***Previously on The Feels ******

 "Why was she all up on you". I looked up at him with disbelief, what does that have to do with him? "Are you kidding me what does that have to do with you, I don't have to explain shit to you". I responded. He grabbed my neck, but didn't choke me, he applied just the right amount of pressure not to hurt me. Once he did that I felt weird, something was happening to me, cuz there's no way, I would like when Dre chokes me. I tried hard to suppress the moans from leaving my lips, but it was too late, cuz one had escaped my lips . 

Dre's POV:

After all the shit that I pulled at Andrew's party to Alex I feel bad but I thought it was a way to kind to get over this crush I have on him, I knew if he only you knew he'd probably wouldn't want me, the way I want him or our friendship will be damaged from this revelation, I thought about me messing with Lindsey, I could use her to get over him but it's not working, I mean she's not really my type, and now that I think about it she's so different from what I pictured her out to be, don't get me wrong she's a sweet girl but I really can't get into her due to the fact, I still managed to keep thinking about him my thoughts are always occupied by him, FUCK!!!, Why did it have to be my best friend. So when I saw Alex with Devin my blood just boiled, and I knew my true emotions towards the matter would show, since Alex looked at me, he knew when I get mad, or irritated as something.

My jealousy just got to the better of me and, I just couldn't take it anymore, next thing I know,I was grabbing Alex away stringing him down the hall to the West Wing of the school where it's completely vacant. I pulled Alex into the classroom and shut the door and pushed him on  a desk. I trapped him on the desk so he wouldn't leave, and would actually look at me and explain to me what was that shit, I know he was angry at me but part of me still knew that Alex still held sympathy for me since  I'm his best friend at least I still think I am, right now. But the bottom line is I wanted him explain to me what was that shit in the hallway with Devin. I stared at him for a minute before saying "Why was she all up on you". As soon as those words left my mouth I looked up at Alex's reaction, he looked up at me as he was stunned or a look of disbelief of what I'm asking him. He sighed and took a deep breath, this told me he was angry, he then spoke and said "Are you kidding me what does that have to do with you, I don't have to explain shit to you". He spoke with anger but I was angry too, I grab Alex neck and make sure he was looking at me, I slightly put just amount of pressure on it so he understood what I was about to say. Before I could say anything I looked at Alex and saw he was bitting his lip, next thing I knew I heard a moan escape his lips. 

I looked at him with disbelief, but I can't lie that shit had me smiling, and I felt my dick jump a little, the position I had him in , and the way he was looking right now, bitting his lips, and that Moan, was doing shit to me. I leaned in just enough for our nose to be rubbing against each other. I looked into his eyes, and we was just full blown starring at each other. "What are you doing Dre ", "what I want". Before Alex could speak, I caught his lips in a kiss, I was kissing him slow, and I bit his bottom lip for him to open his mouth, he opened it and pushed harder for the kiss, I was craving it, I was ravishing his mouth, Alex kept moaning within the kisses.

I moved back from the desk and whispered in his ears, "Up", he then jumped in my arms, wrapped his legs around my waist, and rested his arm's on my shoulders. I walked us to wall, not breaking the kiss and pushed him against it, one of my hands was cupping his ass while other made it to his neck, as I aggressively kissed him, the kissed lasted for a couple more seconds, until Alex removed his legs from my waist and slid down from me onto the floor.

"Why did you do that Dre, I'm seeing someone, and that someone is Devin and you know that, and aren't you with Lindsey" I scoffed cuz ngl that had me 💢 mad, if only he knew what he be doing to me, nobody can compare to him. I got out my head and spoke back, "You do know your ass kissed me back, don't act like ur so innocent in all this" I said, he looked at me all annoyed 😠, in which I ignored cuz he knew I had a point, "This can't ever happen again Dre, I mean it I'm in a relationship now with Devin, and your with Lindsey". Ngl I was done playing the nice guy in all this ,trying to distance myself, to cover up and get rid of my feelings for him. Imma go for what I want,  I want him, and I'mma get him, that's that. I'm not playing these games with my heart no More, shit. I spoke up and said "wym me and Lindsey, where nothing, and I mean that fr, but that thing with you and Devin cut that shit out stop playing, cuz that's not happening" I said. He looked at me irritated AF, and pushed me , "Dre I'm not breaking up with my girlfriend because you told me to, the fuck". This time he pushed me off of him with all his strength, and b-lined straight for the door and left.

"FUCK"!!!!