Enaya wakes up
She gets out of bed thinking everything is fine and the devil went away. Her mother making soy and chickpeas. She sits on the table. “Everything is okay mom ? like nothing happened your are not… frozen” she says in a dim voice. “Everything is great dear im making breakfast” her mother puts the dishes on the table. The devil appears again “Adam thinks that chickpeas and soy and lentils have anti-nutrients in them” Enaya was shocked and startled “God you cant just appear out of no where like that !” Enaya’s mother says “who are you talking to my dear” “Enaya said no one mom “ you can talk to me in your brain just think and ill listen” the devil said. Enaya started thinking “ Ive researched this before, soy has serpins, serine protease inhibitors that act like trypsin inhibitors, Trypsin being the the enzyme needed to degist food and proteins. But cooking lowers the amount trypsin inhibitors, and studies have shown that they actually have some benefits like anti-cancer properties.”
The devil said “ Adam thinks its bad for you “ Enaya thinks “ They are in a sense bad for you, they are anti-nutrients, and the body cannot digest them properly, so the bacteria in your gut handles the job”
Metatron exclaimed “ Its like you are meant for the job”
Enaya eats the chickpeas and soy and wakes up the next the day with the same meal on the table, Enaya eats it again and wakes up the next with same meal. Enaya exclaims “Stop making me live the same thing again and again, I found the problem and I found the solution.” The devil said “But you didnt articulate it”
After the repetition Enaya’s mind started hyper focusing on the anti-nutrients and she kept thinking of the bad things that come from soy and chickpeas. Her stomach started to get upset and she started feeling bad the moment she started to think of the negative things. She wakes up the next day with the same meal and she said no to it, and so she wakes up the next day with same meal and she said no to it, she became really hungry and started starving. “What do you want from me, I dont understand” metatron said “Articulate” Enaya said “ food is similar to the energy we give to it, if you have bad thoughts for the food it will become poison, if you think of the good things like the nutrition it gives you, it becomes healthy. Everything has nutrients and anti-nutrients we just have to find the balance that makes us healthy and cook the food and prepare it like fermenting it and cooking it properly”
metatron says “spoken like a true mystic sage… good. Now you understand the game… well its not a game its really you untangling aggregated harmful tau proteins from Adams brain. Now you are understanding that Adams concsoiusness dictates our reality, you keep asking who is Adam? I will finally tell you, he is a real boy that goes to the same university as you, but in reality Adam is just indicative of the human being where his imagination and thoughts dictate reality, and make a path for the future. Im a glitch in a system that is trying to repare itself. You are the vessel of which the system gets repared. We live in a body and the DNA is repairing itself, preparing to grow and create a better future. Khaled is making a new machine of life that is better than the old one. Its just a way the world is getting better with every iteration…
Now it is time to continue” Metatron or the Devil like Enaya likes to call him claps his hand and Enaya wakes up with a paint brush in her hand and a canvas infront of her.
Metatron appears “ In one reality Adam kills himself because he cant compete with other people on social media”
Enaya then said “ Okay I get it its not just Adam Adam that is with me in university its all the Adams or humans of the world”
Metatron “ Yes thats exactly it “
Enaya then asks “Okay so what should i do ?”
Metatron says “ Paint a picture worthy of social media”
Enaya starts painting, and she paints a mediocre picture, she puts it on social media with no likes, she starts seeing the competition and she started noticing a pattern, they are all beautiful humans with amazing skills, and they dont make mistakes.
Metatron says “ Try again “
Enaya starts painting again… and again… and again but no matter how hard she tried she could never compete with the people on social media.
“I dont understand, are they genetically modified to look that good, and be this talented !!!” She exclaimed.
Enaya tried all her life and she became good with painting but the algorithm wont give her the attention she deserves, and it became a loop of no matter how much talented and good she becomes the algorithm doesnt give her anything and doesnt boost her artwork. She tried everything, she started starving for money, she became broke and works as a waiter making ends meat. She made videos and talked about facts but the algorithm wouldnt boost her.
Everytime she finishes a painting, she goes on the social media and there is a painting hundred times better and more realistic than hers. There are even the stupid abstract paintings that get the attention because the artist is beautiful and artsy in the process. Enaya has lost all her life trying to get the attention she deserves and finally kills herself.
She wakes up and says to Metatron “ I killed myself…”
Metatron says “ Indeed you did”
“Its not humanly possible to reach their level of talent. It is as if they are genetically modified, or possessed to be that good, to be that perfect. The algorithm only rewards them”
The solution is in the social media, the way it is set up to attract peoples attention and make them change who they are for the sake of being liked is wrong, social media claims that it connects people but I have never felt more a lone on it. People are so fake on it, and they make you feel that their likes and attention is invaluable. They dont give a chance to anyone without green or blue or colored eyes, and they dont even look at you if you dont have a beautiful body. No matter how hard I tried its a fake world, that pulls people apart, and its like they suck the serotonin and dopamine out of you and give it to the people who are perfect.
Change how social media works and maybe we can save Adam. I feel like a failure.
Metatron says” Thank you dear you are not a failure Adam just needed someone to feel as he felt so that he can rest”
Metatron claps his hand and Enaya wakes up again she gets up “Whats wrong this time ?” Metatron appears “Go outside” Enaya goes outside and sees nothing different, she takes a walk and sees the grocery shop owner dusting the pavement, she takes a closer look and she sees a guy buying a can of tuna. She continues her walk and starts to get to the bad side of the undercity where misery reigns. She sees people eating rats, people begging for money. She keeps walking and starts noticing all of the habits of people like throwing trash on the ground, fighting and making trouble, she goes back home, she spends the day studying, and goes to sleep. She wakes up the next day and takes the walk again, and she sees the exact the same things again, people doing the same things, the shop owner dusting, the guy buying the tuna can, the people eating rats, the fighting, the trash building up.
So is the next day and the day after that. Metatron appears “ Notice something?” Enaya answers “ people are doing the same thing again and again, is that a russian doll kind of thing where i'm living the same day again and again” Metatron replies “No, dear this is life, people doing the same thing again and again.” Enaya “ But they are stuck in their ways, its unhealthy they are living wrong”
Metatron replies “ Dont be so judgemental, you dont know what is going on in peoples lives”
Enaya “ No matter what is going on, they are doing it wrong, people need to change and adapt to new things, do things differently every once in while”
Metatron touched Enaya’s heart and she felt extreme sorrow, she wakes up the next with her mother gone, she searches everywhere for her but she doesnt find her. She felt extreme sorrow again. After a month her uncle died and she felt extreme sorrow also. Enaya got a job as a barista, she didnt have much money, she found herself every day eating the same tuna can even though she knows its unhealthy because of the mercury levels, but she felt so much sorrow in her heart that she didnt care, she started smoking and repeating the same thing again and again, she found solace in repetition, and even when she was offered a new job she refused, she liked the repetition because it didnt have sorrow in it. Enaya died, living the same day again and again.
Enaya wakes up in her bed, Metatron appears “ Never judge people on how they are living you dont what they have experienced in their lives or their past lives.”
Enaya was getting fed up the sorrow she felt from the last life she lived was getting to her, “what do you want now ?” She shouted
Metatron looks at her and says “ We are only getting started”
Enaya shouted “get the hell away from me, I didnt sign up for this”
Metatron says “ Be pataint Enaya”
He claps his hands and wakes up again in her bed
“I dont want this anymore” Enaya shouted
Her mother comes in the room “Did you say anything dear”
“Nothing mom” She says, she gets up and goes to the kitchen her mother prepared breakfast. She sits down and as she about to eat Metatron appears “ She poisend your food” He says. Enaya by now got used to Metatron and didnt react she just thought “Go away”
And she takes a bite of the food and dies.
She wakes up the other day “ What was that, that was completely unnecessary !”
Metatron says “ Understand what is happening”
Enaya replies “Understand what my mom would not poison me its just one of your games”
Metatron “ Its not about you, its about Adam, understand what is happening”
Enaya goes out again and takes a bite of the food and dies.
“This has to stop” she cried, she went outside and asked her mom “ What are you putting in the food ?”
Her mother replied “ Im using coconut oil this time, do you like it ?”
Enaya thought “ I dont understand does Adam have a coconut allergy, but that wouldnt kill him, it would cause anaphalaxis, that could kill him, but treatment with epinephrine would work fine.”
“What is killing Adam ?” Metatron asked
“His epinephrine… does he have any at home”
Okay next Metatron claps his hand and Enaya wakes up in her bed
“I dont understand how this is helping Adam, you said they are making a new machine, how is finding out that one Adam, meaning a guy somewhere in the universe has coconut allergies, help make the machine”
Metatron answers “ My dear you are untangling proteins that where misfolded, and the death of a child from his coconut allergy caused a protein to misfold in Adams brain, Adam is connected to the whole world, arent you seeing the pattern ? Someone kills himself, someone dies from a life of sorrow, someone dies of an allergy, all of these are causing misfolded proteins, and you are reliving them finding closure for them, or else they would have all died a death that is useless, that is unfelt, that is unseen.”
She goes outside and a butcher subdues Enaya and slaughters her in the most brutal way.
Enaya wakes up screaming, “That was too much she yells”
“Every soul needs redemption, every soul needs peace, every soul needs to be felt even the animals that die for us everyday” Metatron exclaimed.
Enaya wakes up but it was different this time, it felt like she was back to her timeline it was a saturday, Enaya calls Maher
“Hey whats up ugly” Maher answers
“I need to see you something weird is going in my life and i can't explain it”
“Sure meet me at our spot in 10 ?”
“Okay”
Enaya puts on some clothes and gets her helmet, their spot is a rooftop of Mahers house, its just on the edge of the undercity. It was still daylight and she sneaks in inside of the building and goes to the rooftop to find Maher there. She hugs him and she wants to cry but tears weren't coming out of her eyes, she wanted to yell but her voice didn't let her, she wanted to articulate what was happening to her, but it was too much say.
Maher says “ whats wrong ?”
Enaya takes a breath and starts talking “ when you told me about the games, a guy appeared out of nowhere he says his name is Metatron, but i think he is the devil himself. He can read my mind, and stop time, and make me live these horrible realities, I lived whole lives in the past day like literally a whole life and i died then i lived again then i died then i lived again. He says my name is in the DNA code and im 26s protease responsible for degrading TAU proteins.”
Maher intervenes “ wait… you are the one that has been helping us out, no way, you are basically saving humanity if you didn't know”
Enaya shouts “well i didnt ask for it and the devil is fucking with my brains”
Maher says “ But you have to continue, we are losing badly now, Adam is not eating and he is becoming weaker. And the demons are going to kill Anna and we can't do anything about it”
Enaya says “ who is Anna?”
Maher replies “ Anna helps Karim, Karim is the guy trying to understand the machine and how it works, Anna is like his immune system.”
Enaya says “ so let me get straight Khaled is the one building the new machine”
Maher intervenes “ yea and the demons aren't happy about it because the new machine gets rid of a lot of loopholes in the system that made the demons win for so long”
Enaya then says “ and this machine is the machine of life?”
Maher says “ yes its hal, the artificial intelligence that will rule over us, it's like a machine that distributes energy to the good, an end all be all machine that will get us to a future that is good, and not a future of destruction, because the way things are going we are all doomed to a future of destruction”
Enaya “ future of destruction ? Things where good things were stable”
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