The door squeaked open and then closed. 

I took a deep breath as if I had been hidding something.after being able to hear the end of the conversation between my mother and the alpha who's room I was in, my mind had come to the conclusion that my mother had abandoned me by letting an alpha drag me into his bed during my heat, it felt like a major betrayal. I already knew that Mark hated me but now I was convinced that she did too. 

Even though I was aware that she didn't actually hate me my hormones where all over the place and did there best to convince me otherwise, I really did know that she loved me. 

My mind was so preoccupied that I didn't notice when the door squeaked open again. I only noticed when Ethans pheromones circled the room, but he wasent alone the alpha had brought someone else with him. I'm sure it was the hormones but I felt jealousy course through me as it apeared that the small man walking behind him was another omega. 

The alpha knew that I was awake now after making eye contact with me, though he didn't hold it, looking away almost instantly. 

He directed his speech at both me and the other omega in the room. 

"You will take care of Josh during the more difficult parts of his heat, although I don't know how he acts while in heat I can tell that this is only the beginning" Ethan made eye contact with me agein as he said the last words this time not breaking it until he started his next sentence "I will not be back to check on him. All you have to do is feed and bath him then send him home at the end."

Since Ethan had step foot in the room I could feel the gradual increase in my body heat, it was like the longer he stayed the higher it got but I still didn't want him to leave. On the contrary I wanted him to come closer to me. 

It was easy to tell he was about to leave as he handed the other omega a list - even though I wasent sure what was on the list I'm allmost sure it was instructions on how to take care of me - typical alphas they only trust themselves. Ethen turned to face the door then nodded buy at the other omega before leaving through the same door he came in through. 

The omega staired me down as he walked closer. 

"My name is Kori, I'm Ethens cousins mate. It's nice to meet you. " he directed a small wave in my direction before continuing "Ethan asked my mate if I could take care of you during your heat. Is that ok? "

As my body was heating up and I became more dizzy it became harder to understand the word coming out of the small males mouth, although I understood enough to answer the question with a nod worried that if I opened my mouth I might cry or make an inappropriate noise for the current situation. 

I didn't really get the meaning of 'taking care' of an omega during there heat so I was unsure as to what exactly I had agreed to. 

Kori seemed to know what he was supposed to do and aproched me as soon as I nodded my head. It only took about 10 minutes for the room to look completely different, he had given me 'pajamas' to change into (basically just oversized boxers that I assumed were a clean pair of Ethans). I was a bit embarrassed to be wearing the boxers as they looked like they would fall down at any moment, and the others reason was because even though I was male it's uncommon for any omega to show there chest to anyone other than there partner or mate. 

After stepping out of the bathroom holding on tightly to my conscience I saw the Kori had some how managed to change the sheets and the pillow cases to clean silk ones. I slowly walked over not knowing what to do with myself, one of my hands were on the large boxers around my waist holding them up and the other hand was hidding my chest from the others view. 

He started talking calmly agein almost as if he was slowing down the words for me to understand in my current state. 

"I changed the sheets for you to lay on. You will find that the silk is cooler than the cotton that was on before,  but it did mean getting rid of the leftover scent from Ethan. If u feel particularly uncomfortable without the pheromones tell me and I'll get a scented jumper or clothes that he's worn recently." He jestured with his hand for me to lay down on the bed. 

I didn't understand why but tears were suddenly pouring from my eyes. I watched as the Kori hurried out of the room, I think that I might have gotten too ateched to the somehow relaxing and seductive scent that had previously lingered about the room. I still feel bad though, that the omega had changed the sheets to help prevent me from overheating and instead of thanking him I had started crying. 

As the room continued to heat up and my mind grew fuzzier the next best step seemed to be to raid the laundry in the small basket in the corner. Even though the scent was a bit off as I could tell it was starting to fade from the soft materials that I picked out for my nest. After accumulating a small pile of strongly scented clothes that had been worn previously by the alpha I so desperately wanted I began to create the outline of a circle on the bed before snuggling in and continuing to cry uncontrollably. 

After continuously crying for what I assumed was about 10 minuets I could feel my eyes start to dry out and flutter closed.