Chapter- 14: (censored)

A rut.

 Warning: this chapter contains disturbing texts and harm. Most of this chapter's content has been changed due to maintain policies of tapas.

I huff, panting. Sweat beads forming on my forehead. My vision is getting all blurry… and my head is all fuzzy. I grit my teeth, clenching my fists tight as I try to get back up.

“Urgh-!“

Reilivon bangs on the door, harder. He is worried. He frowns and yells.

“OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR!“

I groan, I can't think straight. I stumble backwards a little. I felt like I wasn't in control of my body. I look in the mirror and see my growing fangs in my teeth. I let out a low growl.

“… fuck-” I mumble.

Reilivon grits his teeth. Annoyed and worried. He stands back before rushing towards the door and…

I look up, with widened eyes. I let out a low and frustrated growl when he kicks down the door.

“Get… away.“ I growl.

Reilivon freezes for a moment, feeling the intensity of my pheromones. He raises an eyebrow and steps closer.

“Are you… in a rut?“

I glare up at him, as I shove him aside with brute strength and he coughs, being thrown towards the wall.

“Don't make me say it twice.“ I say, in a threatening tone.

Reilivon coughs up some blood, as he rubs his mouth. Annoyed. He comes over towards me.

“Chill. You can't get a mate here. And the brothel* is far away for you to walk over there.“

My guard is on high as he steps closer to me, I clench my fists and glare up at him.

“GET AWAY, BASTARD!“

I lunge fourth a punch, but he blocks it this time. I flinch at the amount of strength Reilivon has. I whine slightly.

“LET GO!“

Reilivon sighs and steps closer, looking down at me. He grabs my wrists and hold them firmly with his right hand.

“You're not in the right state right now.“

Wen ChenLi nods, peeking through the door. He doesn't feel the intensity of my pheromones. As he looks concerned.

“Please, don't head out now, XinLao.“

I grit my teeth, unable to do anything as I try to kick Reilivon he dodges it again while holding my wrists firmly in place.

“BASTARD! I DONT WANT TO BE NEAR A ALPHA AND A BETA!“ I yell out.

Wen ChenLi flinches, he hasn't seen this side of me before.

Reilivon narrows his eyes at me, looking down. A frown on his face.

I continue to yell, annoyed, mad and most of all… aroused. An irregular or a scheduled rut… I need a mate. I growl.

“LET GO OF ME! I NEED TO GO FIND A MATE! LET GO!“ I continue to yell

I glare up at, Reilivonm giving him a death glare.

“Let go before I shred your eyes into two.“

I say, my tone serious. Reilivon flinches, looking down at me. I grab his right hand, letting myself free as I growl. My rational thinking thrown aside.

Reilivon frowns, worried as he grits his teeth.

“Stop being so stubborn!“

Without warning, I lunge fourth towards Reilivon as his eyes widen. I hit him hard once again, throwing him down onto the floor. Reilivon gasps in pain.

“URGH-!“ He yelps.

Wen ChenLi freezes and steps back. Looking up at me, I turn to look down at him with the eyes of a predator, ready to get rid of any obstacles. 

He is frightened as he continues to walk backwards towards the door, Reilivon coughs up some blood, he can't get up just yet. I walk towards, Wen ChenLi. Ready to attack whenever. Wen ChenLi flinches and tries to reason with me.

“XinLao-! It's me! Your best friend, dude! You wouldn't attack a friend right?“

I can't seem to be in the right state of mind as I continue to step forward. Wen ChenLi gulps as he peeks behind him, seeing the door handle. He grabs it immediately and turns it as he opens the door and dashes outside.

I growl, startled as I run to follow him. Uncle Iloncer and Uncle Hivolti are watching a movie. Baby xien next to them as they hear thuds.

Uncle Iloncer freezes, smelling the pheromones of an alpha in a rut and groans. Covering his mouth and nose as he leans against, Uncle Hivolti.

“There is someone… in a rut…”

Uncle Hivolti smells the pheromones as well as he sees me running after, Wen ChenLi. Wen ChenLi sees Uncle Hivolti and Uncle Iloncer and rushes towards them. Hiding behind Uncle Hivolti.

“What… what the? XinLao why are you in a rut?“

Baby xien yawns, looking up at me. Confused.

“Ma…ma?“ He says.

I growl, frustrated as I smell the omega pheromones from Uncle Iloncer and immediately turn to him. Uncle Hivolti's eyes widen as he clenches his fists and grabs my wrist.

“Your not going damn anywhere near him.“

I lunge fourth a punch but Hivolti dodges it easily. And I groan slightly.

“I NEED A MATE!“ I yell in agony.

Baby xien flinches, scared of me as he backs away. Reilivon dashes down, panting as he bleeds. Uncle Hivolti notices it and grits his teeth, looking down at me. Reilivon yells.

“Dad! Stop!“

Uncle Hivolti freezes. He never expected Reilivon to yell for someone else. I growl as Uncle Hivolti let's go of my worst, it is bruised as I flinch and stumble back. Reilivon holds me gently, worried looking down at me. I glare up at him.

“get your hands off me and go into the ocean to wash it off.“ I say, mad.

Reilivon freezes, his eyes widening. As he glares down at me, now mad as well.

“I was going to let you go since your not in the right state right now, but your making me so damn annoyed.“ He replies, his voice annoyed.

Suddenly, Reilivon grabs my neck as I flinch. He pulls me up, glaring up at me. Uncle Iloncer, Uncle Hivolti and Wen ChenLi are surprised and shocked. I struggle, not being able to breathe.

“Urgh-!“ 

Reilivon gives me a cold look as I glare down at him and struggle.

“Bastard…”

Baby xien is confused and sad as he cries, wailing. Looking up at me.

“Waaah-! No do too mama…!" He wails.

I flinch, looking down at baby xien as he cries. I still can't think properly but for some strange reason, tears flow down my face as I look at him.

Reilivon gets startled, seeing me cry as he let's go of me and I fall down. Landing on the floor and grunt.