Jules

I’m in the car with my parents and my two sisters. And they are singing something, I tuned out when they started singing. By tuned out I mean I started playing my own music on my headphones as loud as I could possibly do without disturbing them, which is not loud enough. My sisters are 3 and 5 I was an only child for a while but then Becka came along and then Terisa. I love my sisters but where so far apart in age that I can literally not connect with them in any way.

Were at our destination some place in the woods, a camping spot. I remember it from last summer and all the ones before that. It’s actually a nice place there’s a river about 100 meters down one way. I cannot for the life of me know which direction is what, there are some other campers there to. one minivan one mobile home and some campers. We had our caravan with us which dad had placed in the exact same space as last year. We had that place for almost all the years we went here except for like 2 or 3 years. It had a nice view over to the mountains. Were my parents had forced me to go on a few years back they said it would be good for me, but I only ended up with back pain and tired feet. So, I vowed never to climb a mountain ever again.

It has been 2 days with me my family and a caravan. I’m so tired, I know I agreed to go with them, but I did not want to stay home alone for a week. A chance to run into people when I was out shopping for grocery, no thank you. Its only a few more days then I’m home again.

I met someone today not that I would ever get friends, but he was nice. I was out laying in the grass listening to music when a shadow suddenly stood over me I thought that it was just some clouds. When I opened my eyes he was just standing over me, staring me down. He had short blond Ish hair, he was wearing a t-shirt and some blue shorts. He had also a purple color eyeshadow on. I just stared up at him trying with my eyes to say “get out of my vision” he did not move. So I said “what do you want” “ohh nothing just wondering what you were doing laying in the grass” he said standing taller. “I’m sunbathing” “in the shadow?” he asked. “yeah never heard of shadow bathing?” I said, sarcasm filing my voice. “no, actually not, can I join” he asked so sincerely “I’m not going to stop you” I said, I indicated that there was space beside me. He laid down not saying a word, we laid there in quietness for a couple of hours. Until he broke the silence “well I should get going, nice meting you” he said as he got up. “wait what’s your name?” I said before he could get to far away “wynn!” he shouted back as he looked back on me one last time.

I did not see wynn anymore not that I had seen him a lot, but he seemed nice. The minivan that he had been in was also gone this morning.

Leaving the town for a while might have been a good idea. Were going home in two days. And I’m both exited, and I also do not want to go home, like I love home but not the people. Or more the people other then my family.

Were on the way home, the car is in the same state as it was when we went to the camping grounds. There is candy and food all over the place. They are all singing some song from the radio. I just listen to my music so loud that I could probably pop an eardrum. The way home from the camping grounds was about 3 and a half hours. But I did not mind it, I liked car drives probably not with my family though. I mean they were aright but a little loud.

Were finally home, I got packing out of the caravan, placing all my thing where they belonged. Nothing was better then coming home after being on a vacation

School starts in not so long, a few days. I hate school I’ve always hated it.

School starts tomorrow, kill  me  now!