I imagine to slice her throat.

Her skin is already pale,

I wonder what it looks like when most blood left her.

Will it be the same?

Blue? Grey? White?

I don’t know, yet.

What would it feel like to perform the cut?

Will it be the same as with myself?

Will there be soft and rough patches,

will the knife be smoothly gliding,

softly opening the outmost layers of skin?

Or rather stop and stutter every now and then?

Would I have to use force?

Or would it be smooth like cutting through butter?

I wonder…