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Again

Again

Jul 19, 2022

"Asahi?" Noya Said looking at him "Yeah?" He spoke looking up "Sorry I zoned out" Asahi Claims "Oh no problem" Noya said crossing his legs "It's pretty late you can use my bed" As Asahi got up "Uh Okay" Noya got up and walked to asahis room taking off his shoes and laying down in the mat on the floor Asahi Layed on the couch not being able to sleep as Noya was sound asleep As Asahi Stayed up not getting any sleep he only got scared every second.He breathed Heavily Attempting to sleep but failed  He knew if he couldn't sleep Ukai would yell at him so he dreamed and fell asleep. By daylight both boys were asleep Noya woke up first, As he got out of the bed He was lucky that he brought his Jesery. After getting up he walked out of Asahis room and into the living room where asahi was left. Noya Let him sleep for a little longer and he made them breakfast  Asahi woke up to the smell of Udon "Udon so early?.." Asahi Mumbled  "How much sleep did you get?" Noya said in a loud voice  "I fell asleep at 3AM So 4 hours I hate having to wake up at 5" Asahi Growled getting up 
Noya walked to the table with two bowls of udon And sat down "How can you eat noodles so early" Asahi question "I do everyday sleepy head" Noya said with a mouth full of food "Uh Okay" Asahi said sitting down  *20 minutes go by* 
"Let's go" Noya said pushing Asahi out the door


They arrive to the Court and sit down "Alright everyone Now that we are all here Coach shall start us Karasuno" Daichi said in the middle of the court The whole Team gathers together Where daichi was standing in a circle as Ukai starts talking Asahi starts coughing alot trying to keep quite "You alright asahi?" Ukai and Daichi asked Noya looked at Asahi, and he knew he had to tell them. Asahi Stood up Letting everyone know he wanted to talk  "So..I've kept this hidden for a while but it's time I finally say this" Asahi Spoke Everyone was confused for what he was going to say With a loud voice Asahi Said "I have been super sick lately but the doctors dont know what it is" "Wait why are you here you should be in the hospital!" Daichi yelled Ukai immediately got Asahi to the hospital where he belonged  Asahi was mad he was back at the hospital but he knew he couldn't leave this time. 

After practice Daichi walked with Noya to Asahi's hospital room"Hey How are you feeling" Somone spoke outside his door  Noya Whispered to daichi to just walk in. As daichi opened the door and walked in There Asahi layed in pain Noya walked in behind daichi  Asahi layed on his side Facing the window "I'm sorry I yelled" Daichi said moving closer to Asahis bed  Noya walked to the other side of the bed where Asahi was facing and crouched down to meet asahis level Asahi watched Noya as he moved down With daichi behind him  "Yes?.." Asahi said  Noya took a few deep breaths ready to say somthing  Noya moved as close as he could get and said "Listen Asahi...I don't want you to be in pain I want you to know that..I've Liked you since we joined Karasuno." Daichi and asahis eyes lit up Daichi already knew Noya liked Asahi but Didn't know Noya would ever say he liked Asahi Asahi was in shock to hear those words from his best friend Asahi was in pain when he spoke but he pushed himself to say "It's hard to speak and breathe I'm sorry" Noya and Daichi kept looking at the heart Radar Making sure Asahi was still living. It didn't take long for Noya to lean next to Asahi to hug him Daichi was still siting quite trying not to burst into tears from seeing Asahi like this Asahi grabbed Noyas shirt and hugged Noya as hard as he could Noya Knew Asahi was giving up. "Please don't give up on us" Daichi said falling to the ground crying  Noya also started to cry knowing his closest friend could die any second scared him. A doctor walked in to check on Asahi Quitely she watched Them She didn't want to give them a sad truth seeing how they where right now But she had too it was her job so she walked in and Pat her hands together letting them know she was there They all turned around facing the docter And daichi crawled up. Noya and Daichi were still crying  "yes miss Kobayashi?" Asahi said bearly lookingMiss Kobayashi made herself say " Asahi..Doesn't have much longer"  Noya looked up super fast and yelled "Can I please take him home for some time I want to spend the rest of his life together!" Miss Kobayashi Knew it wasn't a good idea but she let Noya and Daichi take Asahi to his house but she warned them to be careful  Both the boys brought Asahi To Noyas house then Daichi Left them there  


"Why are we here?" Asahi questioned  Noya Jumped onto Asahi pushing them both to fall onto the couch holding asahi tightly  They Hugged for pretty long then Noya Broke the silence "I can't Lose you I Love you I really do! The thought of losing my closet friend pains me so much I'm scared Asahi" Noya Wouldn't let go He couldn't let go he was to scared to let go  "Remember when we first met eachother thanks to Hinata?" Asahi spoke Noya Made Asahi stop talking by not letting go As Minutes went by that felt like seconds the boys where still hugging Asahi cried a little bit but stopped himself he knew he was a Wimpy Ace on the court  He missed every time Noya said that "That was the second time we were playing together on the court, I miss wasting time with you but now there's not much time we can waste and I'm sorry for this" Asahi cried out "I don't want to die in your arms I can't have you watch me decay from after so much we had together" He didn't want to let go but as time went on it only got harder to breathe noya fell asleep still laying with his arms around asahi  Asahis arms became weak and let go of noya He could feel himself starting to leave He didn't want to wake up noya. But he wanted to say something  Noya woke up A few minutes after And Asahi said as fast as he could  "I'm going to miss you Noya I liked you too" Noya Cried as Asahi started to drift away "NO ASAHI WAKE UP! WAKE UP PLEASE WAKE UP I'M b-begging you.." Noya cried out Since he lived so close to the Court Everyone heard his crys Sugawara,Daichi, Kiyoko and Ukai ran to Noya's house running inside " What happened!?" All of them but Daichi yelled out  Daichi fell as the rest went to noya  Noya cries out "Asahi died" Sudden relief came to Daichi but he hated it He knew Asahi wouldn't suffer anymore but why did relive come to him. Kiyoko and Ukai Said it was best to Put him at a funeral place Where he could stay in peace Noya kissed Asahi And got up  Everyone saw and was Surprised but knew they had to get him to a Funeral  A few days later after all that was time to go to Asahis funeral As Asahi layed in a open casket Where all of the team could see  Noya Wanted to escape reality  Noya walked to the back of the room sat down and escape reality for a few minutes 

He made it as if Asahi was still there with him He knew he couldn't bring back the dead but was still sitting there in his own world Ukai went to check on Noya since he was his CoachUkai sat down next to Noya looking at him and asked if he was okay  Noya immediately snapped back into reality  He cried Very loud everyone heard and screamed "I miss him"  

The rest of the team hugged eachother all crying  Noya Screamed again " I WANT HIM BACK I NEED HIM BACK THAT LITTLE WIMP OF A ACE"Daichi was crying but he made a little chuckle  As the rest of the team heard his cries They all felt a bit happy Noya was like that They knew they had to stay strong for Asahi  dead or alive .

Ukai hugged Noya and brought him to the rest of the team where everyone was sitting Everyone said they're goodbye to asahi after they put his casket in the ground shut From that day on Noya would always visit asahis grave He would always say how the day went what he did and that he loved Asahi Deep down in Noya's heart he knew Asahi heard him  Sometimes noya would even sleep next to his grave with a one of Asahis blankets "I'll see you again...Asahi love you..."











As Noya lives on alone without his significant other He becomes very depressed, Without him joining every practice the team gets a bit worried for the Lonley man. Daichi, sugawara and Ukai always come to check on him after every practice. he never looked happy anymore. Daichi and suga got together after asahis death Noya cries everyday while on the couch His lover died on. It was a very tragic night. Every time it was asahis birthday the whole team decorated for him and played a good match as if he where there. then they would hang out by his grave. It only kept Noya alive, Daichi Knew Noya was not mentally okay anymore so he'd try to help as much as he can to cheer the teams libero up. Game matches weren't good either for back defense Everytime it was a Nekoma vs Karasuno Nekoma Would have karasuno on their knees. Most of karasuno's boys Were feeling better, But the other half was still very sad. Now noya gets into a ton of fights with people who down talk asahi Once Tanaka was trying to help noya and accidentally said something bad about Asahi and noya went insane. Daichi has to break every fight somtimes he'd also get hurt trying. 
 



Sadly noya walks to the kitchen He missed when he cooked Soba for Asahi so early in the morning. It pained when he slept cause he would see Asahi dead in his dreams He tried going to a therapist but it never worked. He was getting very pissed and sad thinking about seeing his lover die in his own arms at exactly 10:20 daylight.Until one point..He got to tired of it and started taking dr*** and Cursing at himself that it was his fault Asahi died.  He was put in the hospital many times for su***** attempts. He started drinking too which didn't help his mental state. 

Noya:I miss you buddy,your long brown hair,Big hugs,When you cried, When you would spike the ball, When you fighted with me, our first meet up, I miss braiding your hair too.  he Walks over to the knives placed nicely in the cover  He grabbed a big knife with a sharp blade He was wanting to see his loved one so he thought ending it all would help. As he placed the knifes blade against is arm is didn't look back and..He ended up slicing a huge cut into his arm blood started rushing out. He didn't have anything in mind,without a sparkle in his eye. He felt no pain He got mad from that and did it more and more until his arm was covered in nasty scars. With scars up and down his left arm Relization hit as hard as a gunshot, He was startled and threw the knife onto the floor then a huge yell came out of the man as if he didn't have any control of his voice and body As if he was playing puppet with life sentence to death. He felt warmth hit his back as if a blanket was on him, He looked back and there was nothing. The poor man was hallucinating as if his loved one of crying and hugging him from behind...He started to cry in pain and of seeing his loved one. The cuts Only bled out more and faster, The hallucinations started to fade as he drifted to a slumber of blackness. It's been an hour since the man went into slumber without anyone else knowing he laid there bleeding out. Or so he thought he was still in a slumber
"Where am I" Noya yelled,It was a dark black room with Noone in sight. "noya! Noya? NISHINOYA!" A faint voice screamed out sounding as if they where crying,It only got louder when he saw the person, It was his mom who had died 3 years ago From Getting shot in the heart. As she ran closer she dived to hug him it didn't feel warm or anything more like cold,dead and cripple  He couldn't speak but he felt everything  He felt pissed off for some reason,He didn't understand where he was and why his mom was there, His mother got up and her eyes were red, She had a knife the whole time, She said "Son...Why are there cuts on your Wonderful arms?" He couldn't talk no matter how much he tried, A tall figure appeared behind his mother grabbing her by her neck with a tight grip It was Asahi. His grip tightened the more she struggled, "How dare you try killing my friend " he spoke, Noya felt a bit sad Seeing how he just got friend zoned or he thought atleast, "I'm sorry let me refrain MY LOVER" Asahis voice got louder yelling in her ear. He put a gun to her head, Noya was very confused on what was happening he didn't understand anything. Asahi pulled the trigger and killed the woman in front of Noya, He was scared on what would happen to himself. Asahi dropped her and ran to noya as if he were a different person. "Are you okay love?" The killer spoke, Noya could talk now from hearing those words It was strange He only saw light on Asahi. He began to cry in asahis arms as he yelled out how confused he was Tsukishima was listening "Yall really are dumb*sses " Noya: TSUKISHIMA?! "Hey shorty it ain't just me, Hinata, Kageyama and Yamaguchi are here This ain't gonna be pretty" Tsuki said loading a gun behind his back The whole room was spinning as Kageyama, Hinata and Tadashi walked from behind tsuki's back Kageyama had a sniper, Hinata had a katana,
Tadashi had poison. Noya couldn't see straight He was dizzy he fell again. Asahi got up pulling out a sword to protect noya. there was much blood on the ground but the fight continues on until the living give up on this gruesome fight. Tadashi got some pretty bad looking stabs, He never gave up. Asahi managed to knock down tsuki and Tadashi, All that was left was tobio and shoyo It felt like forever this fight. All was over when Asahi took tsukis head off because the tall man got up and swung at noya. Then it happend Noya woke up and all was lost,Except Asahi a pretty angel came behind him it was Kobayashi "Miss Kobayashi!?!?" Noya yelled out, Miss Kobayashi Grabbed Asahis head from behind and held him close. "Thank you...Noya For trying your best to save this wonderful patient. Asahi you where amazing. Although we are both dead I will give you a extra life so you can stay with your boyfriend " Hearing that news made Noya burst back into tears he crawled to Kobayashi and Asahi giving them both a huge hug. "Thank you so much Kobayashi " Noya said with a stuffy nose and tears running down his face. He got asahis shirts all wet But neither of the boys cared they where happy together. Miss Kobayashi Gave Asahi another chance in life putting both boys where Noya was in the kitchen. Although he was still bleeding out with the knife in front of himself As soon as they where put back Asahi Quickly got bandages and wrapped His loved ones cut up arm to stop the bleeding. Noya called over Daichi, Sugawara and Kiokyo To get truth if people could see them or if they where dead souls but see reality. The three Raced to Noyas house Kiokyo Won since she was a track running in high school As the two men and 1 one woman walked in they only saw asahis head in the kitchen. They walked to noya and Asahi being able to see them As questioned what happened since there was blood on asahis shirt and arms and blood all over noyas arms from the fight. 
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