Menzi

I was surprised to see her here, and judging by the look she's giving me, I can say that she didn't expect me either.

I never expected to see her again, to be honest.

She looks so innocent in her librarian look, probably it is for the best if I play far away from her. She's not the type of girl I will take to my place, not because she's ugly.

She's anything but ugly, just her innocence pouring out of her makes me want to stay away, our worlds can never mix.

I have a type, and she does not fit in that category, not even a little bit.

I went after girls who know what they were getting themselves into when they are with me, I fuck I am not one to make love to someone or promise them heaven and earth and this girl right here seems like she's the type that wants to love and be made love to.

I was not supposed to take her to my place last week, but after Sara disappointed me, I wanted to go out and maybe get someone from the club, and then I saw her.

I should have walked away because I will turn her into ruins if she dared get close to me and which is why I had to go from this library right now, but my feet betrayed me.

"This is awkward." I offered a little smile and the lady in front of me budged, "You don't say."

"I'm Menzi by the way."

"Dineo."

“Can I take you for breakfast tomorrow?” I kicked myself for saying that, what happened to me walking away from her because I'll turn her into ruins?

Dineo gulped and licked her lips, my eyes landed straight to her lips, "Uh sure."

I nodded and said, "I'll guess I'll see you tomorrow at 7 am, at the restaurant down the road." I walked out with a book in my hand.

The past few days, I have thought about her a lot, probably because she is so different from all the girls I have been with. 

She has crossed my mind more times than I would have liked. I thought about how she moaned when I went down on her and how her eyes rolled back as I sucked on her nipples, it was fascinating to watch the innocent girl all powerless like that all because of me. 

Lord knows I have tried to forget about her, but her scent stayed on my body, she smells like vanilla, so pure. 

I have never slept with a girl like her, I mostly avoided them because I could never give them what they all wanted, which is a relationship. I am not made to love, heck, I don't even think I have ever loved anyone like that.

I have never had my heart broken so no that is no reason why I change girls like crazy, after all what is the point of a relationship. 

Thank the lord that the girls I have been with understood me and what I brought to the table, which is sex and sex only. Those who started catching feelings I cut them off because firstly I do not want to be nagged by an annoying girl who thinks that they can do anything with me other than what I had brought to the table. 

I hate confusion, which is why I tell every girl I meet my intentions so that they end up not confused at the end of the day.

Some even look pathetic as they try to make me see the reason why I have to be with them. 

I am not a fool, I can see all the girls throwing themselves at me, which is the more reason why I would never end up with one girl when there are more girls to be fucked.

And this librarian girl is different, a whole breath of fresh. She is not like the others who will literally kiss the grass I walk on, even though I can tell that she wants me naked like how I want her she doesn't throw herself at me. 

When was the last time a girl did that, it almost feels like a dream, but it is all too real.