Let me take this time to tell you a little bit about myself... 

I'm a man who is nearly 40 years old and who has lived somewhat of a traumatic life. 

I have had narcissistic parents who were physically and verbally abusive. I remember being hit with the metal edge of a belt and being made to kneel on grains of rice. And also being punched in the gut by my dad. My mom was the more abusive one though. 

My parent's relationship was very turbulent. I remember them constantly arguing and fighting over the most petty things. No exaggeration... They fight 90% of 365 days a year. The other 10% was ignoring and silent treatment of each other which I don't even count as "fighting". 

Their negativity was too much that if they can't unleash their negative energy on each other, it was unleashed on me and my brothers. 

I also was a bullied incel loser low value male during my school days. 

By "bullying" I don't mean how many people define it nowadays of just saying mean things and maybe excluding people socially. I mean literally being physically assaulted in the school hallway and having to physically fight and defend myself a lot. It got actually so bad that when I was going to school, I cared more about leveling up in fighting than my school grades. 

The bullying only stopped when I developed a reputation of being a "rabid street dog". (ASKALUL - Asong Kalyeng Ulol) 

Anyway, that's my back story in a nutshell. Throughout life, I've dealt with bouts of depression and suicidal thoughts. Attempted suicide twice. One around 1999 and the other one around 2004 or 2005. 

And through the angst and tears I have pushed through and I am still very much alive and kicking today. 

This will be a compilation of rants I have about religion, philosophy, politics, and about life in general. I hope these rants will help you through life and assist you in overcoming the darkness that seeks to kill, steal, and destroy. 

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1 Timothy 6:12

Fight the good fight of faith, lay hold on eternal life, whereunto thou art also called, and hast professed a good profession before many witnesses.

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