Lucifer

Lucifer knew that he is a monster, but truthfully, he really doesn’t care. He doesn’t owe anyone any explanation for why he does the things that he does, and he’s going to continue to do as he pleases. It might piss people off, it might make him some enemies, but he’s okay with that. He’s okay with not being the kind of person who would even attract a lot of attention.

Because living in the shadows, striking when someone least expects it, that is what he does best. It is what he has done for so long, destroying everything in his path that would stand in his way or go against what he wants. Lynx is the only one who understood him, who took him in and gave him a reason to live. 

When Lucifer was only twelve years old, he was sold by his ‘parents’ to a bastard who would try to traffic him the minute that he was old enough. At fourteen, he was nearly raped by the same man and on that very day, he made his first kill. He could still remember the feel of fresh blood coating his hands as he slid the knife across the monster’s throat before proceeding to gut him like a pig. He made sure the whole world would see him as he hung the monster’s head from one of the metal stakes of the gate that surrounded his ‘home’, which was no better than a prison.

That was the day he promised himself that nobody was ever going to hurt him again, or even attempt to. He lived on the streets, stealing or making enough money to survive. He was okay with it, living in what he thought to be an abandoned warehouse where he would be safe from the elements. Unfortunately for him, this wasn’t really the case when a group of men dragged him out of his bed, hurting him in the process.

In retaliation, he fought back, killing some of them, not even blinking. But when he came face-to-face with a boy about his age, he was more than just a little confused because why would someone like that be here unless he was also in trouble? But when the boy held out his hand to Lucifer, offering solitude and less stress, Lucifer should have hesitated but everything about this boy told him that he needed to take the boy’s hand or he was going to regret it. 

So he did.

That day, he met Lynx Romanov. He didn’t realize just who he was but it quickly became apparent as time went by that he was a part of something dangerous, the Mafia. He was the son of a well-respected Mafia leader who had no problem with showing off his power and destroying ANYONE who stood in his way. Without mercy. 

That’s when Lucifer was trained with Lynx right by his side the art of killing, but also when to show mercy. He was shown how to be strong, to never show weakness, and how to stare death right in the face and not be afraid. Lucifer lost count of how many people he has killed, but none has he killed without reason. Or that’s what he believed. Everything was done necessarily, with a reason, but something is different when it comes to this young man who Lucifer holds prisoner.

Lucifer was unsure when Lynx told him about his plan to get this guy, Cory, into his arms. He was more than just a little annoyed because love meant weakness, and it seemed that his brother was becoming more and more infactuated with every passing day. Lucifer guessed that Lynx had been secretly following Cory for a couple of months even before he moved to this town, having seen him when he was away in another state. If Cory knew just what kind of person he brought out in Lynx, he would have surely ran for the hills. 

That would have been the smart thing to do.

Run away and never look back. To change his name, cut all ties with anyone that he knew, and run to a place on Earth that not even Lynx would be able to find him.

But now, he is caught, and he is not going to be able to get away. Not when Judas is in Lucifer’s grasps.

Ever since he shot Judas who tried to escape, he has been tending to him, not realizing he should have gotten the boy help sooner due to the blood loss. He has been in and out of consciousness, and after Lynx ripped him a new one, it dawned on Lucifer that he might have gone a little overboard. 

He isn’t like Lynx, he doesn’t know how to be nice or to woo someone. He didn’t care to learn because there was no one who sparked his attention. Not until now, at least. At first when he met Judas, he thought he was weak, and he would never be able to survive this world.

Call Lucifer a masochist, but when Judas hit him over the head, it almost knocked him unconscious, but he pretended to be to see what Judas would do. A part of him hoped that Judas would try to kill him, to ensure that he wouldn’t be able to follow, but instead, ran. 

That took guts, too, but it pissed Lucifer off that he didn’t even attempt to do the right thing. If he would have taken that knife and tried to stab Lucifer, maybe Lucifer would have cut him some slack, but that wouldn’t be the case. He didn’t wish to because he felt Judas took the easy way out.

It is easy to run, but you are more likely to get caught. And if you get caught, then you are more likely to die. Lucifer could have easily killed him, shot him through one of his vital areas or even a head shot.

He can’t, but he was tempted.

He wanted to catch Judas.

He wanted to pin that boy beneath him, rip off his clothing, and show Judas what he was going to do to him. To touch him, thrust inside of his tight hole, make him whimper and scream for mercy. 

He knew that Judas lusted after him just as much, but Lucifer wouldn’t make it so known. He was more eager to have the boy close to his side, to never get away and be chained to his bed. It made Lucifer think of all the sexual things that he could have done to Judas in his bed, and sometimes was tempted to do so when he saw his tan, lean muscles, and quivering thighs. He can’t even remember how many times he has jerked off already, picturing Judas beneath him in his mind. The temptation of it all, it drives him crazy.

But here he is, tending to someone he does consider weak, but also, Lucifer did see him as strong in a way. It took guts to hit Lucifer the way that he did, but he still has a long way to go…

Lucifer will teach him how to be a true killer if need be…

Because that is the world that they live in.