Ok, number one I want to eye fuck him until he understood I loved him. Oh my god, his mouth tasted like pineapple and edible flowers. I wanted him so fucking bad at this point. We met once again and we talked all night. “Hey, why did you kiss me?” “You were acting fucking adorable. I went closer to Harvard and kissed him. “God, you’re adorable” So fucking adorable. I want him so fucking bad. My erction was hard and angey at me for not relising it. But I kept it down, hoping that he wouldn't notice. “Oh, shit I have to go.” “Why?” “I just have to. I love you.” “Love you too” As I watch him leave I wonder why he has to leave so suddenly. The truth is I don’t know if we are dating or not. We go on dates like a couple, and we cuddle and nap like a couple but we aren’t a couple. Even though I don’t know what the hell he does after he leaves, I need to find out.