*Kai's POV*
Its been a week since i was discharged from the hospital and i had the choice to either get put into the system or live with Mr.smith, and as you can guess i chose him.
I like living here its very cozy and i don't have to feel scared to come home because i think im gonna come home to a abusive/drunk father.
I also get fed really well, because Mr.smith is a really good cook. Mr.smith treats me as if i was his own little brother and i appreciate all of his effort.
Even though im getting treated kindly i still continue to work so i can make enough money to rent my own apartment so i wont trouble Mr.smith anymore.
He told me not to worry about it but he still has a life and i don't want to become a big priority, he has done enough for me and im happy.
But happiness cant fix everything, sometimes i get these nightmares about that night i remember everything, i remember my dad's hateful eyes and i remember the pain of the glass breaking on my head i remember his hands gripping my neck so tightly that it was hard to even speak or breathe.
I don't tell Mr.smith about the nightmares because i don't want to trouble him anymore, he thinks im getting better and i want him to worry less about me.
I hope mom is happy for me i know i haven't met her before but i feel like were connected and i want to share my life with her as much as can, you know since im basically the reason she died in the first place.
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"im home" Mr.smith said while walking in the house and taking off his coat and shoes.
"oh hi Mr.smith how was work" i say while peaking from out the kitchen. "work was fine. what are you doing in the kitchen."
"Oh im just making some dinner" i say while putting my hands behind my back in a suspicious way.
"wow you can cook" Mr.smith says looking at me with a bright and shocked face.
"well no i cant really i mean i was living off of fast food and random stuff and could find so i didn't really have the time to learn how to cook" i say averting my eye's from his bright face.
"BUT! I've been watching you cook and I've watched quite a few YouTube tutorials and i picked up some tricks, So i made some spaghetti for you" I say smiling brightly at Mr.smith.
Mr.smith chuckles and walks over to me and rubbed my head, I look up at him and pouted. Why is he laughing at me i was trying to do something nice.
"oh don't be like that im not making fun of you, your just cute, your like a cute little brother." he said smiling down at me.
"yeah, yeah stop treating me like a kid." i say removing his hand from my head." aww is baby kai,kai maddd." he said taunting me.
I look at him with disgust ah i hate it when he uses a baby voice to taunt me how can such a grown man be such a baby at the same time ughh.
Maybe i should send him to a nursing home before its to late, just kidding he is only 24...sadly. "stop acting like a baby and go sit ill get your food ready."
"ok, ok ill go sit now." he says prating away to the table. What is he a horse.
I go back into the kitchen and fix me and Mr.smith a plate of spaghetti. I hope he likes it, if he doesn't then im still gonna force him to eat it all, because i spent over hour trying to perfect this.
I walk into the dining room and set his and mines plates down and then i sit. "its been a while since someone cooked for me." he said while picking up his fork.
"Your welcome" i said with a smirk. I kept looking at him waiting for him to try it, i hope he likes it. He picks the spaghetti up with his fork and eats it.
Its silent for a bit, until he breaks the silence, "mmm this is delicious" he says smiling deeply with his eyes closed.
"im glad you like it" i say feeling proud with a smirk creeping onto my face. I lower my head down to hide it.
A few minutes later were both done eating and im about to get up to clean the dishes but Mr.smith stops me.
"wait a minute kai i need to talk to you about something" he said grinning with his eyes while also sweating. Is he sick, he's only 24 he cant be dying already, right?
"um ok what is it." i say concerned.
"i was wondering how would you feel about school." I look at Mr.smith confused. huh why is he talking about school right now.
"what do you mean." I say with a confused look. "I've been thinking you said you haven't been to school right? Well i was thinking you seem to be fine now and you have to get some what of a education, so i was wondering if you would want to try out school, I mean unless your not ready yet? cause its totally your choice."
I cant tell him im not ready yet because he would worry about me and then i might have to tell him about the nightmares and im not ready to be treated like a mental kid.
"umm well...i...im ok with it, it seems fine to me." i say while laughing nervously.
"REALLY! your ok with it? Ok good ill get you signed up immediately" he says while getting up and running to his office.
I get up from the table and get the dirty dishes and walk to the sink. Am i really ready for something like that what if they don't like me what if they do what my dad did to me.
I felt something wet come onto my face ugh i was crying i wipe my face and i finish doing the dishes.
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Huh where am i, wait isn't this. No i cant be back here no i cant its so dark i wanna leave. Was it all a dream, was my happiness a dream.
"PLEASE LET ME OUT, SOMEONE PLEASE" i say crying out. I want to go back to Mrs. smith.
"WHAT DID I SAY ABOUT CRYING" i heard a familiar voice say, wait isn't that dads voice no i thought he was gone.
My dad walks into the dark room with a belt in his hand and he walks up to me "no dad im sorry ill be a good i wont cry anymore i promise please don't hurt me."i say crying out.
"What did i say about crying. Take your shirt off and face the wall."
"dad please im sorry." i say crying out and begging on my knee's. "TAKE OFF YOU SHIRT AND TURN AROUND" he demanded.
I continue to cry and i take off my shirt and face the wall after i face the wall he begins to hit me over and over again with the belt, on my back.
"dad pleaseeee!" i say crying out again, but he didn't listen he just kept hitting me over and over again.
What did i do to deserve this i was finally happy well at lest i thought i was, i guess, i don't deserve happiness.
He kept hitting me until my back was full of blood, after a while he stopped he then left the room i fell to the ground.
Haha i thought i could be happy huh, yeah me happy i don't even deserve happiness i deserve this, i shouldn't even be alive haha.
I started to burst out crying.
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I wake up drenched in tears and i was shivering, ugh i thought i had forgotten but i guess not haha. I started to tear up again but i wiped them away fast.
Don't let the pain show kai.
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*A/N* That's the end of this chapter. I feel so bad for kai, and before y'all say something, i would like to remind y'all that this story is completely fictional and if your uncomfortable with this content then you are free to leave i don't mind. You can go ahead and tell me how you feel about the story in the comments and leave some ideas for me to make the story better.
OH and i will not be showing pictures of what i think the characters should look because i want y'all to have your own idea of what they look like, because i don't even know what they look like either so let your imagination run free. Ok byee*.
Kai- *cries*
Author(kory)- its ok let it out "kai-kai"
Kai- *glares*
Author(kory)- hehe
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