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The Magic of Love's Choice

Chapter 2: The Weight of Gold

Chapter 2: The Weight of Gold

Feb 24, 2023

I kept the guitar pick in my jacket pocket for five days.

I told myself it was practical. She'd come back for the book eventually - Graham confirmed he had a copy of Before the Heartstone buried somewhere in his personal hoard, which meant it could take anywhere from an afternoon to a geological era to locate, and when she did, I'd hand her the pick and that would be that. Lost and found. Simple transaction. Nothing to think about.

Except I kept thinking about it.

Not constantly. Not obsessively. Just, in the margins. Walking to class, I'd feel the smooth edge of it shift against my thigh through the fabric and remember the way she'd turned it between her fingers like she was keeping time with something invisible. Sitting in the cafeteria, I'd catch myself looking at the door whenever someone walked in with dark hair and a messenger bag. Lying in bed at night, I'd hold it up to the ceiling light and trace the treble clef with my thumb.

It was nothing. A guitar pick. A piece of plastic worth less than a dollar.

My ring was worth a lifetime of guaranteed love, and it hadn't made me feel a single thing in ten days.

Stop it, I thought. You're being ridiculous.

I put the pick in my nightstand drawer and closed it.

I lasted two hours before I took it back out and slipped it into my jacket again.




Dinner at the Miller house followed the same script every night.

Mom cooked. Dad set the table. I pretended to be busy with homework until Mom called me down, at which point I would sit in my chair and brace for impact.

"So." Mom set a plate of pasta in front of me and sat down with the energy of a detective about to crack a case. "Any glow today?"

"Mom-"

"I'm just asking! It's a normal question. Mrs. Patterson said her daughter's ring glowed after only two weeks. Two weeks, Jacob."

"Mrs. Patterson's daughter also got matched to a guy who collects toenail clippings, so maybe speed isn't everything."

"That's a rumor," Mom said, though her expression suggested she wasn't entirely sure. "And that's not the point. The point is-"

"Alice." Dad's voice was quiet, but it landed pressing against my brake pedal. "Let the kid eat."

Mom looked at him. Then at me. Then at my ring, which sat on my finger doing absolutely nothing, as usual.

"I'm just excited for you," she said, softer now. "You know that, right?"

"I know, Mom."

She reached across the table and squeezed my hand, the one with the ring. Her fingers lingered there for a moment, and I could feel the warmth of her own ring against my skin. Hers and Dad's had glowed steadily for as long as I'd been alive. A constant, low-grade pulse of gold light that I'd grown up treating as background radiation. Normal. Permanent. Proof that the system delivered on its promise.

"It'll happen," she said. "The right person is out there. The ring just needs time."

I nodded. Smiled. Ate my pasta.

Across the table, Dad twirled his fork in silence. His eyes drifted to the window, where the last of the daylight was bleeding out of the sky. His ring glowed against Mom's, warm and steady and perfectly matched.

But his eyes looked like they were somewhere else entirely.




Danny and Megan had been together for eight months, and they fought about everything.

Not big, dramatic, screaming fights. Little ones. Constant ones. The kind of low-grade bickering that sounded like a radio stuck between stations.

"You said you'd text me when you got home," Megan said, sliding into the booth across from Danny at the campus café. She had the look of someone assembling an argument the way other people assembled furniture - methodically, with barely contained frustration.

"I did text you."

"You sent me a thumbs-up emoji at 1 AM. That's not a text, Danny. That's a cry for help."

"It was an affirmative thumbs-up! It communicated that I was alive and home and in a positive emotional state!"

"It communicated that you're emotionally twelve."

I sat next to Danny, stirring my coffee and trying very hard not to exist. Being the third wheel in a ring-matched couple's argument was like being trapped in a car wash: loud, disorienting, and you couldn't leave until it was over.

Megan turned to me. She had sharp brown eyes and the kind of no-nonsense energy that made you feel like she could read your browsing history just by looking at you. "Jacob, tell your friend that a thumbs-up emoji is not an acceptable replacement for human communication."

"I'm not getting involved."

"Smart man," Danny said.

"Don't encourage him," Megan said.

And then, just like that - she leaned across the table, grabbed the collar of Danny's jacket, and kissed him. Not a long kiss. A quick, firm, almost irritated one, like she was punctuating a sentence she hadn't finished yet.

Danny blinked. "What was that for?"

"For being alive at 1 AM. Now buy me a scone."

He grinned and slid out of the booth, and as he passed her, their rings pulsed in unison, a brief, synchronized flash of gold that neither of them seemed to notice anymore. The same way you stop hearing the hum of a refrigerator after a while. Background noise. Taken for granted.

I watched them and felt a twinge tighten in my chest. Not jealousy, exactly. More like hunger. They weren't perfect - they argued about texts and emojis and whose turn it was to drive, but they were real. Their love wasn't the fairy tale I'd grown up expecting. It was messy and loud and annoying, and it looked like the best thing in the world.

My ring sat on my finger, cold and quiet, silent, dead, useless.

Megan caught me looking at it. Her expression softened, just for a beat, just enough.

"Hey," she said. "It took Danny's ring three weeks to match. You're at, what, ten days?"

"Eleven."

"So you've got time." She paused. "Also, stop spinning it. You're going to unscrew your finger."

"That's exactly what I said!" Danny called from the counter.

I stopped spinning the ring. I hadn't realized I'd started.




On Thursday, something happened on campus that I couldn't stop thinking about.

I was crossing the quad between classes, earbuds in, not paying attention to anything except the lecture notes I was trying to memorize, when I heard shouting. Not angry shouting, more like jeering. The kind of sharp, mocking laughter that travels across open spaces and makes your stomach drop even before you know who it's aimed at.

A group of students had clustered near the fountain. At the center was a girl, maybe nineteen, short red hair, holding a stack of textbooks against her chest against her chest. She wasn't saying anything. She was just standing there, chin up, face carefully blank, while two guys and a girl circled her with the lazy cruelty of people who knew no one would stop them.

"Check it out - bare finger."

"Hollow! Hey, are you Hollow?"

"Is it true the stone cracked when you touched it?"

The girl with the red hair didn't respond. She shifted her textbooks to one arm and kept walking. But I could see her hand, her left hand, ringless, clenched so tight that her knuckles had gone white.

One of the guys stepped into her path. "Where's your ring, Hollow? Did you lose it, or did the stone just not want you?"

I stopped walking. My earbuds were still in, but I'd stopped hearing the lecture notes. I was watching the girl's face, the way she kept it blank, controlled, like she'd built a wall behind her eyes and was standing behind it. Like this wasn't the first time. Like this was Tuesday.

I should have spoken. I should have walked over and told them to back off. That's what a decent person would have done.

Instead, I stood there and watched as a campus security guard wandered over and the group dispersed, still laughing. The girl with the red hair adjusted her textbooks and walked away without looking back.

I stood in the quad for a long time after she was gone, my ring suddenly very heavy on my hand.

One in five hundred people. That's what the statistics said. One in five hundred never received a ring. And I'd always thought of it as an abstract number, a tragic but distant fact, like knowing that somewhere in the world, it was raining.

But that girl's face. That careful blankness. That fist clenched so hard her knuckles went white.

That wasn't abstract. That was a person who'd been taught, every single day, that she was broken.

I thought about the bookstore girl. About her bare left hand. About the way she hadn't looked at my ring, not because she didn't notice it, but maybe because she'd learned not to.

My ring pulsed cold. I shoved my hand in my pocket, fingers closing around the guitar pick instead.




Graham found the book on Friday.

"It was behind the radiator," he said, dropping a battered hardcover onto the counter with the casual indifference of someone returning a borrowed pen. "Been there since, I'd estimate, the Clinton administration."

I picked it up. Before the Heartstone: A History of Love Without Magic by Aldric Voss. The cover was water-stained and the spine was cracked in three places, but the pages were intact. It smelled like dust and old glue and something faintly chemical, the scent of a book that had been forgotten for so long it had started composting.

"This is it?"

"That's it. Voss was a crank, by the way. Spent his whole career arguing that the Heartstone was discovered, not divine. University fired him. Died in obscurity." Graham adjusted his glasses. "Excellent writer, though."

I turned the book over in my hands. On the back cover, a faded author photo showed a stern-looking man with wild eyebrows and the expression of someone who'd been proven right about something no one wanted to hear.

"The girl who wanted this," I said. "Did she leave a name? A number?"

"She left a guitar pick."

"Besides that."

"No." Graham gave me a look, the specific look he reserved for moments when he knew something I didn't and was deciding how long to let me twist. "But she comes to this shop once a month, regular as rent. Has for about a year. Always looking for books nobody else wants." He paused. "She'll be back."

I set the book behind the counter, on the shelf where we kept special orders. I wrote a sticky note, HOLD, For guitar pick girl, and pressed it to the cover.

Graham watched me do this without comment. Which, from Graham, was basically a standing ovation.




She didn't come back that week. Or the next.

I started to wonder if I'd imagined her. Not literally, the guitar pick was real, I could feel it in my pocket every time I reached for my keys, but the feeling. The easiness of the conversation. The way she'd smiled like it cost her something, and she'd decided I was worth the expense. Had I built that up in my head? Was I attaching significance to a five-minute interaction with a stranger because my ring wasn't doing its job and I needed something to feel significant?

Probably. Almost certainly.

Danny would have told me I was being dramatic. Megan would have told me I was projecting. Graham would have told me to go shelve the fiction returns.

They would all have been right.

It was a Sunday evening, two weeks and three days after the Ceremony, when it happened.

I was in my room, supposedly writing a paper on economic theory, actually staring at the ceiling and thinking about nothing useful. The guitar pick was on my desk next to my laptop. My ring was doing its usual impression of a very expensive piece of nothing.

And then. Warmth.

Not from the pick. From the ring.

I sat up so fast I nearly fell off the bed. My ring was warm. Not glowing, not blazing gold the way Derek's had, not pulsing or shimmering or doing anything visible at all. But warm. Unmistakably, undeniably warm, in a way it hadn't been since the Ceremony Master had placed it on my finger.

I held my hand up. Stared at it. Turned it in the light.

Nothing visible. But the warmth was there, faint, deep, steady. Like a pilot light flickering on somewhere inside the metal.

My heart was hammering. My mouth went dry.

This is it. This is the beginning.

I grabbed my phone. Almost texted Danny. Almost texted Mom. Almost posted something online that I would have regretted for the rest of my life.

Instead, I sat on the edge of my bed, held my hand against my chest, and felt the ring pulse warm against my heartbeat.

Somewhere out there - somewhere in this city, maybe this neighborhood, maybe closer than I thought - someone's ring was answering mine.

I closed my eyes and smiled.

And in my jacket pocket, hanging on the back of my desk chair, the guitar pick sat in the dark, cooling to room temperature.




The ring was waking up. And I was so busy listening for its voice that I almost missed the one that mattered.

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Clari
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how did he know Emily was his perfect match? does the ring tell him somehow when he's close to her? or does he put it on her?

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