I've realized today, through both how I feel and talking to a friend, I might kinda suffer from dissociation issues. I don't like it, but the more I think about it the more real it seems. Today hasn't felt real. I've spent the afternoon/evening playing games that seem empty or watching as everyone around me hops on the HP AU bandwagon and I just watch, because no matter how much I want to my brain just can't comprehend working properly. Interacting with people just doesn't seem real.
So... everything is fake, distant, unreal, bland, lifeless, colorless, dull. I'm sort of numb, and I'm drowning in it.
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