NOTE: NSFW. This chapter has been heavily cut down to comply to Tapas's posting guidelines. The uncensored chapter is available on my patreon.

The sound of sloppy kisses fill the small motel room. Ha Yoon is pushed up against the door while their lips never break contact, as though they are trying to devour each other.

“Ki Tae…” Ha Yoon whispers, “We… we shouldn’t…”

“Shh,” Ki Tae hushes. 

Dae Won is waiting for him at home. Perfect Dae Won who will forgive him for any mistakes he makes. Perfect Dae Won who unconditionally loves him…

“Don’t worry. Don’t think about anything else. Just focus on us.” Ki Tae’s voice soothes through the hazy thoughts running through his mind.

Ha Yoon steps forward and leads them to the bed. Their hot bodies fall onto the mattress with a heavy thud. Ha Yoon pushes himself up and gazes into Ki Tae’s dark eyes.

“Ki Tae…”

Without a word, Ki Tae reaches up and wipes the tear off Ha Yoon’s cheek.

The gentle touch makes his heart flutter and Ha Yoon leans down to kiss the man again. “Ki Tae, I want to be held.”

“Of course, sweetheart,” Ki Tae carefully flips them over.

Memories of the familiar touches flood back into him. Curtains closed, hiding under the blanket. They were young. Ha Yoon, a broken-hearted teenager who sought warmth and comfort from his best friend because his one-sided crush wouldn’t even consider him as a love interest.

Dae Won made it clear that they would all stay as best friends.

No, stop thinking about that.

Ha Yoon breathes in when the kisses trail down to his stomach. With some struggle, his jeans come off and drop to the floor, leaving him bare for Ki Tae to admire.

“Ha Yoon,” Ki Tae gasps, “My Ha Yoon, my beautiful Ha Yoon.”

Ha Yoon can’t hear Ki Tae’s voice, his mind long gone from the pain and pleasure wrecking his body. The heat rises inside him and his moans turn into desperate mewls. From gentle love-making to beastly sex, Ha Yoon wants it all. And Ki Tae doesn’t hesitate to realize his dirty desires.

He glances at Ki Tae. Sweat-covered brows, a dashing smile, hot flushed face. His heart jumps. 

Ha Yoon closes his eyes and tells himself that this is only a passing moment. When he goes home, everything will go back to normal. They will continue being friends.

Just like back then.