We had gone in all directions, madly. We went around in dizzying circles until I was sadly nauseous. Another city flashed out of existence and we were headed up again. Six Vimana moved away from the rest and sped toward the Akkadi ship. Firing, three flew low while three flew high. From the left, one ship after another fell victim to Nimrod's prowess. I asked Khamuel to cut communications; there was nothing left but the howling of enraged Oliphareans and the calm blathering of a Nakki lunatic.
Barachiel said, “Let me shoot
them all. Then we can go home.”
“I know. I know,” said I.
Khamuel asked, “Why do you
hesitate?”
“They were part of the fleet,”
I said. “Father made a place for all of us."
“And how did that work out?”
asked Barachiel. I was stung.
Barachiel said, “At least let me shoot the crazy.”
“Which one?” asked Khamuel
with a disparaging snort.
Barachiel chuckled, and
Khamuel's laugh was trim, but there was no laughter in me. I
abhorred killing on philosophical grounds, but more so because my own
hands were stained with blood. Taking a life was
the easiest, most callous, and indefensible act a man could
perpetrate. In death, there was both horror and shame.
“More ships from the
north,” said Barachiel.
“I count eight,” said
Khamuel.
We were headed south, and
diving. Nimrod took out three Vimana and three cities before dropping
behind us in a surprise move. He fired on the Taush and Khamuel
evaded.
“I already disliked that
crazy,” said Barachiel. “Now I really dislike him. Let me shoot
him. Please.”
My answer was wholly inadequate.
“He was my father's friend.”
The Akkadi ship shot straight
up, and we followed. We had been scattered by his sudden move.
Bha Huda's ships were reforming as we leveled and flew west. The
additional Vimana were coming up behind the Taush.
Khamuel said, “They're
maintaining a rearward formation.”
Barachiel said, “Tell me who to shoot.”
I shook the
cobwebs from my thinking. I had hesitated long enough; it all fell to
me, but my heart still resisted. I disliked Bha Huda, but that was no
reason to have him blasted from the sky. That was my reasoning, but
the beast within said, shoot him. I knew I would have to give
a disagreeable command. Nimrod had to be destroyed, but after that,
would I have to fight the Oliphareans?
Snow-capped mountains cast the long shadows of approaching night. The purple gloom matched my inner struggle. I felt defeated. I would have to commit to violence while fighting back the slavering monster inside me. When reason fails, violence prevails.
I told Khamuel, “Open
communications.”
As all ships leveled in a
cloudless sky and settled into familiar formations, I hailed the
Olipharean raaja. “You have ships behind
us. Not a wise move.”
Nimrod laughed and
said, “You really can't tell which of us will be your end. My
butt-colored colleagues seek your life for personal reasons. I would
certainly kill you if I didn't already have a target. See
that city below? Watch this.”
Alarmed, I watched a missile
speed away from the Akkadi ship. My breath caught as the missile fell
toward white towers, orange in the evening light. The Vimana sent out
desperate salvos, pitifully missing the mark, but ship-to-ship
chatter ceased among the Oliphareans as destruction rushed to its
goal.
Khamuel said, “Hold on. I'm
taking us up.”
My feet lifted from the floor,
but I held tenaciously to the handrail. As the Taush bolted vertically
into the darker altitudes, I focused on my grip.
“They're firing,” said
Barachiel.
Khamuel replied, “So I
noticed.”
I took a deep breath, and said to Barachiel, “Take them out.”
“Thanks,” said Barachiel.
“Done and done.”
Khamuel leveled out, and my
feet found their place. I looked, and where a city once stood, I saw a bright column of smoke. It
billowed into the sky taking the form of a grotesque mushroom. I
gasped in horror at the complete annihilation of unsuspecting souls. I gasped at the utter disregard Nimrod had for the sanctity of
life. Every muscle in my body tensed at the vile chuckle that escaped
the Nakki's throat. No chatter came from the remaining Vimana, but I
clearly heard sobbing.
Nimrod sighed theatrically and
said to no one in particular, “Well, it appears that I am running
out of targets” Then, Nimrod
taunted Bha Huda directly. “But wait,” said he. “We know of a
rather large city. A city filled with useless temples, where useless
people worship useless lies. You know my next target, don't
you, Bha Huda?”
“Tarakasura!” screamed Bha Huda. “Ravana's bile!”
Nimrod drew out his next word in
a playful manner. “Or,” said he. “We can all turn and destroy
the counterfeit king. Yes. Let's all blame Jeez. Wasn't it he who
marooned you on this sad little planet? Oh, and who set me loose? It
was Jeez himself who put me here. I say, let's end
his fraudulent reign.”
Not a noise issued as I imagined the Oliphareans
seriously considering Nimrod's proposal. He tried to confuse us.
He used our emotions against us, and it seemed he might turn us against each other. He
did well enough shooting down the Vimana. Was this sudden ploy
telling? Had he spent his last missile or did he simply enjoy
cruelty?
Khamuel toggled off the
communications and turned to cast a worried look my way. “We must put an end to this,” he said.
“I agree,” said Barachiel.
“This crazy really chaps my cheeks.”
“Open,” I said to Khamuel.
“I'll inform them they're about to lose.”
Barachiel cheered. “Alright!”
Khamuel nodded, and said, “Home
in time for supper."
Sound returned to the Taush in stark savagery. Bha Huda yelled, “All ships on Jeez!”
Crish yelled to match the raaja,
“Kill the king!”
Nimrod repeated merrily,
“Kill the king!”
Barachiel said, “Take us
down.”
I had only time to focus on the
turning Vimana before Khamuel banked left and dove. My feet left the
floor, and all I could manage was to ask stupidly, “What's
happening?”
“They're all firing on us,”
answered Khamuel as the Taush jerked right, then up, then down.
I lost my sense of direction. I
was tossed like a cloth doll, and I heard Barachiel yelling in wild abandon. “Take that! And
That! Didn't see that coming, did you? Ha! I got you now!”
Then, I felt a jolt pass through
my hands, and the Taush lurched back in a faltering manner.
“We're hit!” yelled Khamuel.
“Adjusting. Hold on.”
The
muscles in my hands cramped, but I held. I felt superfluous and at
imminent risk of flying from the rail into the seats. The moment
stretched long, accented by the joyful hooting of Barachiel as
he shot down ship after ship.
All my fears
banged around in my head. My body flailed helplessly. My internal
landscape was a mess of fears, regrets, and sad
recollections; a tangled eternity of disjointed apprehension through
which my rage roiled to the top. The inner beast mocked my decline,
and anger was my only expression.
“Evil!” I screamed. “Damn
all of you!”
Bha Huda ordered, “Shoot him down.”
I was a futile flag
flapping in the wind of calamity. While Khamuel reported his evasive
maneuvers, while Barachiel hooted gleefully, while Crish and Bha Huda
raged, and Nimrod took in the amusement with a chortle, a bile rose in my throat.
I had been raised from prince to
king, I had survived an assassination, and I could still feel the hard cane of Lamet as
he struck me repeatedly. I had lived through the deaths of Otoallo
and Imabelai. I commanded the deaths of Siri and Akhil and
destroyed an entire village of primitives.
I endured eternity to reach
a place to rest my feet. I made the transition from
atomic to molecular. I had commanded a vast space-faring armada, not
quite filling the shoes of my father. I witnessed the deaths of so
many dear souls, that I could not count them all. I had been through so much, but
all I could think was I didn't want to die in a burning ship.
“Just clipped,” said Khamuel
as my feet found the floor.
My monster asked me, will you let your friends
die?
“No. No. No,” said I. I
shook my head back and forth, unwilling to set my beast free, yet,
knowing with a sad certainty that he was already loose. I clenched my teeth and shut my eyes.
Then, the flood let loose. I
opened my eyes as we flew into dark storm clouds. Sight of the other
ships was lost, the firing ceased, and all that remained were orange
markers and ship-to-ship chatter. Lightning flashed and
I spoke without thinking.
“What vermin you are. What idiots! You kill those you most need and
abuse the spirit attempting self-justification. I despise
you. I repent of former kindness.” I used
the last of my wind to cast my message through the dark void.
Nimrod spoke. “You okay, Jeez? Sorry, I bungled my shot. I'll
do better next time.”
Barachiel said, “Of course, it
had to be him. The Oliphareans can't hit anything.”
Bha Huda's voice came loud and clear. “I have saved my best for last. Turn loose the Maelstrom.”
“Incoming!” yelled Khamuel,
and once more, I was hanging to the rail with my feet in the air.
Khamuel turned us on our side to avoid the missile.
Barachiel said, “Launching
flares.”
The Maelstrom detonated near the Taush and
sent us tumbling. Khamuel and Barachiel joined me at top volume. Then, I
was tossed savagely and my hands were wrenched from the rail. I fell
into the seats and struck my head a brutal blow. I felt my back
rake across metal as I fetched up in the door of the weapons room,
where I took the frame, pulled myself to my feet, and screamed raw rage.
The stars I saw were blood-red.
I lost my sanity there, and I succumbed
to the beast. I shifted to a clear place between the black clouds and
looked about. Lightning seared the air around me, and I spotted my
prey. I shifted inside the Vimana. In the cramped interior, two blues
looked up from their instruments, startled and confused. I bellowed,
they screamed, and I raked the space before me with a white-hot hand.
I watched with feral
satisfaction as everything my hand touched burst into burning
destruction. Ceiling gone, I swiped again. I yelled and thrashed like
a maniac as all matter vanished terribly at my touch. Instruments
gone. Walls gone. Bulkheads gone. Warding hands gone. Screaming heads
gone.
I found myself falling through
the dark sky, burning debris all about. I shifted to another ship and
another pair of screaming blues. My hands reached out in ferocious
arcs of annihilation. Pleading and screaming mattered not to me.
Lighting issued from my mouth like a writhing ethereal creature
decimating all it touched. I fell through fire and sought another
ship.
I fed on destruction, becoming
stronger. I inhaled the desperation of the blues, and their pleading
screams of terror only fueled my rage. I stood suspended in the storm
surrounded by roiling black clouds. No thought reached my heart for
Jeez was gone. I grasped the night in a dance of blazing hot bolts. I
remember laughing like Nimrod and hating myself while laughing at my
hatred.
There was naught but the black
storm, the rage of lightning, and the vacuum of my spirit as it drew
all matter to an end. I shifted to the outer hull of a speeding
Vimana and peeled away the layers with hands of devastation. Nothing
stood in my way. Panting, I placed my feet on the deck behind two
terrified blues. I relished the fear in their eyes.
The pilot screamed, “Stay
away!”
His shipmate called into a
mouthpiece, “Raaja! The infidel!” Those were the last
words he spoke.
Then, I stood behind two blues as one
said into his mouthpiece, “Run, raaja. Escape.”
As he realized my presence, the
other blue turned and fired a hand weapon at me, but the bolt struck
my outstretched hand and failed. I stepped forward and shoved my hand
through his head. The body fell, and Crish turned to me.
Almost spitting the word, Crish
said, “Tarakasura!” but, that's all I let him say.
I shifted here and there. I
entered the clouds with eyes closed, ever shifting. I took hold of the
largest Vimana and rode as one rides an unwilling mare, one hand in the
wind. There was an evil joy in my laugh, for I knew Bha Huda was
inside. I focused my intent, and shifted just beyond the wall, where
I stood with head down watching the rain drip from my hair. I looked
up and casually walked forward.
Two blues ran at me; they died
and fell from my touch. A third blue, whimpering at the sight of his
dead comrades, tried to skirt my position and duck into a side
chamber. I put my finger through his temple. I turned and
approached Bha Huda as he stood from the controls. I stopped and
smiled wickedly into his wide eyes.
Bha Huda had shaved his head.
His thick black mustache was missing. I wanted to laugh at the weight
he had put on, at the great roll of flesh around his waist. Even his
long ears seemed fat. I took a step forward and stopped; Bha Huda
backed into the controls. I could feel the Vimana veer from course. I
lifted between the two of us a white-hot hand. It pulsed with energy,
and Bha Huda turned his face from the heat.
The scene seemed distant and
surreal. Some shred of reason warned that I would soon be lost, that
I was on a course of self-destruction. Bha Huda seemed thin like a
specter; a pastel wisp and not a man.
Bha Huda said, “I knew you
were the bane of my people. Doom has the upper hand.”
I killed him on the spot; I
hated his voice. I screamed and thrashed violently, then fell through
the sky, watching the Vimana explode above me. I shifted, and I
shifted again. My power kept me from falling. My power turned me in a
circle as I sought Nimrod. I had the upper hand, as Bha Huda said,
but I was far from sated.
I saw Vimana expediting escape and I let them go. I sought a vile spirit I had turned loose on the
world. I sought an evil that put LUC to shame. And what about you?
I asked myself. Shut it! I answered.
Then, it was before me. I flew
through the driving rain one shift at a time. I slowed my hand
deliberately; I could not make this too fast. If I killed Nimrod too
quickly, I would be unsatisfied. I had to slow down and think. I
needed a plan; something grand.
And so, I stood in the Akkadi
ship. I tilted my eyes up through the hair that fell across my face.
I panted in loud breaths for the world around me was fading, and I
feared I might not see the end of Nimrod. I had to hold on just a
little longer. I inhaled and held it, fighting my trembling flesh.
Nimrod turned in his seat,
crossed his arms, and smiled; his breathing apparatus was on his head
but not his mask. “Your father spoke of shifting. I'm impressed.
What now? Have you come to fight?”
I exhaled slowly. “I've come
to destroy you,” said I.
“As you did the Vimana?”
asked Nimrod amused.
“As I did the Vimana,” I
replied. I shook my head and refocused my eyes.
Nimrod tilted back his head and
laughed. The laugh grew loud and abrasive. Was he mad? For that
matter, was I mad? Reality had lost its wet luster. I no longer felt
bound. I hated his laughter, and as I screamed painfully, the
lightning struck. It touched everything with probing fingers. A pale
fading smoke filled my senses as my final thoughts were for Khamuel and
Barachiel.
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