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Obsession (BxB)

S3 C7 - P2

S3 C7 - P2

May 31, 2023

I stepped inside Haru's office, stifling another cough as the door shut softly behind me. He was on the phone, his sharp eyes flickering toward me before he gestured for me to take a seat.

I quietly plopped down onto the familiar couch, setting his cup of coffee on the table. A dull, persistent ache throbbed in my head, and I leaned back against the backrest, closing my eyes for a moment, hoping to ease the pounding in my temples.

So... They all think that I'm... I'm Haru's—

"Myung, where have you been? Why weren't you answering your phone?" Haru's voice cut through my thoughts, dragging me back to reality. "Don't tell me you're sulking because of what I said!"

I blinked my eyes open slowly, watching him rise from his chair and stride toward me with his usual air of authority.

"I just took a coffee break," I muttered, my voice raspier than I expected.

Haru frowned slightly. "Why did you go alone then? You should've asked me to tag along," he said, sitting beside me and picking up the coffee cup I had brought.

"I was with someone," I replied casually, rubbing my face in exhaustion.

His hand froze mid-air, the cup hovering near his lips. "With who?" His voice carried an edge—something between curiosity and annoyance.

"Miss Jang," I answered, leaning forward and resting my elbows on my knees. The mere mention of her name made Haru avert his gaze, his jaw tightening as he mumbled under his breath, clearly irritated.

"Her again..."

A bitter smirk tugged at the corner of my lips. "Why does it bother you so much?" My thoughts drifted back to the lip balm incident.

Haru shot me a sharp glance, his fingers gripping the coffee cup a little too tightly. "I don't like that girl. Why do you hang out with her?"

I gritted my teeth, swallowing the frustration bubbling inside me. "Because," I said slowly, staring at the floor, "as you can see, she's the only one here who actually treats me like a real person... someone I can be friends with."

Haru's gaze darkened as he set his cup down with a soft thud. He turned slightly toward me, his voice firm but laced with something deeper. "I'm your friend here, and we work together every day. Why would you even need someone else when you have me?" His voice hardened, his frustration barely concealed. "Why are you trying so hard to blend in with them when you don't have to?! I told you—I'll handle everything for you!"

A lump formed in my throat, but I forced myself to meet his gaze, my expression hardening with resolve. "This is why they think like that..."

"What?" Haru's brows furrowed, confusion flashing across his face.

I sighed, the weight of everything pressing down on me like an invisible burden I couldn't shake off. "You're acting like you're my lover or something... when all you really feel is pity." My voice was barely above a whisper, yet it sliced through the thick tension hanging between us. "You know this oversteps my boundaries, right? I'm not obligated to only hang out with you." I hesitated, swallowing the lump in my throat. "You've always had girlfriends come and go... even friends, while I'm just..." My words trailed off, my gaze falling to the floor, unable to finish the thought aloud.

What am I even saying?

A pang of guilt gnawed at my chest, making it harder to breathe. I shouldn't treat him like this just because people are misjudging us... or because I'm struggling at work.

I drew in a shaky breath, forcing the words out. "I'm sorry... I shouldn't have said that." My voice wavered, laced with remorse as I glanced up at him. Haru's expression remained unreadable, but the flicker of hurt in his dark eyes was unmistakable. "You've helped me more than I deserve... saved me more times than I can count, and yet I still have the audacity to act like this."

He got up from the couch, his lips pressed into a thin line, before he turned away without a word. His footsteps echoed against the silence as he walked back to his desk, each step feeling heavier than the last. "You may leave now. I've got documents to check." His voice was distant, clipped—shutting me out completely.

I sat there, fists clenched tightly in my lap, staring down at the floor as regret coursed through me like a tidal wave. I'm such a jerk... The lump in my throat swelled, and before I could stop it, tears welled up in my eyes, blurring my vision. "I'm sorry," I whispered again, but this time, my voice cracked under the weight of my emotions.

Haru's footsteps halted. I heard the rustle of fabric as he turned to face me again. His voice, sharper this time, cut through the fragile atmosphere like a blade. "Why are you apologizing?" He asked. "You're right anyway."

I flinched as he took a slow step closer, his towering presence making me feel small, and trapped. "Just because I've been helping you," he said, his voice steady but laced with something darker, "doesn't mean I should expect anything in return."

His fingers curled under my chin with a gentleness that contradicted the tension crackling in the air, lifting my face to meet his gaze. His eyes were now distant, icy, holding me in place with an unsettling intensity.

"I get it," he continued, his tone dangerously calm. "If I'm not enough for you... I totally understand."

A shiver crawled down my spine, and my chest tightened, the weight of his words pressing down on me like an anchor. I had always feared this side of Haru—the side that made me feel as though I were standing on the edge of a cliff, one step away from falling into the unknown.

"No, you're..." My breath hitched, and before I could stop it, a tear slipped down my cheek, hot and uninvited. "You're more than enough," I stammered, my voice cracking under the weight of my emotions. Panic clawed at my insides, raw and overwhelming. "I won't talk to her anymore if you don't like it." The words spilled from my lips before I could even think, desperate and pleading. "None of them..."

Haru's gaze bore into mine, his grip on my chin lingering for a moment before he let go. "You know what's best, Myung." His voice was quiet yet absolute, wrapping around me like a vice. "I'll step back... just as you want."

My lips trembled, my body screaming at me to say something—anything—but all I could do was shake my head, fighting to hold back the storm of emotions threatening to overflow. "No..." I whispered, swallowing hard. "You're... more experienced than me. I should listen to you..."

The terrible realization settled deep in my bones, suffocating me.

Without him, I'd lose myself.

Without him, I was nothing.


Love, sympathy, and obsession,

Three seemingly distinct entities,

Yet they are often intertwined into a complex web of human emotion.

As we explore the depths of the human psyche, the thin line between them blurs, casting a shadow over our hearts.

Love, a profound feeling, can descend into Obsession, a force that consumes and enslaves.

Sympathy, once a gesture of kindness, can transform into a trap, entangling the sympathizer in the emotional turmoil.

And so, we find ourselves treading the dangerous path of the human heart, where love, sympathy, and obsession coexist in a tumultuous dance.



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#loveandhate #friendstolovers #sadending #drama #bl #bxb #Redflag #Truestory #lgbtq #Toxic

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[Based on a true story] [Friends to lovers]
[Genre: Dark Romance, Drama]

"Myung, you can lean on me...
Let me help you..." That's what Haru told
Me when I needed someone to rely on.

Haru was a boy who I'd never thought about getting involved with him since our personalities were 180 degrees opposite of each other.
He was like a hot, sunny day, and I was like a gloomy, cloudy day.
However, we became friends, and even
More than that...

"If I hadn't accepted your help at that
time, would things have been
different?...
If I just hadn't fallen in love with you, would
I have been less broken than I am
now?...
I wish I had stayed nothing more than a
friend to you..."
That's what I keep thinking about these days.

This work contains manipulation, toxic behavior, Sexual assault(in Myung's past), and self-harm. Reader discretion is advised.

Also, I randomly used Korean names because I couldn't use my nationality for some reason.
Any similarity between these names and real persons is just a coincidence...
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