Beaver learned about Sima Yu's encounter with Zuo Jia Si the very night he returned.
　　Sima Yu didn't know how to mention it, so he ordered someone to lead Zuo Jia Si to the beaver.
　　Ah Beaver's mind had been in a daze since she heard the subordinate's words. Although the words the man brought were nothing more than, "His Highness said that the Empress looked to arrange a seat for her."
　　She answered ignorantly, and the man hurriedly excused himself.
　　Zuo Jia Si was first joyful, seeing Beaver's expression was not right, gradually also silent, clear black stubborn eyes looked at Beaver, asked, "A sister is not happy?"
　　Beaver didn't understand, was she supposed to be happy at this point?
　　Zuo Jiasi bit her lip, and her eyes immediately became watery. But no longer speak.
　　Beaver still arranged Zuo Jia Si in the hall where she originally lived.
　　Zuo Jiasi sends a branch of apricot flowers over every day, and when the apricot flowers are thankful, they finally stop communicating with each other.
　　Sima Yu went to Jingkou on this trip and missed the Shangbi Festival. The gathering of celebrities and goblets was a great event, so it was a pity to miss it. The city's sons and daughters who are familiar with him made up a goblet banquet at Dongshan Mountain to welcome him to the city.
　　It was already late spring and the weather was wet and warm. By nap time, the Eastern Palace was almost unheard of.
　　Sima Yu is not here, the beaver alone idle boredom, so went to the back garden. Passing by Zuo Jiasi's courtyard, she heard a "clicking" sound coming from the compartment. After hesitating for a moment, she went in to check.
　　--Zuo Jiasi was gnawing on a crab. When she saw Beaver come in, she lost her concentration for a moment and let the crab shell cut a slit on her mouth.
　　Beaver froze, seeing that she was about to cry out, but went up and wiped her off. Silently, he picked up the clippers again and helped peel the crab.
　　River crabs are only on in March, when they are at their leanest. And is the pond wild mud crab, originally not fat. The large shell, not much meat, the beaver got half a day, only to pick out a dish.
　　Just shove it at her and ask, "Why do you eat this stuff?"
　　Zuo Jia Si hung her head, "...... hungry."
　　"Let someone make it for you when you're hungry."
　　Zuo Jia Si still hung her head, "...... I don't want to instruct them."
　　--The maidservants are respectful on the face, but in their hearts they don't really look up to her. First of all, she is from a humble background, and this is the most a spell father's era. Secondly ...... is also sour grapes mentality, than the beauty than can not, then than the morality of the chant - precisely Zuo Jia Si was favored by the beaver, but took the opportunity to climb up the crown prince, just should be despised.
　　Zuo Jia Si has grown up around her brother and sister-in-law since she was a child, and she is especially sensitive to the eyes of others. Naturally, she could see it. So she refused to make extra trouble, preferring to go to the pond to fish for crabs by herself.
　　Beaver no longer had much to say to her, and after sitting withered for a while, he got up to leave.
　　Zuo Jia Si tugged on Beaver s sleeve, "Is A sister ...... A sister thinking the same thing? When I met the Crown Prince, Ah Sister didn't like me anymore." Her eyes rippled with tears as she looked at Ah Beaver, but she forced herself to refuse to cry out "But I originally came in to serve the Crown Prince. Why didn't Ah Sister blame me at that time?"
　　Beaver didn't know how to answer. Then it was silent.
　　Zuo Jia Si finally let go of her hand when she didn't make a sound, "I understand."
　　Zuo Jiasi is the sole favorite in the Eastern Palace.
　　Sima Yu came to see Beaver less and less often, but gradually began to send things to her house.
　　A beaver to those pearl coral, heart also do not know what taste. Sometimes she also felt that she was too unlucky, Sima Yu was good to her in every way, but just didn't love her. She doesn't even have a reason to feel resentment. Sometimes, she thought that the ambiguity between them is not a lucky thing. Karma stops here, she can still recognize her own position, will not give birth to any greedy desire.
　　Beavers were already slow on the emotional front, and this one quickly retreated back into its turtle shell.
　　So Q general self-congratulation: even if it is free love, there are still a lot of break-ups. Even if it is an alliance, there is still a change of love it. Even in the monogamous modern era, there are still people secretly package a second wife it - the human condition is fickle, love is originally unreliable things. He does not like you is not like you, can not force. He does not like you, you must not allow him to love someone else, not so overbearing.
　　She was crazy to come to ancient times to find any true love. It was madness to yearn for a prince to follow her from the beginning in an era of three wives and four concubines.
　　...... But what she can't lie to herself is that Sima Yu will indeed really love someone too. Will indeed also love no one but that one person.
　　She met a wonderful man. Unfortunately what this man likes in his heart is not her.
　　After Zuo Jia Si sealed Liang Di, it was inevitable that he would meet up with Beaver again.
　　Her face was taut, and even her gaze was averted from the beaver.
　　Beaver, however, could see that she wasn't having a good time.
　　She's solitary in nature, has no relatives, and is sensitive by nature. Her popularity was so bad that it was beyond measure. Other than the Crown Prince, almost no one liked her. Of course, besides the Crown Prince, she didn't like anyone either.
　　The Queen is especially displeased with her - the beaver is her carefully selected daughter-in-law, and the Prince two eyes to love each other, but the result of the killing of a Ling Ding orphan girl to the Prince to dominate. Her wish to hold the first grandson is about to be lost, naturally, Zuo Jia Si is not false color.
　　Although the Empress Dowager is kind. However, after all, she is the daughter-in-law of the grandchildren, and she is not so affectionate.
　　Beaver ...... both avoided each other intentionally or unintentionally.
　　However, Zuo Jiasi did not think, as if as long as she could stay with the Prince, she would be satisfied.
　　Yet the Prince could not keep her day after day.
　　In August of that year, something big happened in the court.
　　--North Qin has a bright and open-minded douchebag named Fu, who rules over 16 million Han Chinese by less than a million daisies, but mobilizes an army of more than a million to come and fight the Han Chinese strongholds in person.
　　Anyone who's ever studied history knows this part, and Beaver is no exception - after 16 years of traveling, she finally knows that there really is a historical archetype for this fucking time period. But apparently, because of her capable predecessors, this dynasty is far removed from its "historical archetype".
　　The Prince once again traveled to the capital to sit on the ground.
　　Before he left, he finally entered the Beaver room once more.
　　He said nothing, and for a moment just looked at Beaver.
　　Although the national disaster at the moment, the children's love to the side, however, the beaver is aware of, this battle has a thrill, all kinds of autumn wind sweeping down the leaves. So it is not as heavy as Sima Yu.
　　Sima Yu looked at her for a long time, as if a thousand words were not waiting to be said, "Last time, I said that I would take you out to play, and so far I haven't honored it."
　　Beaver's brain buzzed.
　　The defense of 　　her heart, which she had built up only after a small half year of AQ, was so easily pushed down that it could not be pushed down any further.
　　What's the point of saying these things when you clearly don't like her?
　　"Take care of yourself." Sima Yu said.
　　Beaver nodded as she fought back tears.
　　Sima Yu got up to leave and Beaver pulled him back, "Don't you have anything else to say to me?"
　　Sima Yu was a bit confused for a moment, "Uh ...... actually this time is not that sinister, don't you worry - right, stay with A Niang and A Grandma more often, and be lenient for me."
　　Beaver nodded.
　　Sima Yu looked into her eyes, his heart inexplicably panicked a little, and after thinking for a long time, he was able to cope with it haphazardly, "Uh, there's also Jiashi ......"
　　Beaver was disappointed.
　　She probably had never been so stupid in her life, and she thought that maybe it was the unavailability that made her obsessed. Human nature is cheap.
　　She stood on her tiptoes and viciously snapped Sima Yu's head down, biting on his lips.
　　--It's just too stupid, Beaver thought. She felt like she could now wave her hand and say "I 'used' to like you" to Sima Yu. She just wanted to turn around in style. After all the kisses, who cares?
　　=__= ...... Beaver felt that this was a normal fantasy of love for a sixteen year old girl with early love cum crush.
　　Sima Yu had been completely dumbfounded.
　　It took him a long time to react before he remembered that Beaver was his wife. She was neither Wei Lang nor Xie Lian. Much less any random fox friend. She was Dog's Ah Cat.
　　Beaver was already crying out as she patted his shoulder, "You ...... take care of yourself along the way."
　　Then he pushed him out the door.
　　Sima Yu moved to Jingkou.
　　Beaver didn't trip over her children. In this day and age, just because women weren't allowed on the front lines didn't mean there was nothing to do.
　　The Empress was busy summoning the noblewomen, those who have husbands and sons on the front line, of course, should be treated favorably. No, but also to let her see how you calm and collected, so as to help them to calm the uneasiness, lest the courtiers from the inner house first panic. However, really summoned will find that these noble women people ...... really do not need others to do the example.
　　They don't just look at beautiful men, catch adulterers with knives, shabby husbands, and mess around with their heads - well, messing around with their heads is a special case. They are also honorable and capable of leading a group of women to fight against a riot.
　　...... And of course, it's not time for women to raise their swords and horses.
　　It was natural for Beaver to stay with her mother-in-law.
　　She also didn't want to let herself be idle, even if there was nothing on the Empress's side, she would still be thinking about something else. She had already fallen out of love, so if she didn't find something meaningful to do, what would be left of her life?
　　She thought about it for a long time, and felt that popularizing knowledge of nurses in this era - seemed quite whimsical. Although she could also be an embroiderer, a cook, a teacher ...... but it always felt more unrealistic.
　　She was so busy with all kinds of messy things in her head that she paid less attention to the inner house.
　　However, Sima Yu had also said before he left that he would let her take care of Zuo Jia Si, so she also remembered to let people regularly go to inquire.
　　--Won't be able to be a lover, and it seems she'll have to housekeep for him as well.
　　The battle had been more heartbreaking than Beaver could have imagined.
　　Fortunately, as we entered September, good news finally began to come in from the front lines.
　　Sima Yu's letter was also sent along with the news. The family letter did not write some lovey-dovey words, that is to say how busy this month, often he just put pen to paper is interrupted by chores, so only to write the first letter so far. And then complained about the pain, talk about the fun, report safety. He also said that Wang Yan is also all right, so that she does not have to worry.
　　Luckily, he didn't mention Zojas.
　　At the end of the letter he spared only two words.
　　"Very much in mind".
　　Beavers fingertips brushed over those two words, the end of the nose is a little sour. She knew that his "very idea" was different from hers.
　　While Beaver was busy, Zojas was quiet.
　　She was originally this character. Prince is not in, the whole palace can talk to her, only the Empress Dowager. But the Empress Dowager's brother is the Xuzhou governor, is also on the front line it, will not be in the mood to take care of her. The Empress is even more originally look at her not good eyes.
　　She was least inclined to put on a cold face, and with the Empress also exempting her from morning and evening visits, she was left to nestle alone without a word.
　　The one who doesn't keep quiet is going to explode with a thunderbolt from the flat earth when something does happen to her.
　　Zorgasi fell ill.
　　Her temple maid to report back, the beaver is not a matter of fact, only thought it was occasionally cold just. When the doctor diagnosed the pulse, said "I'm afraid it's not good," when the beaver hand tea will be broken on the ground.
　　She hadn't looked back the whole way, the girls behind her following along at a trot, and she'd let the threshold trip and break her clogs before they caught up.
　　Entering the house, she heard Zuo Jiasi's coughing, and when she looked at her bones askew on the bed, tears immediately sprang out of her eyes.
　　She was really sad inside.
　　Even though she knew that with this sadness she was going to get all sorts of demerits and stomped on for being brain-dead and saintly nine times out of ten in the future, she was just sad.
　　She didn't hate Zuo Jiasi enough to let her die.
　　She just suddenly thought of Zuo Jiasi dragging her out of the pool, blinking innocently and saying "I have a leg cramp", she just missed the time when the two of them pointed to the sky and said all kinds of nonsense gossip and then laughed their heads off. She just wondered when she would stop chasing after her and calling her "A-sister", "A-sister".
　　She should have known that the character of Zuo Jiasi, that is, she felt bad, and how would she be willing to tell people to see it.
　　Zuo Jia Si soon saw Beaver as well, and first still stubbornly got up and knelt down, saying, "All is well with your highness." When Ah Beaver's tears dripped down onto the back of her hand, she finally couldn't help but cry out as well, "Ah Sister, you're willing to come and see me."
　　Beaver said, "What are you talking about, you want to see me, when can't you?"
　　Zojas shook his head, "That's not the same."
　　Beaver just wanted to cure her. But her condition was delayed and depressed in her heart, and it had built up.
　　Beaver didn't know what to say to Sima Yu. He had specifically instructed before he left, and she had let Zuo Jia Si get sick like this.

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