Why am I doing this in the first place ?

That’s what I thought when I planned on doing this … It just took me a few minutes to make my decisions after connecting the dots . As a gamer it’s crucial for us to make an accurate decisions on battle or else it will cost us the game and we will lose inevitably .

However what’s in front of me right now is Reality , and in Reality one small mistakes would lead me to my own graves …

Who the heck would want to sacrifice themselves for people they barely known ?

Who the heck would risk their precious life only to save people that will only be grateful to you only for awhile ?

The answer that came to my mind …

A crazy person …

A lunatic …

A maniac …

No matter how kind you are … or how high your sense of justice is …

Only crazy people would do those kind of things , realistically speaking …

But no matter how crazy they are … would they jump onto their enemy knowingly they would die ?

To be honest I don’t think so … who knows what in those maniac minds … what they saw for them to jump recklessly onto the battlefield …

Maybe love ?

Hahahaha that would be funny .

But for me … I am a lazy person … and the only thing that could drive me to those kind of decisions …

Because I found a Motivation .

The only reason for me to be lazy is because I lack of motivation , I lack of the will …

But now … I found it …

The only reason why I would gladly throw myself into the hordes of monster that might probably take my life …

Getting fame ? Wealth ? Only if I survive these those might be worth it …

But to me those kind of things are just bothersome , although I do like it but I don’t need it .

My gamer instinct are calling upon me …

I just wanna do it … because … it seems Fun …

This kind of situation , for some reason I kinda have seen it before … well maybe not the same , but it kinda have similarities back when I play the sh*tty VR game .

[Despite being weak … yet I’m being thrown onto a very difficult situation …]

But the only things different are that … I might die for real … and I only have one chance left …

That being said , how would it be fun if I’m clearly going to lose it ?

In the first place how would I lose if I don’t try it ?

I just gonna do it …

[Just Do It !]

[Just Do It !]

When everything seems like it will fail … [Just … Do … It]

But I’m not someone that will just go without a plan though …

To be honest I might be able to say I’m lucky in the first place , for the whole 3 years looking to improve myself , I have read The Book Of Truth to the point where I could remember all of the content .

And so …  during the first time I saw those monkey-like monster … I could sense a familiarity from it . To confirm it , was back when I saw them on top of the roof … or rather what the book said …

“… it will look for a high ground , and hunt their prey in a group while playing with them …”

“… though they may let you go if your lucky , in the first place they will just continue to lead you towards an area where you can hide … which is actually their feeding ground …”

That’s right , this monster … have been recorded in The Book Of Truth … the characteristic and also … their weaknesses …

“Mankchilles …”

To think that the free book that I read on the internet were actually a blessings and also a hope for me to survive through another day … maybe this itself are a form of Awakening .

[Information …]

In this age of modernity … no it seems like in every age … Information and Knowledge are what controls the world . I can see now why big business companies wanted our data for …

All the big monster are agitated by the Radio Frequency that are coming from my device …

A very loud roaring sounds could be heard by monsters on top of the buildings .

The young man start running as fast as he could …

Mankchilles from all over the area are climbing towards all the building raging in search for the source of the disturbing sound they heard . And when they saw it coming from the young man , they start drumming on their chest and start jumping all across the buildings in order to smash the young man and stop the sound for good .

The Mankchilles the he first avoided are trying to catch up to the young man from the ground , although it was stunned and was agitated by the sound , it finally starting to catch up the young man .

All other Mankchilles are destroying buildings after buildings , the monster uses its long and big hand to jump from buildings to buildings . The monsters are smart enough to realized that as long as the young man is alive , the disturbing noise won’t be stop .

The young man with all it’s power trying to run but then monster start blocking his path , though it might seems like the end of it and the monster tried to capture him with it’s long and big hand , but for some reason … the young man able to slip past through it … the monster was pretty sure it caught him on its hand but there were no presence of the young man when the monster check it .

As if the young man vanish …

The monster was puzzled and realized the young man just moved pass through it hand .

Soon another monster jumps from the building to stop him and that too was just another futile effort , monster by monster were puzzled and confused as to how the young man slips by them . But that actually makes them more infuriated . Mankchilles that are on the ground tries to chase him but they were stuck by the building due to their big size and also because their confused kin that are puzzled in front of them .

The Mankchilles could be seen angry that their own kin stopped them chasing their prey and some of it are trying to fight with one another but that just leave them farther from the young man .

Suddenly a very loud roar could be heard from one of the Mankchilles on top of the building . As if mad at its kin that are fighting with each other , and suddenly as if that monster commanding it’s kin , this time two monster jumps onto the ground tried to stop him . They were trying to stop the young man as if it’s a game of rugby . But that too was another futile effort .

The monster were desperate due to the noise and was extremely irritated they keep failing on catching just one single prey .

This time there are three monster tried to stop him , with a triangle formation , one of the monster that are on the backline position tried to grab him when he’s dashing from the middle of the two monster on it’s front but then the young man immediately jumps on top it’s arm and running on top it’s body , then the two monster in front of him tries to slap him like a fly ends up slapping the face it own kin .

The monster were then fighting with each other and blocks their other kin that are chasing him .

A smile could be seen on the expression of the young man as if he is enjoying this .

[This would be impossible if it’s not for the information that I got from The Book Of Truth .]

The young man thought that as his running speed starting to slow down . But he didn’t let his guard down , he needed to take a breather after running continuously from those big monkey-like monster .

[Those monster are pretty smart , instead of jumping directly to squash me , they decided to block me , because the speed of the monster that are chasing behind me would make them squash their ass towards their own friends …]

[But those intelligence are what makes me outplaying them in the first place .]

[Perfect dodge .]

It’s something that I normally done in the game . I was never a dodging person in game before but the sh*tty game that I played requires me to dodge more than 90% of games I’ve played . At first I got sever motion sickness from it . It forces me to roll on the ground who knows how much , I was never really been an athletic person in the first place … there’s also many cases where I need to jump perfectly or else I might die directly .

My experience in game are what made this plan possible .

The game utilized your body specifications in order to be able to perform some move . So I train my body like crazy following the guide on Neo-Tube just because I don’t want to lose on sh*tty VR game . Obviously I can just spend money so I will be able to do those move directly without putting any effort real life … but where’s the fun in that ? Also a loser like me that have fallen to sunken cost fallacy for who knows how many times have made a vow .

[Never spend money in-game for some cheat like skills …]

Not only is that a scam for me to keep on wasting my money if face difficulties , it will also make me lose the sense of accomplishments !

Thanks for having too much time alone , I have spend it on training and practicing those move in real life though it is all so I can perform it perfectly in the game .

But still … I can’t even skip training that move , because whenever I skipped it , I would lose the sense of it and the VR system would scan my body in real time to deem that I won’t be able to do those dodge . Talk about realistic for game … though they let you purchase if you want to save you current body … sh*tty business strategy …

But gotta say even those sh*tty game and sh*tty time are seemingly a blessing in disguise for me . Being used to avoiding monsters attack in-game makes it easier for me to guess if it happen in real life , though the monster in life and game aren’t the same , they do have similarities , due to the company keeping realism as the base foundation of the game , I heard rumors saying they copy monsters from the abyss to put it inside the game , and also updated it when there are new species of monster found .

Combined that with the information I got from The Book Of Truth … I can get much more precise dodge … though even in real life or game … I still lacking in offense … in the book the weakness of this monster are on their left heels … but it didn’t say whether I should slice it or pierce it … and also I don’t have a single weapon on me …

And even in game I still make lots of mistakes and dying a lot … reality are different …

But that only happens when I’m trying to attack , and every single time … I died mostly on going on the offense .

Since I don’t have any attack ability in the first place in real life , I just need to survive this till helps come . Well if my stamina will last that is …

I was lucky in the first place that the monster that are chasing me are Mankchilles , their big size makes me easily to do the Vanishing Dodge that I learnt from some anime , It’s a skill that tricks my opponent eyes , it’s also possible due to their big hands that blocking their vision me that I use to dodge it at the right timing .

I almost shat my pants when I first tried it , luckily it’s work , real life pressure are truly different isn’t it . My body starting to ache due to rolling on the concrete ground though … but still this is truly fun .

The young man keeps running towards the path until suddenly …

A Mankchilles with a triple times the size of the one that have chasing him suddenly destroyed the grounds and creates a shockwave in front of him . The young man fell onto the ground , he lost his footing got hit by the impact of the shockwave . Though he already leave many monster far behind of him … the young man felt shiver and fear running through his body .

The big Mankchilles roar in front of him , it’s big and body destroyed buildings around it , which makes it seemingly impossible for the young man to pass by it .

[Death …]

Just a while ago the young man felt a breath of reliefs but now he could felt the despair … even the young man himself doesn’t expected that the Mankchilles Lord would come to him personally …

[My calculations were wrong … the monster that were supposed to be guarding the Dimensional Cracks have appeared … which means all monster from there are now outside … and either the Dimensional Cracks are abandoned … or all the Awakeners inside of it are killed …]