I don't know why I even exist. Why don't I just end it all? It's useless to continue living if I just get raped all night. I can't, though. I promised Bella I'll live on, even if she's gone. I hear a knock. It's Ms. Hannko. "Rory! Are you okay? Can I come in?" I let out a sigh and answered, "Yes." She walks into the room. I've changed my bandages since last night. When she comes in, I flinch."Rory, sweetie. Do you want to talk about what happened last night? Did someone do something to you?" I look away, tears forming in my eyes. "You're not acting normal. You can tell me anything, you know." Ms. Hannko crouches down in front of me and wipes my teary cheek."Nakuto..." I trail off. I don't want to say it, but I have to. I take a deep breath and say it.  "He...he took advantage of the state that I was in last night and then forced himself on me. It hurts a lot." She didn't say anything, she just stared, disappointed.  I felt so terrible. I couldn't stand her expression.  "Rory..why didn't you tell me earlier?" Her voice broke. "I was scared. I thought... I thought he was going to hurt me or you if I said something." I spoke so fast, hoping she couldn't understand. She just sighed and walked away. I felt so useless. What was wrong with me?