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Supernova Book 1

It's Showtime!

It's Showtime!

Nov 29, 2024

"Number 1071." The words sliced through the activity in the room, zeroing in on Jorah's frayed patience. He blinked, his thoughts crystallizing. It was finally his turn.

More than an hour had crawled by, each minute stretching torturously. Tension had built up in his shoulders, a physical manifestation of his internal debate: to stay or to leave. But quitting wasn't an option—not if he wanted his plan to succeed.

Those curious eyes tracked him as he crossed the room. Each step left behind echoes of doubt and whispers of easier choices. Upon entering the audition space, a myriad of feelings washed over him like a tide. The room was like a time capsule, taking him back to his first audition. Back then, there had been one question on everyone's brows: "Why is he here?" He knew they didn't see him, but that name.

Every room he'd walked into had been with the weight of his family name—Not a boon to his efforts, but an albatross; an invitation for judgment and misunderstanding.

His heart drummed nervously, an old battle rhythm that accompanied every performance. It mattered little that his intention was to sabotage his own chances; the ghosts of auditions past clung to him like a second skin, whispering of vulnerability and the eternal quest for validation. Jorah's breath hitched, caught between nostalgia and the trepidation.

He took his place center stage, eyes fixed ahead, projecting confidence. Yet within, the ever-present need to prove his worth and separate from the shadows of expectation, gnawed at his resolve.

At the table before him sat a tribunal of creative authority. Writers, directors, and casting managers—all poised to witness his transformation into a character born from their imagination. The soft whirrs and clicks of cameras marked another layer of observation. Technicians manned the lenses trained on his spot.

Jorah's gaze swept over the table. At the far end of the table, there was one man who caught his eye. In that man's eyes, there danced a strange light—a flicker of recognition or perhaps the spark of curiosity.

He took a slow breath, gripping the script. It was a tangible reminder of why he stood here, his mission.

"Whenever you're ready," said the woman in the center, her voice a neutral prompt.

"Action," came the quiet command.

A flicker of hurt flashed across his eyes before they hardened into a glare, the transformation sudden yet profound.As he imagined the object of his ire standing before him, Jorah's jaw clenched. His muscles tightened as he held back the torrent of words Ryder would hurl at an unfaithful lover.

"Did you think I wouldn't find out?" he began.Each word was a controlled strike, measured in its delivery to cut through pretense and denial of the person who'd hurt him. He took a step forward, then another, closing the distance with a predatory movement. "Why did you do this to me?" Jorah's voice cracked, "I hate you." He turned away. "I never want to see you again."

"And end scene." The man at the far end called.

Jorah faced the panel once more. In those short moments, he had traversed the thorny path of Ryder's breakup scene, navigating through the emotional brambles that were far from his comfort zone. The room's atmosphere swallowed his performance, leaving him exposed in the silence that followed.

He scanned the poker faced panel before him, their features giving nothing away. Jorah knew he hadn't nailed it, his portrayal had been serviceable at best. Emotional scenes like this one—raw and demanding—had always been challenging terrain for him, lacking the practice that would have turned his okay into outstanding.

Despite his initial intentions,a flicker of disappointment kindled within him. He had come with the desire to underperform and sabotage his own audition enough to retain a semblance of professional dignity. But as he stood there he was unexpectedly confronted with an overwhelming feeling of despair.

"Thank you," the woman in the middle spoke again.Though her voice was as neutral as before,to him,the words felt both like a dismissal and a judgment. His heart dipped, a paradoxical blend of relief and regret souring the taste of the experience. He wasn't sure which emotion was dominant;they swirled together unpleasantly, leaving him nauseated.

Swallowing the lump of mixed emotions that threatened to choke him, Jorah nodded curtly to the panel and moved to exit the room. It was done.

He moved towards the door with a feigned ease, each step an attempt to put distance between himself and the torturous uncertainty of the audition room. The smooth surface of the door handle was inches from his fingertips when he was stopped.

"Hold on." A voice called from behind him.

Fighting the instinctive rush of adrenaline that urged him to bolt, Jorah turned, schooling his features into a mask of composure as he retraced his steps. The eyes of the panel followed his every move.

The silence stretched taut, thick with unasked questions. Jorah met the eyes of the man at the far end. Before his gaze was filled with curiosity, now they seemed to be burning with intensity.

The man leaned back in his chair, arms crossed over his chest, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his mouth as if he held a secret just beyond Jorah's grasp.

"Is there something else?" Jorah's voice betrayed none of the frustration inside him, words delivered with practiced neutrality.

"I would like to do another scene," the man replied. Surprised by this request, Jorah's head tilted slightly, brow raised.

His pulse hammered in his ears. If this was any other audition, he would have been happy. But now he wanted nothing more than to leave.

Jorah's heart hitched at the man's words, a silent tremor running through him. His eyes narrowed slightly, the only outward sign of his inner turmoil. Why this sudden interest? What was it that they wanted to see?

As though he could read minds, the man explained. "I would just like to see something,"

Jorah's stance shifted imperceptibly, his muscles tensed.

"Alright," he agreed, in spite of his internal questioning.

The man at the end of the table leaned forward. His voice hushed murmur as he spoke to a ratty little youth who'd scurried to the table at a glance from him. The recipient of the whispered directive nodded once, before scurrying through the side door.

Jorah's gaze followed the swiftly departing figure, his senses heightened. The faint echo of the closing door left behind an expectancy that thickened the air. In those moments, he felt like a gladiator awaiting the next challenger, armed only with his script and the scenes etched into memory.

Minutes trickled by, each passing second punctuated by the rhythmic ticking of a clock somewhere beyond the cameras. Jorah stood assuredly in place. While his body wasn't moving, his mind was stretched. He needed to be ready for anything.

Then, breaking the stillness, came the sound of footsteps—two distinct rhythms creating a counterpoint of anticipation. One set was fast, suggesting urgency. The other was slower, measured.

Jorah didn't turn to look; instead, he focused on remaining calm. The sounds drew nearer,echoes of these harbingers of the unknown.Though his gut tightened, Jorah stood his ground, ready for whatever scene would unfold next.

The quick steps belonged to the scurrying young man. Jorah's attention, however, was drawn to the other set of footsteps that now halted beside him.

His gaze slid sideways, and his breath hitched. Beside him stood a figure crowned with a black beanie and little wiry glasses. The beanie's wearer was a few inches taller than Jorah, something he had failed to notice before.

Jorah's throat tightened. Now that he was standing this close to him and able to scrutinize him a bit more, his assessment of him was more informed. Regardless of his mode of dress, there was something illuminating and magnetizing about him.

Silence hung between them, thick and expectant. Jorah found himself momentarily lost, analyzing the delicate jawline that softened into full lips. It was infuriating, the way his presence commanded such attention without a word, pulling Jorah's focus like gravity tugging at the tides

This close, the subtle scent of the man's cologne wove its way to Jorah, a hint of something flowery and warm that tickled his nostrils.

"Focus," Jorah muttered under his breath, a silent mantra to ground himself back into the reality of the room, the cameras, the scrutinizing eyes of the panel.

Yet even as he steeled himself against Nine's pull, Jorah couldn't shake the feeling that this audition had just taken a turn, veering off the plotted course into unknown waters. And whether he liked it or not, he was going to have to navigate through it with Nine.

"I want to try scene 407," the man announced , and in that moment, Jorah felt the axis of his world tilt, throwing everything overboard.

"Nine. You will take the role of Ryder. Jorah. Please be Landon."

Jorah's mind raced as he processed the man's unexpected command. The names of the characters echoed in his ears, taunting him with their significance. To be Ryder was one thing, but Landon? His pulse quickened, each heartbeat a drumroll of disbelief. As a character, Landon was a labyrinth of love and vulnerability.

Tension coiled in Jorah's stomach, a knot of disbelief and silent dissent.His fingers twitched, itching to crumple the script that spelled out his undoing.

He scanned the faces before him, searching for any sign of jest or reprieve, but their expressions were etched in professional scrutiny. His gaze landed on the man who had orchestrated this twist. The man's face remained earnest, expectant, devoid of humor or leniency.

It was taking everything in Jorah to remain calm. By his plan he should have been on his way out by now and done. Yet the game was still going and he couldn't quit . He had to see it through to the end.

"Alright," he managed to utter, voice steady despite the storm of apprehension brewing within. His affirmation was a mask, a veneer of confidence hiding the chaos of his thoughts. How could he transform into Landon, a character so drenched in intimacy and raw emotion?

Jorah's resolve hardened. He could do this. His mission was still the same, to prove that he was more than a surname or a legacy.

The space between them was charged with electricity.

"Action," came the sharp cue, slicing through the tension.

Jorah drew a breath. His gaze shifted, locking onto Nine's, trying to mirror the confidence that seemed to radiate from the man before him. Yet, beneath the surface of his steely exterior, a whirlpool of doubt churned silently.

He could sense the scrutiny, the eyes dissecting his every move like he was under a microscope. He tried to push it all away.

Nine met Jorah's hesitant stance with a steady one, his confidence bordering on audacity

He was Landon now, not Ryder—the gentle soul in this tangled love story. This was uncomfortable. His other characters were dominant. Now he was being pushed into a zone of vulnerability.

This romantic scene lay ahead like uncharted territory. It was designed to be intimate, a stark contrast to the raw, angry breakup he had just performed. He was to embody tenderness, a softness that felt alien. The shift from anger to romance was jarring—a demand for emotional range.

This was about nuance and the delicate dance of closeness between two people. The stakes were high, not only professionally but personally. The role of Landon required a kind of surrendering.

His eyes darted toward the door, that mundane threshold suddenly a beacon of freedom. It promised refuge, a place where the crushing weight of expectation couldn't reach. Jorah could almost feel the cool touch of the handle beneath his fingers, with one movement, it would really all be over.


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Supernova Book 1
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There are many words you could use to describe actor Jorah Jinday and his critics have just added another one : One Dimensional.

When his studio insists he broaden his horizons, Jorah is less than thrilled, especially when the project they have in mind is a Boy Love Drama-a genre he has little interest in.

Boy Love Dramas are all the rage, and Jorah's management sees it as the perfect opportunity to reinvent him. There's just one hitch: Jorah is adamant about not participating.

Forced into an audition, Jorah meets Nine-a seasoned Boy Love actor with his own controversial past
When Jorah and Nine are paired as the leads in the highly anticipated drama, the pressure mounts.

Can Jorah and Nine set aside their differences and deliver a hit that could elevate both their careers? Will they rise to the challenges of the Boy Love Industry and prove their worth?

Discover what happens when two stars collide in this compelling drama of love, ambition, and redemption.

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