breaking the silence.
As she turned towards
the door, Marcus asked, “Why’d you do it?”
Claire looked
back, apparently nervous and only now Marcus realized, that he was
still holding the scissors in an iron grip. He hurriedly put them
back on the table and added, “Look, I’m not...okay, I am a little
angry. But I want to believe you just tried to do the right thing.
So...why?”
Claire turned back around, pushed a wayward strand of he shoulder
long hair from her face and replied, “...dumbass,” and then she
was already out of the door, before Marcus could get even one more
word in.
Ede sighed, “Well, that was glorious.”
“Oh,
shut up...I mean, what was I supposed to say?! ‘Hey, thanks for
ratting me out to my dad, wanna hang out like we used to?’”
Ede
groaned and then stated, “Know what? I’ll leave you to figure
that one out for yourself. And don’t give me that bull about ‘not
being able to’. As it stands, you and I are the same person. If I
can figure it out, so can you.”
And with that, Ede’s presence was gone as if it had never been there in the first place. And it did not return either, regardless of how often Marcus called out to his ‘other self’. And neither did Claire return for the rest of the day. Marcus was alone. And, unlike the many times he had sought the solitude of the library before, he now actually felt lonely. And he hated it.
When the evening drew near, the door opened again, however it was not
Claire, but a messenger.
“Oy, Marcus, get up. Your father
wants to see you.”
Marcus rose from his light slumber and
replied, “...the old man couldn’t bother to come by himself, huh?
Go figure…”
“Hey, don’t shoot at the messenger.”
“Tell
the old man I’m busy.”
The messenger rolled his eyes and
shook his head, grabbed Marcus by his collar much like one would grab
a misbehaving kitten and dragged him out of his bed. Unlike a kitten
however, Marcus was far too heavy to be carried that way and thus,
gravity gave him a grim reminder about its laws.
“Ouch, the
hell is wrong with you?!” Marcus complained, rubbing is aching
butt.
“I said, ‘Your father wants to see you’. Now, you
can either walk by yourself or I’ll tie you up and drag you to the
council chamber. Your choice.”
Marcus perked up and asked,
“...the council chamber? Why…”
The messenger shrugged his
shoulders and replied, “No clue. He just said ‘Get my stupid son
here, as quickly as possible.’”
Marcus sighed, got up, dusted off his clothes and replied, “Well, I
guess I should get going then.”
“Yes, we should. Cause
you’re not going by yourself.”
“I know the way, thank you
very much,” Marcus complained, but it was futile. His guard did not
leave his side for even one second and when Marcus argued that he
needed the toilet, he got a ‘Suck it up’ as an answer.
Upon entering the council chamber, the whole council was assembled. Marcus could not recall ever having seen all of them in once place, usually they were scurrying around taking care of their business. Something big must have happened for all of them to be assembled.
“Ah, there he is now. Thank you Robert, that will be all.”
“You
sure you don’t want me to stick around?”
“Yes, I do not
think he will be running away again any time soon,” Marcus’
father said. The words ‘If he knows what is good for him’
remained hanging almost palpable in the air.
After Robert had left the room, his father turned to address Marcus
and asked, “Any idea, why we called you before the council,
Marcus?”
“...I’m going to go out on a leg and assume I’m
in trouble?”
Boris, the council member in charge of the
hydroponic garden area, also called ‘the gravedigger’ due to his
hunched appearance and the rather spooky custom of recycling the
bodies of those who had passed as fertilizer for the plants he
enforced, said, “In quite a bit of trouble, young man. Yes, yes,
quite a bit of trouble.”
The woman to his father’s right
added, “You had us worried sick, Marcus. Suddenly disappearing like
that to the heavens alone know where! If not for Claire’s insights,
why we might have gone off in a completely wrong direction!”
“Marcy,
please, stop gushing. You’re not here as his aunt, you’re here as
the council member of social affairs. Please behave the part.”
“Like
you need to talk, Mark. The instant you realized he was nowhere to be
found, you raised all hell to go and find him!”
Marcus’
father cleared his throat and said, “Yes, well...I will admit that
my...judgment may have been a bit hasty regarding this matter.”
Marcy
put her hand on his and said, “Don’t worry about it. We all have
family we want to protect.“
Mark shook his head and said,
“Nevertheless, I should not have used my position and endanger
everyone on the search party. We just got lucky all of us
returned...this time. Now…”
Mark bowed to the front, his
chair creaking under the shift of weight and asked, “Marcus...for
the your own sake as well as the sake of everyone within these walls
and beyond...please tell me you found more than death and decay
wherever it was you’ve vanished to.”
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