Raun's POV

Things have been going pretty much as I expected them to. A week passed by and Scar already has her new partner, yes, it was the guy she showed me when she stayed at my house.

It turns out that that guy goes to our school, once she knew about it, she befriended him and hit it off with him.

I predict that they'll last at least two months. 

All of her relationships always start with dating a guy who she will be lovey-dovey with her at first 2 to 3 months and they'll have fights in which the guy will get busy or just go cold towards her. In short, they are all assholes, that's her type. 

I want to be the one for her but I guess my stubbornness is preventing me from doing it. I'm selfish and full of greed. I know when she gets hurt she will come my way again and again. I may have her body on my hands but I can never be the one who she will flaunt around as her lover. 

After all, it's just a one-sided wish on my part, I can't blame her. I'm a greedy person after all.

Three days passed by and she was always by her new boyfriend's side, laughing, flirting all around the school campus as if she wasn't broken-hearted just a few days ago. 

I can feel myself getting angry the more I think about it.

I huff and stand up, I walk towards the emergency exit which is closer to where my car is parked at. I try to calm myself down but the image of her fucking with that boy is not getting out of my head. 

I fished out my car keys to unlock my door when I saw two silhouettes just around the corner of the parking lot, they keep on moving as if they were in a hurry.  

Being a curious cat, I wanted to know what was going on, so I walked toward it to look closer. I can feel my body shaking, my hands getting sweaty as I balled 'em up. 

''Fuck, you are one sexy bitch!'' says the guy as he pounds her, his left hand tightly holding her jaw while she moans in ecstasy.

I wanted to get in there and rip him to pieces but I don't have the right to do so. I'm just her friend.

Man, this hurts more than I thought - I say to myself as I slowly take a step back from the scene.

With each step, I take closer to my car the more painful it gets. 

Everything is blurry on the way back home but I remember wiping my tears before coming into the house.

*****

A few days went by, I didn't bother looking at her, I erased all of my social media accounts and just focused on the things I have to do. Right now, our professor gave us an assignment that consists of a journey to a place we get to pick but the thing is this is a work for two. 

Now, who is gonna be the person who got left out?

I scan around the classroom to see who is the only student without a partner, it turns out there is one. 

I walk closer to her to partner up with her. 

It's my first time seeing her, even though we are already in our 4th month of the school year. 

Her black hair just goes above her slender shoulder, and below her lips, there are four moles that form a trapezium shape, her eyes have two colors which are brown and blue which I find fascinating, below her right eye there are two small moles. And her nose is not sharp as mine but is adorable.

I smile at the thought of just pinching it or even just playing with it.

''What are you laughing about?'' she asked angrily before grabbing her pencil and starting sharpening it in a way that I think she is angry.

''I'm laughing about my own ideas.'' I proceed to go beside her and sit on the chair next to hers. ''Hi, I'm Rau-'' I tried to introduce myself but was cut off by her slamming her freshly sharpened pencil on the table.

''I know who you are,'' she looked up at me, her eyes fully concentrated on every move I make. ''Say it directly, don't beat around the bush.'' she huffed.

''Okay, '' I scratched my head, feeling a bit nervous all of a sudden. ''I want to ask if you wanna be my partner for the assignmen-''

''Deal!'' she immediately answered and grabbed her bag then started walking out of the classroom. 

I just stared at her dumbfounded. 

Weren't we supposed to plan out our journey?

''What are you sitting there for? Pick your heavy butt up, we have to plan our tour.''

What's with this girl?!

To be continued.