I've returned. I get bombarded by all the men and they were concerned if I was going to be okay. Mentally and physically I was not okay. The emotions regulating from my hormones in my endocrine system were not being stimulated right anymore. In fact, I was beaten down there. I was made a example of. I think it's funny how they think I'm going to come up here and tell all these men what happened right away. No! That is not the shoe they will be fitting for me. Though, I've changed how I percieve this place. I didn't know none of these men and since they seem to care about my wellbeing it makes me feel this is the place I belong. I think, maybe this is the time for my leadership to to prosper in its power.
In the due time these men will wait before I speak about what happened down in the Reckoning Room.
Everyone is asking me about what happened? Where did they take me? Was I hurt?
Please .. calm down everyone.
I perfer to not talk about it at this time. Do you understand? Were lucky to have a place to lay our heads at night. Men, all of us are lucky to be alive. Do not take none of this for granted and do your best here.
The only ideas I could think of at the moment. I had to many racing thoughts rambling inside of this head of mine. I showed confidence and directness on the outside of my frame, but on the inside and deep inside my mental thoughts I needed peace and healing.
The guys were all in panic. Asking me about every little detail. You could see there confusion planted on there faces. There eyebrows squinted downward on there foreheads. Some of them were walking around with there heads down and there arms held together behind there back. Back and forth as they went.
What is going on? The hell? What happened while I was down there?
I walk to where my belongings were. I see I have everything I need. I don't say much to anyone. I head to the showers for some solitude. I don't want anyone to walk into me and began a conversation. Im deprived of a social interaction at this time.
Shower, and sleep. That is all I thought and wanted.
I got my bucket and sat behind the concrete wall. I have my sponge and some soap and began to clean myself. This dirty filth a reminder of a place I dont ever want to go again, "The Reckoning Room".
Where is Kenji? hmmm? That's odd he is usually talking to someone and walking around the grounds.
I'm going to sleep for now .. whatever.
The next couple of hours.
Wake up! Wake UPP!!!
Azaku is coming to train and teach all of us here. If you do not get up you get sent to the Reckoning Room.
Shit, give me a break. I've done my time. I got up and got dressed. My uniform was by my bed so I could dress quickly. When I was getting up all the men were in rows. It was five men a row. I didn't see this until now. I would be okay I could follow and figure out directions even though I missed them when I was away for some time. They stood with there hands by there sides like they were in the military. It looked like a infantry of soldiers. They followed orders well.
I guess ... they didn't want to find out what the reckoning room was all about. I could of a gave a fuck less. I've become harsh and hardened to these assholes. Train me so I can kill all of them. That was my objective and that would be my objective until I executed it. First and foremost, the first one I kill will be Azaku. I'm not like the rest of these men, and he barked up the wrong tree. I can't way to get my hands on my sword to train today.
I'll keep that to myself for now. I still will not trust any of these men because we all are here for a purpose. All of that shit I said to them earlier about calming down and everything will be okay was the tactic to get them off my back. No one here is my friend. If anyone chooses to get in my way they will die. Earlier I was conlifcted but now I feel like my emotions are nonexistent since Azaku is coming to train us today. My other goal for the day is to control my anger.
Azaku comes walking toward the formation of men. My teeth bite down into my gums and my fist clench. My eyes narrow and my head leans downward as my cheeks turn into a frown. Azaku sees me and gives me a slight grin then begins his speech for what events will happen for all of us today. Help me get through this day before I do something I regret. Izumi talking to himself.
Hey guys, sorry for the late upload and to keep you waiting. I've had a lot of test during my semester of school but I have gotten back on track and hope you like what I do with the story. I'm having fun creating this story. Thank you to all who reads!!!
A young noble Izumi is met with unreasonable demands and has to find a way to conquer some of his biggest fears. What will it take for him to adapt and overcome?
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