she then looked me in the eyes for a minute, then grabbed my shirt and pulled me close, kissing me. she was kissing me. did she finally love me all because of a promise. 

 

she knew I'd keep it no matter what, it's why she added the words if she were to die. though that wouldn't happen, I'd die first, by protecting her with my very own life. in truth I was absolutely obsessed with her. was it because of the mate bond. I think it was more of a mix between my own feelings and my wolfs feelings. as long as she was by my side I didn't have to worry about a single thing. I would destroy the world for her. I wonder if she knew that? 

I wonder if she actually knew the lengths I would go for her. I don't think she did. I closed my eyes as I began to kiss her back. what would she do if she knew the past me, what would she think? 

it was a question that constantly crossed my mind over the past few months. how would she react if she knew I was actually a monster. how would she react if she knew I'd killed thousands of wolves out of annoyance. what would she do if she knew the only reason she almost crashed into me that night was because I was originally going to declare a war against Nathans pack. 

I figured it was better if she didn't know any of that of course. if she knew she wouldn't come near me. I wouldn't be able to live with that. honestly it was absolutely amazing. if I hadn't met her that night thousands more wolves would have died in a useless war to gain more territory. but because she almost crashes into me and just so happened to be my long awaited mate it changed the course of everything.

the power she had over me from day one was unimaginable. she didn't even have to say a word and she stopped me from creating more death. "your the person from the other car?" those were her first words to me. the very words that made me become obsessed with her. she said it so weakly yet so concerned, and for a stranger she didn't even know existed. 

she was seriously injured from the accident and it made me angry. but as soon as the beta of the neighboring pack showed up in his wolf form I knew right away how important she was to that pack, that also meant she had people in it she cared about. it was slightly annoying, I only wanted her to focus completely on me, not any one else.

after the ambulance came that night I got back into my car and drove to Nathans pack house. I entered right at the best part to. so I just decided to watch as I stood in the door way

"if she dies I swear to the moon goddess you will to" beta Derek told him as Nathans face was filled with shock that quickly switched to anger. "what the hell are you talking about?" Nathan asked. that's when I decided to make my presence known "I think I can answer that!" I said now fully entering the dinning room. "Alpha Chris it's good to see you" Nathan said sarcastically. 

"I gotta say congratulations Nathan, I didn't think getting your mate would change you so much" I said in a snarky tone. 

that was only the beginning from then on, I pissed him off so much that night I'm sure he cried himself to sleep.

after that over the next week I did some research on Amber and had someone keep an eyes on her to make sure she stayed safe. I learned she was 21 and was recently accepted into medical school. I also learned she had a small family that lead her coven and her older brother who I had a run in with not to long after the accident, traveled the country helping other packs connect with other covens.

it was only a few days later I had decided to call her to see how she was doing. the phone rang a few times before she finally answered.

"hello?" she answered. I could tell almost immediately that it was her by her beautiful voice. "Is this Amber Louis?" I asked attempting to sound normal. "yes may I ask who's calling?" she asked sounding confused. "of course, my Name is Christopher Morningstar Alpha of the neighboring pack" I said "oh Alpha Christopher? is there something I can help you with?" she asked still confused. with every word I began to want to see and talk to her even more.

we talked back and fourth for a few minutes. then she mentioned something that shocked me to my core.

"if it wasn't for you both baby and I wouldn't have survived!" she said happily. "your Pregnant?!" I said completely shocked. 'who the F**kwas the ass hole that got my mate pregnant. I wanted to tear who ever it was apart. but I knew i couldn't do that, so I did the only thing I could think of at the time and stayed calm. "yes I'm only 2 months but it still counts, anyway seriously thank you again your a literal life saver Alpha" she said thankful. 

I did my best to hurry and end the call although my wolf wanted to continue to hear her voice. but the moment I heard the beep indicating the call had ended I threw my phone through the wall completely destroying it and part of the wall.

"I want everything you have in Amber Lewis NOW!" I yelled In my alpha tone. was it a human another witch. it didn't matter I'd kill them either way. it never once occurred to me that she would be impregnated my another wolf more or less another alpha. 

it wasn't until I met Amber in person for the first time and really began to get to know her that my wolf and I decided to follow her lead.

To Be Continued