There’s still one thing I have forgotten to mention in all this ...

Crush

Heeeey, such a shame, that I only joined you, just as you were ending the stream

Gaia-chan

Crush! My one and only crush!

How was your stream?

I finally beat that goddamn record lol

Crush

You know, it was business as usual

Now what’s that about you becoming popular?

Gaia-chan

I’m joining an agency!

Or at least I hope to.

Maybe

There’s a contest for it

Crush

Nice! As usual, you can count on my support!

Crush is there for his lady in need

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His last message was an image, I was sort of expecting already. It was a selfie, showing him in bed, smiling at the camera.

Gaia-chan

ashfjasflakhgalgha

good night!

<3

I stared at the bottom edge of the picture for a while, as if maybe I would be allowed a peek at what’s below. His shoulders were exposed just a bit.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

He doesn’t know I’m not a girl!

And I have a crush on this guy!

Sigh.

One day I’m gonna have to tell him. I don’t know when that’s gonna be.

We started chatting maybe half a year ago.

Our DnD group had moved online because of the pandemic, and he joined at some point. I was playing as my female character Gaia, and hardcore roleplaying through all our calls, changing my voice and everything. And I guess he didn’t quite get the memo that I’m not in fact a girl.

Quite a few people didn’t at first.

He might be the only one left though.

I wonder what he thought I looked like in real life. Did his mental image of me bear any resemblance to my V-Tube Avatar?

God he will be so disappointed to hear I don’t even work out that much.

What if he thought I was not only a woman, but also an absolute sports nut at that?

I’m getting ahead of myself.

I opened a new document in the text editor, to make notes for my V-Tubing career.

Soon, I’ll go full speed ahead!