Blood is pouring on the floor

I love it and I want some more

But I don't think that I have enough bandaids

I wanna see all of my bones

But I cannot stand what I don't know

About to bleed out badly, give me bandaids.

I'm always so alone

Even when surrounded

By people that I know

I'm always so astounded

By my ability to ruin everything

Losing friends and starting fires

Who am I supposed to be?

When will I be complete?

When will they be proud of me?

It's getting harder to see

Slit my wrists, bloody fists

Questioning why I exist

Pain persists, evil gifts

Fucking up my life to shit

I'm worthless, I'm worthless

I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out.

I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me

The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed

The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed

They say that it gets better but I guess that was a lie

I guess we all just fake it 'til we die

Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else

But it's harder when you have to love yourself.