knot:-well..you know actually..

flashback

denial tried to book ticket to sun hometown city but there no ticket available so he thought he will ask his eldest brother to let him burrow his jet. he walk toward his brother room and about to open door when he heard his brother voice

knot:-don't worry baby sun is fine and i think we should give them space to solve their matter and if anything happen i am here to help them.

hearing sun name denial froze he try to listen knot conversation. from knot voice denial know knot is talking to his lover as there are many few people with whom knot talk gently

knot:-yeah i promise you will meet him soon

 hearing this denial conform that his brother know something about sun. he angerly barged into denial room while knot look at denial with surprised expression

knot:-ohh..denial..what are you doing here?

denial:-where is sun?

knot:-what?

denial:-i know you know where sun is., you better tell me or else..

denial  try to find a word to threat knot and knot look at denial with raised eyebrow like go on. let me also hear what will you do.

denial:-i will not talk to you

as soon as denial said those word he wanted to hit himself. it was such stupid threat. denial cursed those drama which he seen while knot look at denial with bored expression and thought *he really think i will scared of that? he really kid.

denial know the meaning of knot look so he use his final weapon.

denial(smirk):-no i will go on vacation with ocean hyung for months without you

And there he hit knot nerve. denial know his brother who know for his ruthlessness has only one weakness and that is his love. he can stay without anything but without ocean hyung not a chance. denial still remember a day when ocean hyung went to live with his family for few day and knot hyung has made everyone life hell including his life by yelling, scolding and throwing tantrum, he so miserable and acting like a child that denial has to make sure he was not dreaming and this is actually happening

knot:-no you wont!!

denial:-i will and hyung is so nice i dont think he will say no and i am sure you can survive without hyung for just one month

knot sigh

denial:-so either take me where sun is or i am calling hyung

flashback end-

ray feel irritiated that his older brother sold him out for silly reason. he look at knot with disappointed eye and said

ray:- you ditch me for that? what could happen if they go on vacation for just one month?

knot:-it not just one moth it whole fucking month and i cant live without my love

there conversation get interpreted when they heard denial loud voice, they both went inside room and see denial fuming with anger while trying to untie sun

denial:-brother untie him!! 

ray didn't move an inch to untie him and seeing that denial get more angry and loud. hearing  denial loud scream sun close his ear.  he wanted to smack denial and wanted to remember him that he cant speak but he can hear.

denial:-brother why did you kidnap him? untie him now

ray ignored denial question and ordered him

ray :-denial go home and don't tell dad about this

seeing his brother not taking him seriously he came up with a idea. he smile and said

denial:-no i will not go anywhere untie my boyfriend now

ray raised his eyebrow while sun slap his head at denial stupidity. sun wanted to tell denial that this will not work here, it will only make situation more awkward and dangerous

ray:-boyfriend? 

denial:-yes. we are in relationship for 5 year now let go of my boyfriend.

denial lie with white teeth but hearing this ray voice become dark and he said

ray:-let me show you who he belong to

saying that ray walk toward sun and denial. he push denial out of his way and grab sun by neck and then kiss him. ray sudden action caught sun off gaurd he struggle to  push ray. he hit ray with his hand but more sun try to resist ray kiss more firesly but sun didn't give up seeing sun resistant he bite sun lip to open his mouth and started to kiss him.

seeing this denial gasp so loud that whole mansion can here his gasp. ray after kissing sun like hungry animal spoke with dark yet satisfied voice

ray:-he my mine. he belong to me and no one else

denial whose eye is wide as sky was flabbergasted. he look at knot who just place his hand on his shoulder like supporting him silently while ray look at him in challenging manner and sun, he didn't even make eye contact like avoiding him and denial is like

OH

MY

GOD

WHAT THE HACK I JUST SEE!! AM I HALLUNICATING?

after a while sun and denial seat in quit room. sun hand is still tied to bed. the two brother decided to give two friend privacy. after lot of silence finally denial came out of shock and said:-you.. and my brother... how! when! why! and how the heck did you know my both brother because i have been with you for 5 year and it impossible you hide it so it mean it before i meet you but how and how did you know knot hyung because as long as i remember knot and ray hyung wasn't on good term before.

 denial said everything in one breath .sun sigh, he need to do lot of sigh gesturing and go on roller coaster of emotion

sun :-you want to know my story..

flashback-(story will continue from graduation part if anyone want to know story before this. read previous chapter-chapter 6)

sun was very happy today. today his boyfriend graduation day so he especially take day off from his job. before ray sun life was quite like clock going school then to restaurant to work  as waiter and then at cybercafe it just move round and round but now ray come in his life,  he feel alive. he think ray is the best think happen in his life. on the way graduation party sun brought roses and a matching bracelet with sun and ray symbol hanging to it. sun know people might think rose and bracelet cringy  and old fashioned but rose symbol love and bracelets symbolize their love which is true and will shine like sun passing every  dark cloud. sun was happily going inside graduation party and spot his boyfriend with his friends but ray didn't see him. he quietly tiptoed toward them planning to surprise but what came from sun mouth surprise him more. 

ray:-sun? he really fool to think i love him. he just investment. he do my assignment, classwork and also my business related stuff. his hacking skill give me so profit and deal this months. he quiet  useful  that it.

hearing this sun hand started to shake. every memory that he spend with ray come in his mind. every feeling he feel whenever ray call him or sweet talk to him came into his mind. he cant believe everything was just illusion

    :-so you don't like him? man he pretty. it will pretty waste if you don taste him

sun don't know who that person is but he hear what he say Cleary and then he heard ray laugh which pierce his heart. he feel like someone throw cold water at him and then ray next sentence shattered the beautiful world he believe was true .

ray:-don't worry soon i will taste him soon,  he so head over heel for me. it just piece of cake for me

   :-if he just toy will you mind if i taste him little?

sun whole world froze hearing himself talk like he thing or some bid off object. he cant believe his ear he though this was dream. a nightmare but the tear in his eye and pain in his chest tell him this is true

ray:-no you wont until he with me no one will touch him you can taste him after i get bore of him

sun was heartbroken, the person he love with whole heart is just playing with him, is his love not enough? where did he lack that this relationship end like this. after his mom dad passed away he never believe in love again neither experience what it feel like but ray... he changed everything in him. he feel what it feel like to love someone, what it feel like to be loved by someone but tonight he faced reality. sun chuckle bitterly looking at rose and bracelet in his hand. he realise love was never for him. he didn't born to be loved he born to be suffer. he look at ray who was  still smiling it like looking at mirror, a mirror who show him bitter reality. realising this his eye again become moist he feel exhausted, he just throw flower and gift in dustbin and left

after hour

ray was waiting for sun in graduating party . he thought sun will come late but at least he will come but as minutes turn into hours ray waited and waited until party over. he call sun but no one answer. today ray wanted to offer sun a job at his company so sun doesn't have to work 3 job and they can spend time together. he see at clock which show 12 clock ray sigh and thought he will deal this matter  tomorrow.

next morning ray found sun sitting in library reading some book. he went toward sun and back hug him but soon frown as sun get out of his grasp and seat while putting some distance

 ray:-sun? is everything ok?

sun:-yeah

sun shrugged sun indifferent behaviour and said

ray:-ohh i got something for you. now i am graduate and no longer can come in college i want you to work in my company so we can spend time together

sun raised his eyebrows and said:-you mean your dad company? no i got a good job in IT company

ray was shocked and confused at sun cold tone 

ray:-sun is everything ok? are you angry?

sun keeping his voice steady slam his book and irritably said

sun:- ok let me get this strength i want to break up

a wave of emotion passed through ray face anger, panic, confusion everything. he look at sun who was walking out of  library. he run toward sun and stop him outside library

ray:-what? what do you mean break up. no you cant!!!

sun let out a bitter chuckle swallowing his tear and said:- why not i am bored of you and i found someone who is quite interesting then you

ray face twist in anger no one has ever ditch him it was always him who ditch other. he grab sun by arm and look into his eye

ray:-no no i wont accept. you were my boyfriend and you are still my boyfriend you love me !! you love me right??

sun push ray and look at surround people who was looking at them with querious eye 

sun:-no i never love you!! i was with you because it stop people bullying me and now you are graduated you are no longer use to me so bye

even thought it was lie sun push every emotion inside him and said it. he look at ray last time. sun decided to  leave this country he got good  internship offer in other country, previously he didn't want to go because of ray but now there nothing left he decided to  go even though he don't know what he will do in lonely country but still he will have job and it will be better then staying here.

denial:-so that how you and my brother break up. my brother is really scumbag but how did you know knot hyung?

sun:-no the story is not over your brother is not a person who let go of something so easily listen.....