The vampire known as Nathaniel Blackwood stood before a blue house, its clean lines softened by the evening shadows. The front garden, though showing signs of recent neglect, still maintained a semblance of order. Late-blooming roses wrapped around the trellis in elegant spirals, their perfume sweet and heavy in the evening air.
Nathaniel's pale fingers gripped the wrought-iron gate, his knuckles white with tension. Through the windows, a single lamp burned, casting a warm glow across lace curtains that had been carefully arranged for the evening.
He took a deep, unnecessary breath, steeling himself for the task ahead. The weight of his news pressed down upon him like a physical burden, threatening to crush his resolve. But he had to do this. He owed Elias that much, at least.
Nathaniel cleared his throat quietly before beginning. "Your brother... Elias. He passed away."
The words hung in the air, hollow and inadequate. Nathaniel frowned, shaking his head. No, that wouldn't do at all. It was too blunt, too cold. He needed to sound more... human.
"I'm deeply sorry to inform you that Elias has... No, that's not right either," he muttered, running a hand through his dark hair in frustration. "Perhaps... My dear Miss Thornbury, I regret to bear the news of your brother's untimely demise."
He nodded to himself, satisfied with this more formal and empathetic approach. It sounded appropriately somber, yet maintained a respectful distance. Yes, this would do.
Nathaniel straightened his cravat and smoothed down his waistcoat, preparing to approach the front door. As he raised his hand to grasp the brass knocker, a sound from within the house made him freeze.
Footsteps. Someone was coming.
In an instant, panic gripped him. He wasn't ready. The words, so carefully rehearsed, fled from his mind like startled birds. Through the narrow window beside the door, he caught a glimpse of a woman's silhouette—Adelaide, heavy with child, moving slowly through her lonely home. Without conscious thought, Nathaniel found himself retreating, melting into the shadows with preternatural speed.
The failure to deliver the news to Elias's sister weighed heavily upon him, a cruel reminder of his inability to navigate the human world he once belonged to. With no clear direction, he found himself wandering the lamp-lit village streets, his mind racing with conflicting thoughts.
His aimless journey led him to the village tavern, The Stag and Vine, its aged sign creaking gently in the night breeze. Nathaniel hesitated for a moment before pulling open the door and entering.
The interior was warm and low-ceilinged, thick wooden beams darkened by decades of smoke. A handful of farmers held their drinks beside a crackling fire, while a group of local craftsmen played cards at a corner table, their quiet conversation punctuated by occasional bursts of laughter.
Nathaniel made his way to the bar, drawing curious glances from the regulars. As he settled onto a worn stool, a barmaid approached, adjusting her apron.
"What can I get for you?" she asked, her voice carrying a warmth that seemed to match the hearth's glow.
Nathaniel looked up, momentarily caught off guard by the legitimate interest in her voice. She was young, perhaps in her early twenties, with auburn hair neatly twisted into a chignon at the nape of her neck, and a smattering of freckles across her nose. Her green eyes sparkled with curiosity, something he saw little of in recent years.
"I... a whiskey, please," Nathaniel managed, realizing he hadn't actually planned on ordering anything.
The barmaid nodded, reaching for a bottle on the shelf behind her. "You're not from the village," she said, more observation than question as she poured his drink. "I'm Mary. My father owns the inn, and I know every face that passes through here."
Nathaniel felt a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth, an unfamiliar sensation these days. "Nathaniel," he replied, accepting the glass she offered. "And no, I'm just... passing through."
Mary leaned on the bar, her curiosity evident. "Well, Nathaniel, what brings you to our little slice of the world? We don't get many travelers here, except for Dr. Thornbury's occasional visitors."
The mention of Elias sent a sharp pang through Nathaniel's chest, but he maintained his composure. "I'm searching for something, I suppose," he said carefully. "Though I'm not entirely sure what."
Mary's eyes softened with understanding. "Aren't we all?" she said, her voice low. "Well, you're welcome here anytime. Sometimes a friendly ear can help more than you'd think."
As she moved away to tend to other customers, Nathaniel found himself watching her. There was a vibrancy to her, an eagerness for life that he found both enticing and painful to observe. It reminded him of all he had lost.
Over the next few hours, Nathaniel took a few sips of his drink, occasionally exchanging words with Mary when she passed by. He learned that she'd lived in the village her entire life, helping her father run the inn since her mother's death years ago. But her eyes lit up when she spoke of the world beyond the village boundaries—of London's grand streets and other, more remote lands she'd only read about in penny dreadfuls borrowed from Dr. Thornbury's sister.
As the night wore on and the locals began to drift home, Mary returned to Nathaniel's end of the bar. "We're closing soon," she said with a slight undertone of regret. "But... I enjoyed talking with you. Will you come back?"
Nathaniel found himself nodding before he could think better of it. "I'd like that.”
True to his word, Nathaniel returned to The Stag and Vine the following evening. Mary's face lit up when she saw him, a genuine smile spreading across her features. "You came back!" she exclaimed, already reaching for the whiskey bottle.
"I said I would, didn't I?" Nathaniel replied, settling onto the same stool as before. He found himself mirroring her smile, an action that felt both foreign and comforting.
As Mary poured his drink, she leaned in. "You know, I've been thinking about what you said last night. About searching for something."
Nathaniel raised an eyebrow, curious. "Oh?"
Mary nodded, her expression growing a bit more serious. "I think I might know what you're looking for. A purpose, right? Something to give your life meaning?"
The irony of her words wasn't lost on Nathaniel. If only she knew the true nature of his existence, the eternal night he was doomed to wander. But he found himself intrigued by her enthusiasm. "And what makes you say that?"
Mary shrugged, a small gesture that somehow conveyed a wealth of understanding. "I see it in your eyes. It's the same look I see in the mirror sometimes. Like you're lost, trying to find your place in the world."
Nathaniel was taken aback by her perceptiveness. For a moment, he forgot about his carefully constructed facade, his need to maintain distance. "You're... not entirely wrong," he admitted quietly.
Mary's smile widened. "Well then, Mr. Nathaniel, I think we might be able to help each other out. You see, I've got plenty of purpose here, but not enough means to see what lies beyond these village boundaries. Maybe between the two of us, we can figure something out."
And so began a peculiar friendship. Night after night, Nathaniel would return to The Stag and Vine, always timing his visits during the quiet hours when Mary could talk. They would converse for hours, Mary sharing the going-ons in her life, and Nathaniel offering carefully edited versions of his own travels.
One quiet evening, as Mary wiped down the bar, she confided in Nathaniel. "You know, I've never told anyone this before.” She looked at the cloth in her hand. "But sometimes I feel like I'm suffocating here. Like there's a whole world out there, just waiting for me, but I'm trapped by duty and circumstance."
Nathaniel felt a surge of empathy, remembering his own feelings of confinement in his new vampiric existence. "What would you do," he asked carefully, "if you could go anywhere, be anyone?"
Mary's eyes lit up. "Oh, I'd see everything! London first, of course—the Crystal Palace, the British Museum, the grand theaters. Then Paris, Rome, even Egypt with its ancient pyramids!" She sighed wistfully. "But that's just a dream. People like me don't get to do things like that."
Nathaniel reached out, almost touching her hand before catching himself. "Why not?" he asked softly. "Who says you can't chase your dreams?"
Mary laughed, but there was a bitter edge to it. "Reality says so, Nathaniel. Father needs me here, and even if he didn't..." She gestured around the humble tavern. "Some of us weren't born with the means to choose our path."
Nathaniel winced at her words, feeling the gulf between them widen. He wanted to tell her that he understood, that he too felt trapped by circumstances beyond his control. But how could he explain the nature of his imprisonment without revealing his true nature?
He decided to change his approach, instead. "Tell me more about these places you want to see," he said. "Paint me a picture of your dream life."
And so Mary did. Night after night, she would regale Nathaniel with vivid descriptions of far-off shores, pieced together from her readings and travelers' tales she'd overheard in the pub. Nathaniel, drawing on his years of experience, would fill in details, correcting misconceptions with a gentle touch and adding color to her already vibrant imaginings.
As the weeks passed, Nathaniel found himself looking forward to these conversations more than he cared to admit. Mary's enthusiasm was infectious, her dreams shining a bright light on the grim reality of his nightly existence. In her presence, he could almost forget what he was, almost forget the monster that lived inside him.
But reality had a way of intruding. One night, as Mary was closing up the pub, Nathaniel noticed a bruise on her wrist, partially hidden by her sleeve. When he asked about it, Mary's usual cheerfulness faltered.
"It's nothing," she said, tugging her sleeve down. "Just had a run-in with Thomas Miller's son. He's been rather insistent about courtship lately, despite my refusals."
Nathaniel felt a surge of protective anger, an emotion he hadn't experienced since his human days. "That's not right," he said, his voice taking on a strange intensity. "You shouldn't have to endure that."
Mary shrugged, but Nathaniel could see the vulnerability in her eyes. "What choice do I have? His father owns half the village. Can't very well travel the world if I make enemies of the Millers, can I?"
In that moment, Nathaniel made a decision. He couldn't give Mary the life she dreamed of, not exactly the way she wanted. But perhaps he could offer her something else—protection, security, a chance at something better than her current lot. And maybe, just maybe, he could find some redemption for himself in the process.
"Mary," he whispered, "what if I told you there might be another way?"
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