Science class

Walking into class, * They are whispering so no one else can hear them.*

Ned: Hey Peter, today Mrs. Canallie is going to talk about a field trip isn’t this exciting.

Peter: yeah………… it is….

Ned: Peter lift up your head

Peter: Come on Ned, I'm fine, dont worry about it.

Ned: PETER, lift your head

Peter: fine…. See…. I tried to talk to him. But you know what he is…

Ned: * angry not at peter* OMG, it’s always the same thing, that's it i’m telling the principal about this their cameras in the school. 

Mrs. canallie: okay class settle down no, get into your seats

Everyone: yes mama

Mrs.canallie: so as i told you all yesterday that there is an internship it’s for tony stark-

Flash: Heck yeah guys aren't this great we're going to be rich.

Class mate 1: omg i can't wait when it is.

Mrs canallie told everyone to calm down and tell us about more to than internship as it seem, 

Mrs. canallie: Everyone there has a permission slip. The field trip will be in a month so everyone has 2 weeks to get it done because the internship will be looked over by him. The internship will help you get into the college you want with a scholarship. You will need to have all your parents or parents contact info. All your medication will be staying for 3 days. But you also have to have a good grade, nothing below a C. It has to be Above a C not a - C Flash and Amerus. I know you are all excited but you can only go if you have not gotten any detentions this month or the next month.  

I have to get money for the treatments……. I thought nothing was going to get worse in my life.

At home

Peter: Aunt may….. Aunt may… guess what we're going to get internships at stark………..

Aunt may be okay, what wrong.?

Aunt May: I think we're going to have to cancel that movie. I feel horrible. *cOuGh CouGh* 

Peter: aunt-aunt may…. Your coughing up blood,  i’m calling an ambulance

2 hours at Mt. Pod CAP hospital.

Doctor Augis: Hello, so we ran some tests. You are good except one…….

Peter: Is she…… pregnant??!!

Aunt may: * smacks peter in the head NO i’m not

Doctor Augis: No….she not. Anyay what I was about to say is that she has…. Lung cancer stage 1, were lucky that we even caught it so early now.

CANCER, I didn't want her to die. But she looked at me with such strength even if she was scared herself. The doctor said she would have to get chemotherapy. Every several days or  once a week she said several days would be fine. I guess she was going to push though……… she also has to keep doing it unless she wants to stay in the hospital.. Our life never went back to normal ever, I was worried that she would be getting worse by the day. But as we were heading back she said to me that it was my responsibility to be spiderman and do school still. I know 2 things at once and somehow I manage to get Bs and As. Maybe this year I can get straight As.  Doctors say that we have to get a diet going as soon as possible or they can provide it for her. She said she already has one because she eats more veggies and a little meat.  Which they said was amazing. They want to see a sheet of what she eats everyday.  We got home and settled for a moment of silence. I thought I heard her crying so hard. But she wasn't but I swore. I told myself never mind but I still have to tell her it's 9pm. A school night but I guess she wants to cuddle with her favorite and only nephew for the night. 

At the house

Peter: Aunt, may we still have the movie? 

Aunt May: yes, just give me a moment to make popcorn and you get water and other drinks.

Peter: You can choose the movie Aunt may.

Aunt may: Why, thank you, want to watch this mystery movie with lots of comedy in it?

Peter: Sure, do choke on your popcorn though. 

Both: * laughing *y

After the movie

Peter:  Aunt, may I have to go to school tomorrow? I know I shouldn't but I just want to stay…… if you don't mind

Aunt may:Yes, a lot happened earlier and I just feel safe if you're here with me. You're staying here for 2 days. Do not slip in your work if I pull you out, understand?

Peer: yes mama, i won't i’ll just stay here with you! I almost forgot I needed you to sign this slip for the internship/ field trip.

Aunt may: hand me the paper so you can go sweetheart. * chuckle*   

Peter: oh right forgot….. * couple secs later* I got it!

Aunt may: done signing it.. Okay but does it require money?

Peter: I don't know, she said she was going to finish the rest of the talking tomorrow.

Aunt may: okay don't go to school tomorrow. You sure you can see in your bed at night. I know earlier scared you. I just want to keep an eye on you.

Peter: Yeah, I can sleep in there tonight…. Love you

Aunt amy: love you too peter

Next day

I woke up at 10 am. May was cooking food for me and I got a call from Ned. I told him I was sick but instead I told  him I was crying all night with Aunt May until I fell asleep because she has cancer.  Ended up sleeping in the bed with her.  He said get better and that he probably is not going to come because he doesn't want to get sick from last time. I laughed and he hung up as we said our goodbyes.  Aunt May told me the food was ready and we were in  awkward silence but then she started to talk asking do i feel better since i cried i said yeah.  After that we made plans to start the therapy right away. I asked what would happen to her hair. She said she was going to have to cut it all off.  Or shave it. I asked if we could do it tomorrow. She said no. He gave her the reason she told me he is a part of our daily life. I want us both to tell him but separately okay so he can talk and comfort us in different ways without having the other person feeling left out. In the event we watched movies the rest of the day and talked and hung out. Laughed and cried. I slept with her again. Because I was freaking out that she was gone when she was right there with me. Next day the same thing happened but differently this time we watched movies all day. She was off, which was great. I wasn't home by myself today. But the rest of the day went by smoothly.  I forgot that I had to go to school, I didn't want to leave my aunt in fear. My aunt called the school and said that he was staying home because of the news that he heard the aunt may have cancer. She asked if they wouldn't tell anyone because of privacy.

At School

I’m walking in the door not expecting what to happen, I was scared and nervous at the same time. Thinking that everyone knew about aunt may conditions. but really no they didn’t seem like it. I accidentally bump into someone.

Flash: watch where you're going peanut parker

I bit my lip. He slammed me into a locker and looked at me like he was going to kill me. I feel hot in my face. I don't know what it was. 

Flash: hey everyone look at peanut parker he is blushing.

At that moment flash realized that it was because of him. He basically embarrassed himself because he sprinted away. He left me there. Later I was walking by myself after class with Ned but his locker wasn't next to mine so I told him I would meet him at the front of the school. I was walking to my locker and while I was opening my locker Flash came from behind me and pushed me really hard in the locker. I feel weird because he's pushing me and my legs are spreaded apart. I'm really uncomfortable by this but he slams me even harder. I ate feeling useless and weak. Ever since I have my spidey powers I just…….. Just sometimes want to use it on him and make him feel really weak. Like I do every single day of my life.  But you know if i do that it wouldn't be the right thing for me to do and i already feel lonely. I felt heat on my face. I didn't know what I was feeling but I kept looking down pretending that I wasn't blushing. I felt really disgusted with myself for having a crush on flash but i couldn’t help it. Then down there started to get uncomfortable. I turned around and he grabbed my arms and pinned me. I felt hot. His leg was still there. I was really uncomfortable. Everyone already left the school besides the teachers.

P: S-stop flash please just let me go….home aunt may might be worried

Flash: you …. Want me to let go…………….. No, I don't have to let go of you, Peanut Parker. Why do you keep blushing? Is it because you like this?

P: no no i don't like this * he keeps pushing harder, i want him to stop * please stop

Flash: what are you going to do Parker, NOTHING you will do nothing you're a useless freak. Why are you getting hard?  DISGUSTING 

My heart was pounding. He left after slamming so hard, I grabbed my stuff and ran past him. Feeling disgusted inside, I felt uncomfortable with my body and myself. I never ran so fast to my house like that before. My aunt told me to get ready for dinner. I did as she said. There was silence at the table, I wanted to cry for what happened today. So uncomfortable, so lost, I'm so confused. What was this feeling that I had? After that i couldn’t stop thinking about flash I, I just couldn't.....