I never imagined calling Felix King my "boyfriend". Not sure if him being my boyfriend would make my life hell, make me question why this even happened, why do i like him, or... WHY TF—. I need to calm down. Felix is like a ticking time bomb. You say something he doesn't like.... BOOM! STUBBORN ARROGANT BITCH! Since I'm his boyfriend I need to make him happy. We both are into completely different things. I like sports, he hates sports. I like loud places, he prefers dark and cold places. We have nothing in common. Will this relationship even last? I asked him out to dinner. He just nodded and left. I texted him the time... He left me on seen. I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF HE'S COMING OR NOT! I look like a loser sitting alone, playing with a fork, waiting for my stubborn date to ARRIVE. I thought of leaving, until I saw Felix walking in. He wasn't wearing his normal black turtleneck sweater. Instead, he was wearing a very dark purple turtleneck crop top, with his black skinny jeans, and some of his hair was tied into a tiny ponytail with some hair hanging from the side and back. He looked so hot that I started looking at the menu. But I forgot, since he's my boyfriend, I should compliment him. 

" You look great today Felix." I said with a smile.

" Wish I could say the same about you." He said while looking me up and down.

" I didn't think you were gonna dress up."

" You invited me for dinner, not to one of your lame soccer games."

" They're not lame you brat."

" Mhmmm sure Xavier."

" Sorry I didn't dress well enough for you."

" It's ok. A guy like you can't always be perfect."

" Do you know what you wanna order?"

" I've known for a while now..."

" How was I supposed to know that you ordered?" I snapped.

" You should've asked me earlier." 

My mood was completely gone. I was so pissed at him. For being a complete loser he has so much attitude. I WAS EVEN BEING NICE. I ordered Tonkatsu, which is a Japanese dish that consists of a breaded, deep-fried pork cutlet. I don't even know what Felix ordered. When the waiter came over he just pointed at the menu and the waiter nodded. Like bro... What's all of the suspense for? We sat there for 15 minutes without talking to each other until the food came. 

" Ahh look! Our food came!" I said out of excitement. I WAS HUNGRY.

" Yeah no shit." 

" Bitch I was just saying." 

" Does It look like I care?" He said as he rolled his eyes.

" What did you even order?" I asked as I looked at his plate.

" Soba."

" What on earth is Soba?"

" I wouldn't expect a dumb blonde like you to understand."

" Fine whore. I'll look it up myself."

We both started eating. He even makes eating look elegant and pretty. Usually on other dates that are not TOXIC, couples are talking and laughing and being sweet to one another, while me and Felix are minding our own business. I tried to be romantic and flirt with him a bit.

" Wanna go and take a walk with me after dinner?" I asked hesitantly. 

" No."

" Are you even doing anything later?"

" I have my essay to complete."

" I can help."

" If you help me Xavier, I'll fail."

" I'm not dumb."

" Says the guy who couldn't dress well for dinner."

" If your definition of well is me naked, then that's not happening."

" What the fuck. You perv—"

" I wasn't the one constantly saying daddy in my sleep now was I?"

" You dick. You have zero class. Talking about that in a public place?"

" You should mind your mouth before you speak Felix."

" Or what? You gonna make me blonde like you?" He said with a smirk. 

That was it. I couldn't do this anymore. I would rather eat alone than eat with him. I called the waiter here and asked for a box to go. After putting all my food in the box, I paid the check and left. I went straight to Dan's room. 

" Oh my. Back so soon?" Dan said with a disappointing look on his face.

" Yeah."

" You looked pissed."

" I am pissed."

" Why did Felix not even show!?"

" I wish he didn't."

" Why? What happened?"

" HE'S SUCH A BITCH. EVEN WHEN I'M KIND TO HIM HE HAS TO BE SO STUBBORN! HE HAS ALL OF THIS BUILT UP ATTITUDE FOR HIMSELF IT'S FUCKING SHITTY!" I yelled.

" Dude. It's Felix."

" I'm fucking sick of his behavior. I thought he'll be nicer to me since I'm his boyfriend—"

" I think your type is " stubborn jackass". Which is Felix in this case."

" I don't wanna be with him."

" Bro you can't just ditch him. Didn't you say he has literally no one?"

" I don't fucking care! He needs to change his attitude."

" It's Felix, he won't respect you even though you're his boyfriend."

" I'll just break up with him—"

Just as I said that, someone knocked on the door. It was Felix.

" What are you doing here?" I asked.

" You dropped your ring." He said.

" Oh."

" Listen Xavier. I'm not going to change for you. This is WHO I AM. And if you wanna be with me... You need to accept me for me." He said that as he gave me the ring and walked away. I closed the door and looked at Dan.

" My life was going so well.... WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN NOW!?" I yelled again.

" BRO I WAS WATCHING THE MINIONS! DO I LOOK LIKE YOUR COUPLE THERAPY ASSISTANT!?" Dan snapped. 

I sighed and said goodbye. When I went back to my room... The door wasn't locked. Someone fucking broke in MY ROOM. As I quietly walked inside, Felix was sitting on my couch reading a book. 

" What are you doing here?" I asked.

" I finished my essay and got bored so I came in here."

" Does my room look like a playground to you?"

" If you're worried about me poisoning your already dead plants don't worry bitch."

" You can get the fuck out of my room if you're gonna be this way."

I left to go take a shower. I'm starting to wonder if he really did poison one of my plants. They're already about to die but... I'm doing my best. As I walked out of the shower Felix walked in. He just froze. He looked me up and down and started blushing. 

" I left my phone in here." He quickly said.

" Why would you leave your phone here?"

" I was taking a mirror selfie."

" You don't need to act so flustered. You literally fucked me."

He became silent. Guess he couldn't bear to see my heavenly body. 

" You're hot." said Felix while looking down.

" Guess you have respect for me when I'm naked huh."

" Don't get cocky you perv."

" Listen Felix. I hate to be mean—"

" Mean!? You made my life HELL XAVIER! We used to be friends back in highschool until you started treating me like shit! You've already treated me like shit! Can't get any worse now can it?"

" I can't be with you Felix." 

" Why? Because people are gonna make fun of you? What a di–"

" I DON'T WANT A TOXIC RELATIONSHIP!"

" IT'S JUST HOW I AM XAVIER!"

" I HAVE TRIED TO BE NICE TO YOU! BUT YOU KEEP ACTING LIKE A BITCH IT'S GETTING ANNOYING!"

" OH I'M THE BITCH!?"

" YEAH I GET THAT NO ONE EVER LOVED YOU SO YOU SHUT PEOPLE OUT! BUT WHEN SOMEONE IS TRYING TO LOVE YOU... YOU CAN'T DO THAT OR ELSE YOU GONNA LOSE THEM TO YOU WHORE!" I yelled. I got too angry there for a second. Felix just stood there in complete shock. He started clenching his hands.

" Sorry for bothering you..." He said gently. He grabbed his hoodie and walked out.