So I'm still figuring all of this out. And I don’t know exactly how to identify but I've had thoughts about my gender identity since I was like 14 or 15 years old. I spent so many years trying to suppress thoughts about my gender that now it feels kind of overwhelming trying to deal with them and these thoughts won't go away anymore. Right now I’m taking things one day at a time. All I know for sure is that right now I feel like a guy. I want people in real life to use masculine pronouns around me and acknowledge that. I want to be seen as masculine and it makes me so uncomfortable to be called "miss" or "ma'am" or "she". Some days I can take it and I don't think about it as much but other days it's so overwhelming that I'm not seen as how I feel right now. And I don’t know how I’ll feel in a month or a year or anything but for right now….yeah....I feel like a guy.
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