[Who am I … What am I … Those are such profound questions …]

[I wondered what is the purpose of my existence …]

A young man could be seen rolling left and right on his bed . Not knowing what to do with his life . 

I slept like a log after being chased by a shitty dog monster and a barbaric girl . After I woke up , I eat , and I continued sleeping , time passed by so quickly … And it's already the next day . If sleeping is one of Awakeners ability , I have confidence that I might be at least be in top 5 ranking on sleeping . If not for my daily routine I would be able to sleep 1 week without doing anything . Wait now that I think of it again , 1 week might be an amateur number … maybe 1 month … yeahh that's better .

But today … ever since I quit playing game that I have spent so three whole years playing , I don't feel like doing anything anymore . Normally at this time , I would spend my time to train my body . Unlike in-game stats , stats in real life are so terrible … If you starts slacking off , most of your hard work would end up turning into a waste , unlike in-game stats that have fixed number of your stats even if you doesn't play it for long , in real life your body can easily lose it's function . Not working on your muscles for weeks would lead you to a muscle loss , overworking your muscles will also leads to injury , and those injury will make you lose a whole lots more .

[I'm bored …]

The young man keeps wasting his time thinking while rolling on his bed .

What's the point of training now … It's not like I am an awakener or anything . The only reason why I start working out in the first place is to win in a shitty game . It's not like I lose in the game or anything …

[No …]

I did lose … yeah I lost in the gacha for the game …

[It can't be help …]

Not like I can change my luck no matter how hard I train or anything . In the past , I would never let luck control my life … and so is right now I guess … If I keeps on playing that game after losing the gacha , I would definitely lose a whole lot more (money) . What a terrible shitty lootbox destroying a shitty game … How ironic .

Sighs …

No point on contemplating this now … Damnit not training myself makes me feel like I'm not myself anymore . Let's training !

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Well maybe after I read some good manga/manhua/manhwa first …

"I reincarnated as a smartphone after my robot A.I kills me and my friends stab my back in another world and stole my harem and I decided to destroy the world ."

Hah ! This kind of plot again … It's literally 2050 right now and they keep pulling on something like this …

"Solo Monster Terminator : Prodigal Eldest Son Is Actually A Heavenly Demon !"

… Okay …

"Attack On Cockroaches : Rise Of The Ultimate Being"

This sounds gross , but the overall plot seems interesting … They suddenly reincarnate the MC into the cockroach king and the MC destroying the world seems satisfying but only until humanity makes the ultimate spray bug , can't wait for the sequel …

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Few hours later …

What was I gonna do again ?

The young man thought that after spending 8 hours on completing 3 books series . The day and the night doesn't seems that much different to him as he normally let his room away from sunlight .

My body feels stiff … Oh yeah … I was gonna train …

Actually let me check some news first …

"It's been 32 years since humanity have been fighting with monster from other dimension . The rise of awakeners have been a blessing to humanity ! Heroes has sacrifices themselves to fight monster inside the Cracks shall be forever remember !"

"Big guilds with Books Of The Ancient from all countries have been keeping all the strong monster in check !"

"The biggest Dimensional Cracks that happens 20 years ago sacrifices nearly half of humanity strongest Awakener !"

"12 years ago humanity starts to strike back by launching a big scale frontal assault inside The Abyss leads by our Hero Of Truth , however despite the success of the attack , we suffer a big lost … members of Guild Of The Truth and also the Grandmaster himself The Hero Of Truth Alexander Samson ."

"Today mark the 12th Years since the great sacrifice of our hero ! To commemorate the memories of our hero with me today is The Hellfire Guild's Grandmaster which have fought together side by side with the hero himself and could be called the rival of the Hero Of Truth himself ."

"Grandmaster Sutra Indra ! Please share some stor-"

Hero … in this age and time heroes are those that have contribute a lot to the world and people . Alexander Samson , practitioner of The Book Of Truth . Grandmaster of the Guild Of The Truth . It is said that he held back big monster by himself in order to save large numbers of citizens , his deeds are till this day can be seen . He even save the current President Of Neo-America himself .

In this Age Of Awakeners , it is hard to say Awakeners would want risk their life to protect others … without rewards that is . But it is said that The Hero Of Truth doesn't accept any rewards regarding his achievements , one would say he is a fool … Just like Hero in those fantasy world . Now lot's of people inspired to be a hero just like him but … Even the uprising of those kind of characters ends all in vain …

[Fools that wanted to save others , ends up losing their life .]

Is it worth it ?

Well I guess there's only one way to find out …

"Let's read more epic heroic stories !!!"

For someone who is lazy like me who is living in this Cyber Era , everything could be experience just by laying on my bed ! VR experience have been improved so much throughout the years , even reading now involves in the reader experiencing the POV of the main character themselves . What a wonderful world we lived in .

But still it only applies to story book though … So most infographic books are still in text format , well but with pictures … That actually reminds me … The Book Of Ancients .

It is said that since ancient time monster have been existed , and Ancient Humans have been fighting them for a long time , until one day they seals it , however the seals won't last forever , so The Creator have bestowed divine revelations to humanity that time in order to pass down their skills for the future of mankind . And those skills are passed down by using Book , and those books are what Awakeners called The Book Of Ancient .

There are many Book Of Ancient out there but most of it are being monopolized by their direct descendants or for their own guild use , so access to Book Of Ancient are very hard and the process are also strict . That said despite having access to Book Of Ancient , it's not like you are guaranteed to learn the skill . For example one of The Book Of Hellfire , it is one of the Book Of Ancient that the Hellfire's Guild possess , but not all members could even be compared to the fire powers of the guildmaster himself despite being the same practitioner of the same book .

When the first Dimensional Cracks appears , most of practitioner of The Book Of Ancient had already been awakened due to practicing the content of the book , one would say they have advantages over awakeners that haven't awakened yet . By using the materials from the monster , humanity quickly gained a technological revolution , skin's from monster that are bulletproof , claws that can't be break , monster core that could replace batteries and could last for so many years and so much more . And so those early awakeners are now mostly billionaires !

There are two types of Awakeners , one that awakened by The Book Of Ancient and the other are those who naturally awakened super natural abilities . It's also normal for Awakeners that practice The Book Of Ancient to have more than one single abilities . However those that are gifted despite having no access to The Book Of Ancient are also able to possessed that and those are what they called Gifted Awakeners .

For me myself , all this awakeners stuff are quite interesting , but I think I'm pretty much content with what I have already , there's no need to risk my life on doing all of that …

But …

I can't help it …

Every normal must have a dream at least once to become just like a hero or a villain they see in TV ! Like look shooting fire through my ass ! Truly acid pee ! Breast milk on my man's boobie ! Isn't that super cool or what !

And so back when I first start my training arc for improving my gaming capabilities , I’ve done lots of research ! For me , I don’t have any talent for naturally awaken , despite watching all videos about awakeners for many months , I still haven’t been able to unlock all those supernatural abilities .

“Back then , I watch the movie about a boy can shots fireball on his hand , and so I’ve became awakened .”

I remember seeing a so called genius Gifted Awakener said those lines before , it actually kinda pissed me off . Damn liars , bet he did that just for people to like and subscribe his video !

“Don’t forget to like and subscribe so you can become awakened like me !”

I never like and subscribe to dude in Neo-Tube as fast as I can in my life before .

[Unsubscribe ! This guy will suffer the consequences for lying to me hmph !]

The young man finally decided to unsubscribe after being scammed for 3 years .

But that said , I did research onto other way to become Awakener too , that is by practicing The Book Of Ancient . Well how did I gain access to a Book Of Ancient in the first place despite being a filthy commoners ? Well … I just Neo-ogle it …

If you just search Book Of Ancient , obviously you won’t actually find it … Because the name Book Of Ancient are just a term for all those many books , but if you search it Book Of Hellfire , obviously you will get some results … But for the Book Of Hellfire , it requires you for lots of your information and also 666 Million Dollars in order for you to access it on the Hellfire Guilds Official website . Either you have some kind of connections with the guilds member or you are a truly rich person , then you may have access to it . Money really does buys everything … But I don’t believe that though because F2p rules the world !

That said … I did gain access to two free Book Of Ancients though , there are three possibilities as to how I gain it … First , someone actually pirated them and share them … Or secondly , they shared a fake Book Of Ancient … Or third … they just wanted people to practice those book .

The first book are The Book Of Truth (Incompleted) . Yes in the website itself tells that it is an incomplete version of it . The Book Of Truth are said to be lost after the fall and the sacrifice of the Guilds Of Truth and The Hero Of Truth , but surprisingly it’s been on Neo-ogle , not sure if they just trolling people here or what but after practicing it for a while … I don’t even know how to practice it on the first place so I just read it since it’s free !

The second book are The Book Of Shadow . Well … never heard of this one and doesn’t seems to be used on any big guilds despite the edgy names . But … I really hate this website to read it … It has so much f*cking ads !!! And I can’t even access it even if I was using adblocker ! And everytime I read a paragraphs it shows me “Young m*lf in your area !” or “Make your D bigger by doing this everyday !” I submitted complain a lot to the website owner , but never got a single replies … I’m pretty sure I’m the only one reading it over there !